Liking someone is your choice,
but falling in love is out of control,
wanting a guy who will like your looks but love you for your soul,

its hard to tell if a guy likes you too,
because they'll deny it to their friends but act flirty towards you,
and nervous to confront your feelings because they may deny it to you too,

but maybe girls think to much,
maybe he never really liked you at all,
maybe his flirtyness was just an act all along,

maybe you'll find someone who is open from the start,
and when you tell him your feelings he'll poor out his heart.

I hear her enter the room
I watch his eyes flicker towards her
He tries not to smile but I see it tugging at his lips
"I'm sorry babygirl, she wanted to hang out"
He types quickly as if he's afraid she'll see
I hear her say "Hi hunny I'm home"
I know it's a joke
Her voice has that silky flirtyness to it though
I have to stay calm
I can trust him.....
"Now don't you two go have *** in the woods"
I try to laugh at my own joke
Hoping she didn't hear it crack
He says "I have to go now"
I sigh and say okay
I tell him I love him and that he means the world to me
It's my last ditch effort to stay on his mind

Days later I get a message
"He's cheating on you"
I know it's from her
I lay down and try not to cry
I know they had ***
I know he cheated
I just don't know
If he's going to leave me for him
How this is going to play out
He denies it.
Over and over.
"Babygirl I love you more then anything nothing happened I promise"
I watch as pain quickly flashes in his eyes
It's my signal that he's lying
That all my thoughts were true
I finally realize and tell myself
"He's never going to truly love you"