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I lost the ***** that held my world together There is no finding it now And yes, I looked between the cushions of the couch I prepare to run because Like water through a busted dam it is coming Like the pain of a stubbed toe it arrives in a furious instant That asks for select curse words to be shouted But so unlike pain in my toe, it does not fade My world comes crashing down The clouds in the sky fall As dust onto my outstretched fingertips (They hope to catch a bit of my falling world) The atmosphere caves in The air pressure intensifies Until it has wrapped me In a straight-jacket and I Am Paralyzed I Search for your comforting eyes as you Distantly ask me if I am okay I’m not Okay but I cannot Open my mouth For the words to say because I cannot move an inch to save you Let alone myself I couldn’t even save a Word document right now I try to scream but I Can’t Speak And my world is crashing down The water from the busted dam Hits me like a concrete wall My useless straight-jacketed body Is swept away The water washes away all emotion I Can’t Feel The sound of my demise is so loud In my ears I cannot hear you any longer I Can’t Hear The lack of oxygen In my brain Turns off the light I cannot see the stars I Can’t See Water everywhere World crashing down I Am Drowning My heart beats too Fast Fast Fast I don’t have enough air to Last Last Last World Crashing Down I Can’t Move Can’t Speak Nor Feel Hear See, I (Gasp) Can’t (Gasp) Breathe.
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Mar 26, 2014
Mar 26, 2014 at 4:22 PM UTC
Anxiety
I lost the ***** that held my world together There is no finding it now And yes, I looked between the cushions of the couch I prepare to run because Like water through a busted dam it is coming Like the pain of a stubbed toe it arrives in a furious instant That asks for select curse words to be shouted But so unlike pain in my toe, it does not fade My world comes crashing down The clouds in the sky fall As dust onto my outstretched fingertips (They hope to catch a bit of my falling world) The atmosphere caves in The air pressure intensifies Until it has wrapped me In a straight-jacket and I Am Paralyzed I Search for your comforting eyes as you Distantly ask me if I am okay I’m not Okay but I cannot Open my mouth For the words to say because I cannot move an inch to save you Let alone myself I couldn’t even save a Word document right now I try to scream but I Can’t Speak And my world is crashing down The water from the busted dam Hits me like a concrete wall My useless straight-jacketed body Is swept away The water washes away all emotion I Can’t Feel The sound of my demise is so loud In my ears I cannot hear you any longer I Can’t Hear The lack of oxygen In my brain Turns off the light I cannot see the stars I Can’t See Water everywhere World crashing down I Am Drowning My heart beats too Fast Fast Fast I don’t have enough air to Last Last Last World Crashing Down I Can’t Move Can’t Speak Nor Feel Hear See, I (Gasp) Can’t (Gasp) Breathe.
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Did I ever tell you Why I stopped drinking? Why I am so terrified To take a sip alone? How that one time after class My heart was broken And I skipped the glass And drank straight from the bottle? How I crumbled into a ball Under my favorite blanket My mind screaming through the halls Fighting off the demons trying to drown me? Of course I always want to die That's something I've learned to live with But never before in my life Had I known that I could give in. Yet there I lay crying Wasted with a racing mind Begging to give in to dying But instead I went to sleep. So when my depression intensifies And I run to my substances I am so terrified So alcohol is the last option. Because it could be my last decision.
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Sep 13, 2017
Sep 13, 2017 at 8:22 PM UTC
Why I Don't Drink Alone
I had so much to say but then I lost the courage. You wouldn't want to hear them, I know. I'm no good expressing what I want to, When my heart's about to be throw out of my mouth. The tightness on my throat intensifies and I stand quiet, While my head's about to be blown away with so many thoughts. *Because every time we say goodbye, It feels like I'm about to say something. But then I look at you and I've all the answers. I don't even know what that means.* You shake me to the core, I feel alive And so afraid, that I'm the only one feeling that way. You break my walls, the next second I'm building them up again. *Because every time we say goodbye, It feels like I'm about to say something. But then I look at you and I've all the answers. I don't even know what that means.* Please, show me that you want to get to know me, That you ******* care, That you'll be there if I need. I trust you so much. I can't understand how that happened. You give me so much security when I look at you, That everything's gonna be easier, even when you're ****** up inside. How? *Because every time we say goodbye, It feels like I'm about to say something. But then I look at you and I've all the answers. I don't even know what that means.*
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Nov 27, 2016
Nov 27, 2016 at 8:54 PM UTC
Did you understand my silence?
In depth there's only fear and disbelief deeper you will find nothing else just void the courage is only the drop on the surface wearing it like my favourite dress not many times there is rage it intensifies how I feel using every other emotions as fuel it burns them After the fire Tired enough not to think much and in a bad situation as such I fall asleep Waking the regret funnily it keeps on returning the cycle ongoing bury it within I am emotionless with too many emotions dancing improved a lot in masking happy with my newfound skill.
