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Londis Carpenter Jul 2011
In the bygone time, of an age sublime, in the long of long ago,
  by means arcane, which I can’t explain, I once lived by knife and bow.
Though I can’t forswear in truth my tale; it is woven out of dreams,
  (a fabric made of memories that only night-time brings).

Alas! These tales gush from my soul when midnight casts her spell.
  They fill my mind with visions of both paradise and hell.
Vivid dreams are they, words from a book, once penned by ancient lore;
  they cast a spell with the tales they tell of a life I lived before.

Can a man interred have his ashes stirred so his spirit will come again,
  in another life to this place of strife—and in someone else's skin?
For if that be so, than indeed I know that somewhere near Bismarck,
  near Montana’s line, I lived one time, in the Land of the Meadowlark.

My people are “The Band of Friends”—Lakhotas—near the lakes.
  When white men came and named us Sioux; did that they know they called us snakes?*
Fort Peck soldiers came one day, with a smithy shop on wheels.
  With their iron tools they made repairs and bartered a few deals.

After our trade we romped and played, deep into the dark of night.
  A man named Doug produced a jug and we drank until daylight.
One man stood out among the rest, amid the din and clamor;
  an English smithy called Hawk-eye, whom we named “Man with the Hammer.”

Round after round he stood his ground, besting first one man—then two,
  in games of skill he won them all—a warrior through and through.
Our friendship grew into brotherhood and before the moon was spent,
  with mingled blood, we sealed our bond to witness the event.

What could have been I’ll never know, because by quirt of fate,
  a drunken warrior killed my friend, from jealousy and hate.
Shamed by his defeat in the games and seized by a drunken rage,
  while others slept, he took revenge and stabbed this noble sage.

Tommy Cuts-The-Rope fled, fearing punishment, and escaped in the dead of night.
  I tracked his way the following day, with an oath I would set things right.
It was at Wolf Point several miles away that I finally took him down.
  They speak today of the duel we fought; it’s a legend in that town.

Now I don’t know the sacred laws that govern the reborn.
  I have no clues how Spirits choose which life is next to come.
Can souls pass the abyss in pairs?  Do they go on alone?
  May friends journey together to each new fleshy home?

But today I am an Englishman and I have a noble friend.
  He has a loyal servant, Tommy Coward is his name.
My friend comes from a border town somewhere in North Dakota
  and I swear upon my mother’s grave, his sir name is Lakhota.
I chased butterflies as a kid.
On lands that once were battle fields,
where the dirt was stained of blood and soaked by tears of weeping women who held their shredded husbands,
sons,
daughters,
babies.
Women who had cried until nothing had remained.
No tears, no love, no pain.
They had cleansed their insides,
washed out all that there was.
They were only vessels,
that picked themselves up off the ground where they're loved one,
or loved ones,
laid beneath the earth.
They would sing honoring songs,
for all the lives cut short,
taking small steps away until they walked into the other world, where they would meet again.
I chased butterflies as a kid.
On lands that held so much sorrow.
That held so much pain, that the land itself had caved in...
Like many children of the time.
Caving in themselves and shutting out the world of its horrid deeds.
Children who were forced to flea homelands, where they too once, chased butterflies.
Forced to not speak at all, until they learned the tongue of the white man.
Forced onto trains and into scratchy, stiff clothing.
Forced to remove their identity and trade it for ration cards and infected blankets.
I chased butterflies as a kid.
I still do.
Because I have returned,
back home,
where my ancestors gave birth and fed their babies.
Where their bones lay undisturbed beneath many, many layers of earth.
Where they've had many sacred ceremonies, and the spirits told them about me and my return.
I chased butterflies as a kid.
On lands that nourished my people back to life,
back
to the sacred ways of the Lakhota.
15 million Indigenous peoples were estimated to have occupied North America before Christopher Columbus arrived in 1492. By the close of the 19th century, fewer than 238,000 Indigenous peoples remained. We now make up 1.01% of the nations entire population.

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