Going through my old school copybooks and notes,
The scribbles and drawings portray the mind
of someone ill-at-ease with the world,
Yet they summon odd nostalgia.
In the calm of the room, by the window's
fading sunlight, I leaf through
my secondary school biology experiment book
There are lines and references to Gordan Freeman
from Half-Life 2, and other art media of the time,
such as quotes from Heisenberg in Breaking Bad
and embarrassingly detailed instructions
and cost estimates for synthesizing MDMA.
Maybe it's for the best I didn't take chemistry.
Then again, the margins of my third-level notes
contain updates on darkweb marketplaces of old
as well as Anglo-Saxon poetry and Game of Thrones.
I wonder about my metaphysical health during these times
but make no judgements on fond memories
of old friends, home comforts.
Strange, these moments
from past lives.
Soon [it is] night.