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Apr 19, 2018
Apr 19, 2018 at 12:22 PM UTC
Completely Emotionless
Sunlight makes its move beyond the safe Clouds. Clouds finally let the Sunlight go free. Sunlight reaches toward the awaiting greenery. Clouds hesitate to question its judgment. Sunlight grasps the hands of Earth. Clouds spy on Sunlight's careful movements. Sunlight heats the world in a clear embrace. Clouds meander further away in hiding. Sunlight ignites passion within the plants. Clouds rely on an evaporation vice. Sunlight relaxes in the west, pleased. Clouds find solace in the salty air. Sunlight wakes up to the smiling blossoms. Clouds glare from a distance. Sunlight gazes at its new abundance of fruit. Clouds long for a sweet release. Sunlight notices its once dear lover. Clouds acknowledge Sunlight's attention. Sunlight begins to scorch the ground. Clouds play upon the mountains. Sunlight angers at the coyness. Clouds laugh at the needy air. Sunlight intensifies to torch the trees. Clouds begin to realize the desire. Sunlight glances in the direction of its hope. Clouds gather up courage to make its move. Sunlight begs for saturated fulfillment. Clouds glide toward Sunlight in sweet surrender. Sunlight kisses its precious love. Clouds cherish its tender caress. Sunlight probes its worth by revealing true emotion. Clouds relinquish control and release the passion. Sunlight holds the clouds so dearly. Clouds feel peace letting loose all emotion. Sunlight stares amazed at the Clouds. Clouds feel the warmth of Sunlight. Sunlight makes its move beyond the safe Clouds. Clouds yet again let the Sunlight go free. Earth can't survive without this temperamental love affair.
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Apr 15, 2014
Apr 15, 2014 at 10:56 PM UTC
Earth
Sunlight makes its move beyond the safe Clouds. Clouds finally let the Sunlight go free. Sunlight reaches toward the awaiting greenery. Clouds hesitate to question its judgment. Sunlight grasps the hands of Earth. Clouds spy on Sunlight's careful movements. Sunlight heats the world in a clear embrace. Clouds meander further away in hiding. Sunlight ignites passion within the plants. Clouds rely on an evaporation vice. Sunlight relaxes in the west, pleased. Clouds find solace in the salty air. Sunlight wakes up to the smiling blossoms. Clouds glare from a distance. Sunlight gazes at its new abundance of fruit. Clouds long for a sweet release. Sunlight notices its once dear lover. Clouds acknowledge Sunlight's attention. Sunlight begins to scorch the ground. Clouds play upon the mountains. Sunlight angers at the coyness. Clouds laugh at the needy air. Sunlight intensifies to torch the trees. Clouds begin to realize the desire. Sunlight glances in the direction of its hope. Clouds gather up courage to make its move. Sunlight begs for saturated fulfillment. Clouds glide toward Sunlight in sweet surrender. Sunlight kisses its precious love. Clouds cherish its tender caress. Sunlight probes its worth by revealing true emotion. Clouds relinquish control and release the passion. Sunlight holds the clouds so dearly. Clouds feel peace letting loose all emotion. Sunlight stares amazed at the Clouds. Clouds feel the warmth of Sunlight. Sunlight makes its move beyond the safe Clouds. Clouds yet again let the Sunlight go free. Earth can't survive without this temperamental love affair.
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Rainy nights thinking about Rwanda, fog seeps out of the woods. Like smoke, it crawls across the fields. My head lights attempt to cut through it, as it intensifies, inhibiting my drive, but it’s nothing compared to Rwanda. I arrive at the Mobil, wait five minutes for the cashier to notice I’m here. When she does, she hobbles over. I attempt to buy a pack of backwoods, my card gets declined, but it’s nothing compared to Rwanda. I get in my car, and have a fit when I can’t find my keys, but it’s nothing compared to Rwanda. I begin to drive, get cut off and curse fellow man, but it’s nothing compared to Rwanda. I ***** and I moan, an entitled little **** but I’m alive, which many can’t say after Rwanda.
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Apr 13, 2018
Apr 13, 2018 at 9:55 PM UTC
Motel Rwanda
The scarf that you took off with a graceful flourish, From your warm throat, and covered my head On one beautiful, wintry afternoon long ago; That memory intensifies and weighs me down, Like photographs that develop in the darkroom But are never shown the broad daylight. My head now stays uncovered with snow; I wear your scarf on my shoulders. Betokening my will to carry The burden of the emptiness, You left behind with your departure.
