Did you understand my silence?

irsorai Poems

I had so much to say but then I lost the courage. You wouldn't want to hear them, I know. I'm no good expressing what I want to, When my heart's about to be throw out of my mouth. The tightness on my throat intensifies and I stand quiet, While my head's about to be blown away with so many thoughts. *Because every time we say goodbye, It feels like I'm about to say something. But then I look at you and I've all the answers. I don't even know what that means.* You shake me to the core, I feel alive And so afraid, that I'm the only one feeling that way. You break my walls, the next second I'm building them up again. *Because every time we say goodbye, It feels like I'm about to say something. But then I look at you and I've all the answers. I don't even know what that means.* Please, show me that you want to get to know me, That you ******* care, That you'll be there if I need. I trust you so much. I can't understand how that happened. You give me so much security when I look at you, That everything's gonna be easier, even when you're ****** up inside. How? *Because every time we say goodbye, It feels like I'm about to say something. But then I look at you and I've all the answers. I don't even know what that means.*