A year ago
We could be found in the same place
Don't you notice how things change
Notice how the snow is starting to act like rain
And the bloods back to flowing through you veins

I swore I put you in your grave
I swore I put you in your grave

Don't you feel these hearts beat
Beating faster to keep up with moments that never last
To stay ahead of the game
Don't you know some things never change,
I feel your blood through my veins

I swore I put you in your grave
I swore Iput you in your grave

Happy holidays, yeah happy holidays
I hope you find your place
Happy holidays, yeah happy holidays,
I'm glad you found your place

iUse This Grin,
To Keep Emotions
Within
That's The Way iHide
iWear A Disguise
To Keep The Truth Inside
Refuse To Let It Leak Outside
That's The Way iHide
iMake A Joke,
Becuase iRather Laugh
Then Start To Choke
That's The Way iHide
Behind This Mask
Holds The Hurt In My Past
That's The Way iHide
iPut On A Smile
So No One Can See
The Real Me
That's The Way iHide
With This Veil
I Can Conceal
the Pain iAlways Feel
That's The Way iHide
To Let Myself
Be Revealed
Is Putting Down
my Shield
UNPROTECTED
I Never Wanna Feel
That's Why I HIDE .

I wish I could explain it
this sorrow.
To crawl inside the window and for oncenot
Look in but out.
And if Iput it to words could you find it
The why
The how
Reach inside this heart shaped well
Bring up the poison,
Just give me a moment

I feel it still
I feel you still.*

Carve out my insides.leave the white washed walls of my interior
Red.