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May 6, 2016
May 6, 2016 at 2:10 PM UTC
The Scarf
The pain intensifies. Aching, searing pain. That covers like a burning ember. It skins the heart. Tearing it apart, Into a billion pieces. This pain. Is a heartbreaker. You left me... Behind the walls, Of Hell.
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May 21, 2014
May 21, 2014 at 9:28 AM UTC
Heartbreaker
Boiling blood and angry eyes Boil over in tears that do not cry For this idea, one last good-bye Is a selfish notion Proximity breeds what hearts belie Jagged emotion So this, our little rendezvous I swore that I would never do Until, of course, you asked me too The doorknob's turning Now, it must be followed through My heart lies burning Ferocity to match my own Intensifies this time alone The love has long-since been outgrown There is no forgiveness Just pleasure like we’ve never known This time, I’ll win this Then finally, you’ll realize I’ve grown into these golden thighs That seem to have you hypnotized Within their power And far too late you realize You’ve been devoured By the woman who stands glistening bare Watching you with tainted glare In a flash the passion flares Drunk acrobatics Bring forth new heights our bodies share Now spent and static Breathless and dripping wet As close to hate as love can get And this amazing last duet An exclamation In this goodbye lives no regret No indignation
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May 29, 2010
May 29, 2010 at 6:45 PM UTC
Disdain
*Dust on the ledge, before me, magnified Smell of gun oil in my nostrils and cramp in the calves The boredom of the wait intensifies, Stale air in my loft is full of must With the failing light I’m grateful it is almost time to stand down. Through the cross hair sprints a target An ordinary, everyday, running target, I know not who this target is, I know not why it runs across my sights, But because it is, where it is, It becomes my enemy. In a microcosm of time the loud bang alters things forever. The buck of the rifle’s recoil, The immediate sour stench of the shot washes back across my face. The intoxication felt, in being the one who caresses the trigger. The satisfaction earned in deservedly making the **** My target spirals in mid stride, Contorts in agony And collapses to the rough tarmac To lie dishevelled, an insignificant, dishevelled item. Checking the **** through the telescopic sight I see the rough stubble of the chin, The nicotine stain on the fingers, I see the colour of the eyes are pale blue. …I know well, it will breathe no more. With descending twilight I trudge from my tower perch With the long ****** rifle slung across my weary shoulders The  crones in the street glare as I walk by There is a loathing in their aged eyes, It is a tangible thing. I know they have no knowledge of the target, But they know, however, that there has been a killing made for the cause. A cold beer would be nice. God! how I hate these young punks with purple hair.* Marshalg Gaza, Palestine/Mogadishu, Somalia/Kabul, Afghanistan/Tehran, Iran/Cairo, Egypt/Islamabad, Pakistan/Soweto, South Africa/Dier El Zour Province, Syria/Beirut, Lebanon/Baghdad, Iraq/Tripoli, Libya/Pristina, Kosovo/Grozny,Chechen Republic/Veracruz, Mexico/Guatemala City, Guatemala/Sao Paulo, Brazil/Moscow, Russia. 27 November 2012
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Nov 28, 2012
Nov 28, 2012 at 8:17 PM UTC
I, ******
*Dust on the ledge, before me, magnified Smell of gun oil in my nostrils and cramp in the calves The boredom of the wait intensifies, Stale air in my loft is full of must With the failing light I’m grateful it is almost time to stand down. Through the cross hair sprints a target An ordinary, everyday, running target, I know not who this target is, I know not why it runs across my sights, But because it is, where it is, It becomes my enemy. In a microcosm of time the loud bang alters things forever. The buck of the rifle’s recoil, The immediate sour stench of the shot washes back across my face. The intoxication felt, in being the one who caresses the trigger. The satisfaction earned in deservedly making the **** My target spirals in mid stride, Contorts in agony And collapses to the rough tarmac To lie dishevelled, an insignificant, dishevelled item. Checking the **** through the telescopic sight I see the rough stubble of the chin, The nicotine stain on the fingers, I see the colour of the eyes are pale blue. …I know well, it will breathe no more. With descending twilight I trudge from my tower perch With the long ****** rifle slung across my weary shoulders The  crones in the street glare as I walk by There is a loathing in their aged eyes, It is a tangible thing. I know they have no knowledge of the target, But they know, however, that there has been a killing made for the cause. A cold beer would be nice. God! how I hate these young punks with purple hair.* Marshalg Gaza, Palestine/Mogadishu, Somalia/Kabul, Afghanistan/Tehran, Iran/Cairo, Egypt/Islamabad, Pakistan/Soweto, South Africa/Dier El Zour Province, Syria/Beirut, Lebanon/Baghdad, Iraq/Tripoli, Libya/Pristina, Kosovo/Grozny,Chechen Republic/Veracruz, Mexico/Guatemala City, Guatemala/Sao Paulo, Brazil/Moscow, Russia. 27 November 2012
