Have you ever closed your eyes and wondered what it would be like if you didn't say goodbye to the one you love?
Have you ever felt a tear slowly wander down your cheek? I do. Ever since I said goodbye. I feel sick to my stomach every second of the day knowing that I can never talk to you properly again. I ruined it. It's been almost a week now and has gone incredibly fast but also heartrenchingly slow at the same time. I haven't been sleeping, I haven't been talking, I don't want to be around anyone, and when I do sleep I never want to wake up.