In this time
The old man dies
My helpless siege
Is all I need

In this time
I'm selling my soul to her
Give it a wishful heartbeat
Seize the day in deceit

I will never speak to you
If only I could change my ways of pleasure
**** real time
How do I try?

I will never speak to anyone
If only you could **** your kind displeasure
Do me right
When does it die?

I think about my undying compassion
Not long until it disappears
Not like it's going to happen
Disappointment is almost here

I give a try to the ground beneath me
It sighs until it disappears
I am now flying swiftly
Towards pastures appearing clear

Until it all falls
My vision blurs
No real need to see again
Fire resonates within her

It all comes Crashing down in echoes of *******
Releasing all the night
When I finally lose it all
And my only shred of honesty
Lost within the flame
Now it only came

I never talked to you
Could never be forgiving
I finally witness this hue
Could I Seize the day?

it seems we lost our way. you couldnt handle the shades i had to me. so long gone you thought i was incorrigible. why couldnt i be like other girls you asked. why cudnt one simlpe thing satisfy me!!! you always questioned my moves. doubted if there was anything that pleased me!!! why was it so hard to get me? not once did i make it hard; i was an open book that you failed to read. made me wonder if you were iliterate. lost lovers we were whose spell was never ignited. i had shown you time and again but  you seemd to forget that i am nt the sun but a rain ball

it seems we lost our way. you couldnt handle the shades i had to me. so long gone you thought i was incorrigible. why couldnt i be like other girls you asked. why cudnt one simlpe thing satisfy me!!! you always questioned my moves. doubeted if there was anything that pleased me!!! why was it so hard to get me? not once did i make it hard; i was an open book that you failed to read. made me wonder if you were iliterate. lost lovers we were whose spell was never ignited. i had shown you time and again but  you seemd to forget that i am nt the sun but a rain ball