Please let me preface I dont like people crouds make me cringe and while i value my friends i highly value my solitude ------------------------------------------ I cant picture a face when i close my eyes when my mind trys to grant that one final human wish before slumber encompases my body and reality and dreams interlace For i have no soul to match with mine nor a soul to follow in deepest secret with the fleeting hope that maybe our souls shall intertwine But i wish not for two to meld for hearts to pledge an undying vow for lust and ****** greed for billowing convorsations
But silence
An individual respect for ourselves two beings gracious for company bodies laid side by side your fingers tracing circles on blank canvasses of skin Where there is but an understanding that breath so silent can be pleasently shared and electic touch soulfull igniting warmth surrounding my heart of which embers burn soft and hot
Where aching muscles tense from harsh realities are smoothed away with solid hands a mutual relationship where the solidarity in thought is aknowlegded yet the pleaure derived from presense a caring being holding steadfast unwilling to let me go gentle and kind Where the silence of spiritual understanding guides the instictual need for companionship
