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"encapsulated" poems
We cannot write silence. The beats. The pause. The breath. The way it aches and persists and begs that, if only for a moment, our consciousness is only a whisper. our bodies, our lips, the air that passes through falling chests and stillness. A melody of emotion. Sleeping in the quiet of a heartbeat skipped a word lost to the wind. The wickedness of reticence Encapsulated in air and time. The moment stretched too long. Hesitation perpetuated in the grip of fingernails pressed into palms. We cannot write silence, but we can try. to find a way to immortalize emotion to create space in the ceaseless drone of words that speak and spin. I cannot write silence. But I can write tears and years and the burn of long-stretched lies. I can write goodbyes and hellos And dozen ways to say I love to hate you Or I hate to love you and sometimes I cannot tell the difference. Silence. The space I have upheld for myself. I love to hate you Heart. I hate to love you too. I cannot write silence. But I know it. and I have held it in my hand.
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May 22, 2018
May 22, 2018 at 10:50 AM UTC
I couldn't write silence
Her legs stretched out. His palms wrapped around her hips. Her body clung to his. His breathing calm. She feels his pace, as their bodies embrace, paralyzed by pleasure, encapsulated forever.
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Dec 26, 2015
Dec 26, 2015 at 11:40 AM UTC
Quiver
When did things change so much? When did I get so encapsulated Into the world of technology? When did I stop listening To myself and my own thoughts And instead add another view To some article or YouTube video Just to reach some spoon-fed "opinion"? When did we stop engaging In life and with ourselves? When did playing video games turn to Watching other people play them online Numbing our brains to the world And "filling" our social needs digitally? When did watching television turn into Binge-watching an entire series in one sitting? With this much constant stimulation It's no wonder we're bored so easily And that no one goes outside anymore And that I don't feel alive anymore Because one of the first things I do When I get home from work or the gym Is turn on the smart tv so it can warm up Because the apps on it take time to load And I already know that my free time Will be spent in front of that screen Lately I've been nervous about Eventually moving in with new people Primarily because I spend a lot of my time Passively using the television I was concerned with how we'd balance our usage Instead of considering changing the way I spend my time When did I start placing my use of technology Above my own self-care? When I spend hours watching YouTube But still forget to take a shower sometimes And I truly wonder if my recent urges To leave the state to work on a farm for a month Are more indicative of some deep desire To unplug and reset my energy and priorities Than my interest in agriculture or Learning to live off of the land When did I start to feel the need To take such drastic measures To change something so simple Something I could choose to disengage with At the simple touch of a button?
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Feb 27, 2019
Feb 27, 2019 at 10:51 PM UTC
Trapped in the Media Matrix
When did things change so much? When did I get so encapsulated Into the world of technology? When did I stop listening To myself and my own thoughts And instead add another view To some article or YouTube video Just to reach some spoon-fed "opinion"? When did we stop engaging In life and with ourselves? When did playing video games turn to Watching other people play them online Numbing our brains to the world And "filling" our social needs digitally? When did watching television turn into Binge-watching an entire series in one sitting? With this much constant stimulation It's no wonder we're bored so easily And that no one goes outside anymore And that I don't feel alive anymore Because one of the first things I do When I get home from work or the gym Is turn on the smart tv so it can warm up Because the apps on it take time to load And I already know that my free time Will be spent in front of that screen Lately I've been nervous about Eventually moving in with new people Primarily because I spend a lot of my time Passively using the television I was concerned with how we'd balance our usage Instead of considering changing the way I spend my time When did I start placing my use of technology Above my own self-care? When I spend hours watching YouTube But still forget to take a shower sometimes And I truly wonder if my recent urges To leave the state to work on a farm for a month Are more indicative of some deep desire To unplug and reset my energy and priorities Than my interest in agriculture or Learning to live off of the land When did I start to feel the need To take such drastic measures To change something so simple Something I could choose to disengage with At the simple touch of a button?
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Her legs stretched out. His palms wrapped around her hips. Her body clung to his. His breathing calm. She feels his pace, as their bodies embrace, paralyzed by pleasure, encapsulated forever.