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9 January 2014   02.21am "We all have feelings for our girlfriends Bea, it doesn't mean we have to act on them.." Silence filled the room Two opposing forces Love lust passion Hate anger fear What was once owned Has now been taken Walking towards her Reaching out, hand movements So slow and graceful An aura so compelling, senses heightened Bodies shifting as though Magnetic forces were playing A sultry dance acting out Underneath the candelabra Eyes locked mirroring feelings Left unspoken, razor sharp tongue Hips graze, music intensifies An atmosphere fraught with Tension, favoured to be cut by a knife Hesitating lips part with a subtle urgency Circulatory movements dancing feet A lowly finger fondles an inner thigh Ever so slightly withering, exuberant pleasure Eyes connect, glistening from the light A smile pacifying both women Others gazes capture their movements For now, they are the only ones Whose love and light fills this room Alone, unhinged, they kiss At first tentatively, then feverishly Drowning, they are both saved The lovers bodies blend into one Possessing one another Nothing is lost in that moment Desperately clinging to affection Souls freed, emotions making miracles Two lovers effortlessly become One soul being. © Sia Jane
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Jan 9, 2014
Jan 9, 2014 at 12:17 PM UTC
Eleven Minutes
The television blares, it blinks, it shakes A cup falls out of the cabinet, it flies, it jumps They shatter. Someone's banging on the door, they scream, they holler She's laughing in your ear, a witch-like cackle Ha-ha-ha That's all she's says, that's all she does You keep your head facing forward, don't dare to look around It's all madness, the footsteps on the ground Who's creeping down the stairs, you didn't have guests Who opened the window, who made such a mess? The laughing The constant laughing like chimes, it intensifies Cold sweat, warm tears, Your body is paralyzed in face of your greatest fears Do it! Punch a wall, kick a desk! But sweetie, there is no time for rest. We must go, we must hurry! They're almost here! Who? You feel dizzy. Not another surprise please, I beg you, not another. The room starts spinning, the ceiling circles you like a volchar. The small man, with the elf-like features, he's tugging your arm He's pulling you, as she laughs with such insanity your stomach churns. Who are these people, what is this hell A piercing scream is released into the air, You believe it was your own, but with all the creatures yelling in your ear, you can't be certain. The noises crank up, the objects fly off the walls The TV changes from loud channel to channel, from voices to white noise This is the worst, this is the peak But suddenly it all stops with a screech. The tv is in its place, normal channel, normal news All the items are in their spot, all organized, all unused There is no laughing. There is no man. There are no footsteps. There is no pulling hand. But it was all there. You know it was. Silence. Eery silence. Now you're left in the confusion of your own mind. But perhaps you've been there the whole time.
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Jan 13, 2014
Jan 13, 2014 at 11:02 PM UTC
Paranoia
The television blares, it blinks, it shakes A cup falls out of the cabinet, it flies, it jumps They shatter. Someone's banging on the door, they scream, they holler She's laughing in your ear, a witch-like cackle Ha-ha-ha That's all she's says, that's all she does You keep your head facing forward, don't dare to look around It's all madness, the footsteps on the ground Who's creeping down the stairs, you didn't have guests Who opened the window, who made such a mess? The laughing The constant laughing like chimes, it intensifies Cold sweat, warm tears, Your body is paralyzed in face of your greatest fears Do it! Punch a wall, kick a desk! But sweetie, there is no time for rest. We must go, we must hurry! They're almost here! Who? You feel dizzy. Not another surprise please, I beg you, not another. The room starts spinning, the ceiling circles you like a volchar. The small man, with the elf-like features, he's tugging your arm He's pulling you, as she laughs with such insanity your stomach churns. Who are these people, what is this hell A piercing scream is released into the air, You believe it was your own, but with all the creatures yelling in your ear, you can't be certain. The noises crank up, the objects fly off the walls The TV changes from loud channel to channel, from voices to white noise This is the worst, this is the peak But suddenly it all stops with a screech. The tv is in its place, normal channel, normal news All the items are in their spot, all organized, all unused There is no laughing. There is no man. There are no footsteps. There is no pulling hand. But it was all there. You know it was. Silence. Eery silence. Now you're left in the confusion of your own mind. But perhaps you've been there the whole time.
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I long to feel the skin Between her thighs. As I fantasize, Desire ignites within. I want to be inside her, Feeling her tighten around me, Sliding deep, As our worlds collide, Her juices slide, as my pride rise, My need to release intensifies, Filling her fully. It’s almost painful, oh how she tempts me.
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Jul 31, 2024
Jul 31, 2024 at 10:07 PM UTC
Untitled
Lupine casts the shadows Tattooed on the skins of Twining lovers. Their pale ****** Intensifies the purple and violet Splashes dotted on the soft green rugs. The two lovers roll Atop and under, Aside and over, Their sweet sweat distracts the bees from Their honey foray. Bees buzz Lovers sigh Perfection in its abundance.
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Apr 29, 2013
Apr 29, 2013 at 4:37 PM UTC
Lupine Lovers
Realizing that my pain that resulted from past failures was only temporary because forgetting that past knowing that foregiveness does not change what happened I am finally able to move on as the other half of my heart comes home. It does let me take the first step torward growth and creation as each time that one loves is the only time and a difference of object does not alter singleness of passion but merely intensifies it. I knew that her love was the other half of my heart on the day that she came to me and said that she loved me and I could feel that love when she talked to me hearing it in her voice like a tone that only I could hear. Knowing that I have loved her in numerous forms, numerous times, life after life, age after age forever our final journey now begins as I dip my feather into the inkwell of the sunset and write about her sending my love to the treasure of her heart of which my heart is now a part. I can not take for granted our future knowing that we have the love of each other and more importantly we have ourselves as we touch and our hearts became whole once more and our love continues to grow and we both know that our love for each other exceeds the need for each other.                     Jon    York           2013
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Feb 18, 2013
Feb 18, 2013 at 2:20 AM UTC
The Other Half of my Heart
No place for roleplay in this illumined shrine of sanctified skin and porcelain where the most literal of lovers whelm in the stainless steel hot spring's silver stream where the smoke screen of clothing clashes with the steam cloud rising like ironic bread in Eden's kitchen where a woman turns around wrings and whips her satin slope of hair around a shoulder leaving to her man ideas and a bar of soap that slithers effortlessly in his palm like a melted deck of cards where a bubbled corner is embedded in the small of her back elevated from the tailbone to the neck and lowered like the zipper of the dress he parted not so long ago where a jolt of urgency accelerates an exercise in the ski of soap around the junction of the hips and outer buttocks and a segue silently approved by her arms hoisted to attend to hair thought to be already washed and conditioned where the soap is shared by both hands on the scaling of her sudded sternum presaging an unseen demand from the beacons of progression swelling in the wet heat where a hand of soap and hand of slide verifies the demand of hands on her beaded ******* where he answers her swell with his stiffness in the final feel of mystery before a soft shift of arms approximates a plea for a frontal rinse where hands return to ****** crowned chest sparking the advent of eye contact all the while where his ****** intensifies in proportion to the eyes closed in anticipation of their saturated mouths' magnetic duet where saliva and the cooling water mix on their cameos of tongues slipping through their lips in the midst of the mist and where their towels hang in a forgotten heap while he takes her dripping body in his arms and carries her to where the roleplay will have to wait after all
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May 6, 2014
May 6, 2014 at 12:35 PM UTC
CISTERN
No place for roleplay in this illumined shrine of sanctified skin and porcelain where the most literal of lovers whelm in the stainless steel hot spring's silver stream where the smoke screen of clothing clashes with the steam cloud rising like ironic bread in Eden's kitchen where a woman turns around wrings and whips her satin slope of hair around a shoulder leaving to her man ideas and a bar of soap that slithers effortlessly in his palm like a melted deck of cards where a bubbled corner is embedded in the small of her back elevated from the tailbone to the neck and lowered like the zipper of the dress he parted not so long ago where a jolt of urgency accelerates an exercise in the ski of soap around the junction of the hips and outer buttocks and a segue silently approved by her arms hoisted to attend to hair thought to be already washed and conditioned where the soap is shared by both hands on the scaling of her sudded sternum presaging an unseen demand from the beacons of progression swelling in the wet heat where a hand of soap and hand of slide verifies the demand of hands on her beaded ******* where he answers her swell with his stiffness in the final feel of mystery before a soft shift of arms approximates a plea for a frontal rinse where hands return to ****** crowned chest sparking the advent of eye contact all the while where his ****** intensifies in proportion to the eyes closed in anticipation of their saturated mouths' magnetic duet where saliva and the cooling water mix on their cameos of tongues slipping through their lips in the midst of the mist and where their towels hang in a forgotten heap while he takes her dripping body in his arms and carries her to where the roleplay will have to wait after all
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I'm not an electrician but I do know this. A voltage produces an electrostatic field. As voltage increases between two distanced points, the field intensifies. You and I were similar in this way. We were two points with voltage charging between us. We somehow created a region stronger than us. Our love flowed like currents. Our love brought us closer. The love between us intensified, much like the way the electrostatic field intensifies. Each kiss and touch made the blood running through my veins turn into electricity. You ignited a fire in me.
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Feb 15, 2015
Feb 15, 2015 at 2:56 AM UTC
voltage
My pain irks me, Sends me flying into my bed. Under the cover of darkness. As I cry myself awake, Unable to sleep. I ask myself.. Why? Why am I such a ***** up? Why do I make mistakes, Knowing my parents will be angry? My tears intensify, My claws take my skin, Leaving ****** marks... I scream in my head, Rocking to the beat of my music, That sings in my ear bud. Evanescence, Rascal Flatts. Plumb. Crossfade. I cannot find peace.. All I feel is that pain. That has ****** me over for, Five years. I'm only a teenager, I only can take so much. Until Its over. I've already tried once... What makes you think I'll try again? Dad, What makes you so ****** Taking it out on me, Because I don't listen? Why can't you and my step mom, Just realize.. That I'm only Seventeen.. And so it says, My title will always stay. Lone wolf forever.. I cant be perfect, It's just not my style. My life is so different, I cry even harder. Mistakes, Promises broken. Two faced liars.. God, Why aren't you here? I need you.. And I need you now.. As my pain intensifies, All I see is the cascading shadows. Watching my every move... My music doesn't help anymore..
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Jul 15, 2014
Jul 15, 2014 at 11:29 PM UTC
Pain that Never Leaves
Ouch. It hurts. My muscles tighten...the pain intensifies I reach for you as tears swell in my eyes Take 1 every 6 hours, the bottle reads Can 1 cure the pain? Yes, Indeed Much better, symptom free. Tomorrow. Ouch. It hurts. My muscles tighten...the pain intensifies Let's try 2, I feel the symptoms on arise Much better, symptom free. No hurt. No pain. *** he just said we're done. Ouch. It hurts -more painful than the first day My heart has been torn, torn in the worst way Let's try 4, that would numb it to the core A broken heart is hard to fix...4 didn't cure 1 more left...but I think I need 6 A simple signature from a doctor will help this fix A quick visit to doc and I'll be fine Ouch. It hurts...the pains still there...doc nothing works Take these 4x a day they're called percs Ouch. It hurts. My muscles tighten...the pain intensifies Fake doc signatures, false diagnosis, all the lies Up to 25 a day...reaching for the orange bottle ...even when the pain is away Fading in and out, in her own world Still broken hearted no cure for this girl Ouch. It hurts. My muscles tighten...the pain intensifies A bottle a day, she's losing the fight   Who knew 1 pill could ruin my life Ouch. It hurts. My muscles tighten...the pain intensifies...
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May 7, 2014
May 7, 2014 at 2:28 PM UTC
Pills
The feeling of her warmth, courses through my body, it intensifies, submitting me to  everlasting ******** pleasure. The release frees me from chambers of anger. The very moment, the rush consumes me and energy pulls light out of everything around. My love is full of excitement and desire, released to fill her with happiness.
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Aug 24, 2021
Aug 24, 2021 at 11:14 AM UTC
NUT.
The wind howls to the craters of the moon, wondering if its lack of breath is another respiratory disease waiting to happen As bodies crash into the ocean and casualties increase by every bottled up sensibility The cracks of cardboard doors fill up the voids of emptiness, Emptiness of washed up filth and five days worth of street toxic meant for the guts too vacant to feel Their doors quiver to every knock and exhale, families too hungry, awaiting to devour assurance of safety Just this once, they are asking for a little more Than numbered days of handfuls of rice and rock salt, enough to feed the mouths of eight Teeth clicking to every bite, bones clashing together to prolong the food not more than a mouthful However this time the clicking doesn’t stop It intensifies as street light poles plummet into windows and shards are washed away, seeping through soaked doors They are told to leave these places without titles but this unnamed land is their entitlement and home Their mother whose tongue is a symphony of lullabies remains silent, hoping for the storm to pass Lips swollen from biting, she looks at her children with fear in her eyes, tears reflecting the shattered bulb that hangs by the kitchen ceiling She links her arms to her children’s, grips their skin tightly hoping to warm their shivering exterior while whispering the words “they’ll come for us” Time elapses and the water rises, their properties enveloped by the disease Their house disappears along with it, in a downward current of pitch black and rotten forestry What is left is a family of seven, arms linked and accompanied by the howling wind, Slowly diminishing with its lack of breath, becoming a nationwide debris n.j.
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Oct 18, 2015
Oct 18, 2015 at 7:32 PM UTC
Cardboard Doors (4:08 – 5:34 AM)
The wind howls to the craters of the moon, wondering if its lack of breath is another respiratory disease waiting to happen As bodies crash into the ocean and casualties increase by every bottled up sensibility The cracks of cardboard doors fill up the voids of emptiness, Emptiness of washed up filth and five days worth of street toxic meant for the guts too vacant to feel Their doors quiver to every knock and exhale, families too hungry, awaiting to devour assurance of safety Just this once, they are asking for a little more Than numbered days of handfuls of rice and rock salt, enough to feed the mouths of eight Teeth clicking to every bite, bones clashing together to prolong the food not more than a mouthful However this time the clicking doesn’t stop It intensifies as street light poles plummet into windows and shards are washed away, seeping through soaked doors They are told to leave these places without titles but this unnamed land is their entitlement and home Their mother whose tongue is a symphony of lullabies remains silent, hoping for the storm to pass Lips swollen from biting, she looks at her children with fear in her eyes, tears reflecting the shattered bulb that hangs by the kitchen ceiling She links her arms to her children’s, grips their skin tightly hoping to warm their shivering exterior while whispering the words “they’ll come for us” Time elapses and the water rises, their properties enveloped by the disease Their house disappears along with it, in a downward current of pitch black and rotten forestry What is left is a family of seven, arms linked and accompanied by the howling wind, Slowly diminishing with its lack of breath, becoming a nationwide debris n.j.
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I know some deep pain saddens you now It has been nesting in your heart for long Breeding in the silence of your soul It leaves your body n' mind awfully sick It intensifies with every deepening night Leaving the wound in your heart severely bleeding Something that you haven’t fully divulged Robbing you off all your cheer and ebullience, I can feel the smoldering of your heart How I wish I could fan away those aches Wipe off all the pain from your body n' mind Or at least share a bit of it, dear sweet Kim! Even when you wear a mask impenetrable Or sublimate your feelings through lovely verse I can gauge the depth of despair you feel inside And sense the rising palpitations of your heart. When your eyes strain to read what is on the screen You feel, you are deprived of the only pleasure you have Though you hoped things would improve in course of time When your eyesight got badly impaired, you sank in despair Even when distanced, please know I am near Somewhere so close, as an unseen presence Staying by your side, to wipe your tears away Praying for you ever and wishing you all good You were the darling of this great poetry site Your presence is sorely missed by all We wish you to be back with your balmy words Eager to read your lovely verse, proclaiming love Life is strange with sudden twists and turns But never ever give up, nor lose hope Believe, at any time there can be a turn around After the bleary night, comes the bright morn Again the sun shall show up in the East Darkness will recede and light shall descend The meadows with dew drops shall shine  And the woods with the song of birds will ring Look up to God in issues you cannot handle Call Him again to your aid when you battle with life He cannot but yield to the voice of your calling And instantly heal your heart, now deeply bleeding
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May 19, 2018
May 19, 2018 at 1:18 PM UTC
To Kim Johanna Baker
I know some deep pain saddens you now It has been nesting in your heart for long Breeding in the silence of your soul It leaves your body n' mind awfully sick It intensifies with every deepening night Leaving the wound in your heart severely bleeding Something that you haven’t fully divulged Robbing you off all your cheer and ebullience, I can feel the smoldering of your heart How I wish I could fan away those aches Wipe off all the pain from your body n' mind Or at least share a bit of it, dear sweet Kim! Even when you wear a mask impenetrable Or sublimate your feelings through lovely verse I can gauge the depth of despair you feel inside And sense the rising palpitations of your heart. When your eyes strain to read what is on the screen You feel, you are deprived of the only pleasure you have Though you hoped things would improve in course of time When your eyesight got badly impaired, you sank in despair Even when distanced, please know I am near Somewhere so close, as an unseen presence Staying by your side, to wipe your tears away Praying for you ever and wishing you all good You were the darling of this great poetry site Your presence is sorely missed by all We wish you to be back with your balmy words Eager to read your lovely verse, proclaiming love Life is strange with sudden twists and turns But never ever give up, nor lose hope Believe, at any time there can be a turn around After the bleary night, comes the bright morn Again the sun shall show up in the East Darkness will recede and light shall descend The meadows with dew drops shall shine  And the woods with the song of birds will ring Look up to God in issues you cannot handle Call Him again to your aid when you battle with life He cannot but yield to the voice of your calling And instantly heal your heart, now deeply bleeding
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I find comfort in the place inside my head where I can think.  A place forever changing with the instability of my emotional state.  This special place is a canvas being painted as my life progresses, in the deep blues of despair and soft yellows of contentment. Borrowing smells, visions, and people of memories past and present to build a beautiful escape from reality.  It is impossible to remember an exact moment in this place, as it, like all matter, is in a constant state of motion. Somedays the bright light of early morning is shining in, the dust particles collecting and shimmering like glitter in the air.  I can hear birds chirping, harmonizing with the soft, kind voices of my childhood.  A hand reaches out to touch mine, their thumb stroking the top of my hand and their fingers tickling the inside of my palm, as if to say: “It's okay, you're here with me now”.  Whose hand that is, I can never quite be sure. There are times where I sit with my cheek against the cold damp window, watching the water scrambling and morphing into new shapes and sizes as it runs down the glass, listening to the rain pounding an unsteady rhythm to which the thunder and lightening dance.  The looming darkness intensifies the sound of beating hearts and broken voices.  But once again, a hand touches mine: “It's okay, you're here with me now”.  Regardless of the emotions it may evoke and the darkness that may linger, it is always much safer than reality here.   At times I am alone in this place with only the babbling of a nearby brook, or the comforting melody of a familiar song to keep me company.  Here, I am allowed to be in a moment without the threat of interruption.  Here, I am able to think, to breathe.   It can be a place of panic, anguish, or even hopelessness; but no matter how it's ambiance is affected by my mental state, it will always be a place of stability. In this moment, my special place is far from this room that confines me.  It is full of the people I ache to see again, full of memories of times before bad decisions robbed me of all that meant anything in my life.  The song “July” by Youth Lagoon is playing: “If I had never let go, then only God knows where I would be now.  I built a bridge between us and then slowly burned it.  Five years ago, in my backyard I sang love away.  Little did I know that real love had not quite yet found me”. Today it is a place of regret and desire, and the hand is one I long to hold again.
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Apr 15, 2013
Apr 15, 2013 at 4:42 PM UTC
Stability of Instability
I find comfort in the place inside my head where I can think.  A place forever changing with the instability of my emotional state.  This special place is a canvas being painted as my life progresses, in the deep blues of despair and soft yellows of contentment. Borrowing smells, visions, and people of memories past and present to build a beautiful escape from reality.  It is impossible to remember an exact moment in this place, as it, like all matter, is in a constant state of motion. Somedays the bright light of early morning is shining in, the dust particles collecting and shimmering like glitter in the air.  I can hear birds chirping, harmonizing with the soft, kind voices of my childhood.  A hand reaches out to touch mine, their thumb stroking the top of my hand and their fingers tickling the inside of my palm, as if to say: “It's okay, you're here with me now”.  Whose hand that is, I can never quite be sure. There are times where I sit with my cheek against the cold damp window, watching the water scrambling and morphing into new shapes and sizes as it runs down the glass, listening to the rain pounding an unsteady rhythm to which the thunder and lightening dance.  The looming darkness intensifies the sound of beating hearts and broken voices.  But once again, a hand touches mine: “It's okay, you're here with me now”.  Regardless of the emotions it may evoke and the darkness that may linger, it is always much safer than reality here.   At times I am alone in this place with only the babbling of a nearby brook, or the comforting melody of a familiar song to keep me company.  Here, I am allowed to be in a moment without the threat of interruption.  Here, I am able to think, to breathe.   It can be a place of panic, anguish, or even hopelessness; but no matter how it's ambiance is affected by my mental state, it will always be a place of stability. In this moment, my special place is far from this room that confines me.  It is full of the people I ache to see again, full of memories of times before bad decisions robbed me of all that meant anything in my life.  The song “July” by Youth Lagoon is playing: “If I had never let go, then only God knows where I would be now.  I built a bridge between us and then slowly burned it.  Five years ago, in my backyard I sang love away.  Little did I know that real love had not quite yet found me”. Today it is a place of regret and desire, and the hand is one I long to hold again.
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She listens with her eyes closed as the melody begins. Its starts with a slow beat; memories begin. Her childhood, consisting of innocence and playtime with her younger sibling. God in front, but the devil close behind her. The music changes. Playtime turns to fear and adulthood. She is only 6. But her fear of the harm done to her has molded her into something else. The devil has her cornered. The beat drops. She needs closure. She finds it as she cares for her siblings as if she were a mother. Where is her mother? Where is her father? She doesn't care, she has her brother and sister. And now with art and music beside her, The devil is in front. The music intensifies. Alcohol. Missing church. Shes broken. No one knows her story. The once little girl full of joy and playtime, Has become grown and silent. She's a doubter. Where was God? The music slows. The sun comes out and shines down on her. She feels a brightness in her heart she hadn't felt since she was a little girl. Her fear of being damaged again is forgotten. Maybe she can save herself. The end chorus begins. The devil is vanquished. God is right in her sight again. The bad habits gone. And beside her what do you see? Not fear. Not damage. Not silence. You see her shining heart Finally free from the darkness around her.
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Jul 7, 2014
Jul 7, 2014 at 8:16 PM UTC
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