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Apr 20, 2018
Apr 20, 2018 at 10:48 AM UTC
Quiver
Wish I could do something right So words would ring true Wish I met high expectations Maybe then I could lose a few I wish I was not weighted with Weakness well within my core If only I was put together differently Strength would emit from every pore I create my shortcomings How am I sabotaging my own goal? Not trying in the first place Allowing fear to take control My heart bleeds in anticipation Before cuts have a chance to appear Live my life in apprehension Assuming danger to always be near My motionless state of insecurity Realm of dysfunctional doubt I forever am encapsulated in time My skull is a jail and I cannot get out
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Nov 14, 2018
Nov 14, 2018 at 8:19 PM UTC
My Jail
_...All I remember was Cancer and my hospital room, My green gown, my bed, My white hair and mustache Until suddenly... ...Reality started to stretch… …And flatten into a brief euphoric white… …I felt a cathartic release As I was encapsulated and bathed In a glorious sensation… ...I floated for an eternity… …Until I felt my euphoria lifting…_ …As my eyes reopened I found myself gazing Upon a room of tiny lights, Blue and pink specs Dotting the inner workings Of large wall sized machines… …They lifted me upright In a gray metal chair And with sharp robotic groans, A long arm from the wall Held up a mirror to my face... ...In the reflection was a young man I thought I would never see again… …I had a wife back before, But now I have a new one Everybody in my situation, ("Reborns", as they are called) Has brand new things and people Filling their lives and concerns They bring nothing with them When they make their returns... …Every morning I wake up On the west 402nd floor Of a residential tower Next to my slim, youthful wife And the trails of flying cars That populate our view From our wall-spanning window As they soar through the city… …I was told of technology, Created and discovered That could reawaken people Who, like me, had died In an earlier era and time… …It’s strange that my past, In all its importance and meaning, Memories, friendships and scenery, Seems to no longer be of concern, Now that I have all this… …I love what was, very dearly, But the life I live now is for me. I have new children, knowledge, Friends and technology… …I’m quite sure it’s possible That old family members That passed before me Could exist in the same place That I now live and find myself… …But I can’t be certain, Maybe they live further, Deeper, in an unknown future That I can’t even comprehend…? …All I know is that, like me, They have a new life somewhere So I’ll do what I tried to do My first time around… …I’ll continue to grow and live on In this new, world-spanning cityscape Fueled by the love and memory Of a past life remembered only by me...
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Oct 6, 2018
Oct 6, 2018 at 9:01 PM UTC
R E B O R N
_...All I remember was Cancer and my hospital room, My green gown, my bed, My white hair and mustache Until suddenly... ...Reality started to stretch… …And flatten into a brief euphoric white… …I felt a cathartic release As I was encapsulated and bathed In a glorious sensation… ...I floated for an eternity… …Until I felt my euphoria lifting…_ …As my eyes reopened I found myself gazing Upon a room of tiny lights, Blue and pink specs Dotting the inner workings Of large wall sized machines… …They lifted me upright In a gray metal chair And with sharp robotic groans, A long arm from the wall Held up a mirror to my face... ...In the reflection was a young man I thought I would never see again… …I had a wife back before, But now I have a new one Everybody in my situation, ("Reborns", as they are called) Has brand new things and people Filling their lives and concerns They bring nothing with them When they make their returns... …Every morning I wake up On the west 402nd floor Of a residential tower Next to my slim, youthful wife And the trails of flying cars That populate our view From our wall-spanning window As they soar through the city… …I was told of technology, Created and discovered That could reawaken people Who, like me, had died In an earlier era and time… …It’s strange that my past, In all its importance and meaning, Memories, friendships and scenery, Seems to no longer be of concern, Now that I have all this… …I love what was, very dearly, But the life I live now is for me. I have new children, knowledge, Friends and technology… …I’m quite sure it’s possible That old family members That passed before me Could exist in the same place That I now live and find myself… …But I can’t be certain, Maybe they live further, Deeper, in an unknown future That I can’t even comprehend…? …All I know is that, like me, They have a new life somewhere So I’ll do what I tried to do My first time around… …I’ll continue to grow and live on In this new, world-spanning cityscape Fueled by the love and memory Of a past life remembered only by me...
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I am at this place where sound is energy- where color has mass and taste. Every moment is a glorious adventure, balanced on the fine line between joy and madness. I may be insane. I might have finally lost my mind. I don't care. I am bliss and freedom in this moment, encapsulated by the rushing wind of my own thoughts as they sail by visceral, anthropomorphic. As layer by layer all I know is taken not by force, but gently, I discover truth hidden beneath. Obfuscated no longer, I am god of this moment- I am the All-Seeing Eye. -for just a moment. A moment that seems to stretch across the history of the universe, as I am blinded by the birth of a billion suns... As waves of cigarette smoke waft lazily into the form of tigers, the fever pitch waves adieu- like the distant memory of an ****** it leaves me tired but fulfilled. Time to reflect. Time to absorb what I've found. There are no adventures greater than those in your own mind.
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Jan 15, 2014
Jan 15, 2014 at 1:49 PM UTC
Psychedelic
I once knew a butterfly. Her beauty knew no bounds. She glided through the air and encapsulated my every thought. Her delicate wings flapped away any discomfort. But I was naive and turned away from the butterfly. I was young and I wanted to see what other creatures the world had to offer. I then knew an ox. She was strong. She faced up to challenges most would cower from. However she didn't realise how heavy handed she was. She broke things without meaning or realisation. Including my heart. I missed the butterfly. Finally I knew a fox. She was pretty. Her paws dragged mud through the house. You tend to forget the sharp teeth when they're hidden by a smile. Very clever creatures. I found that foxes are sly, I missed the butterfly. I missed the butterfly. But she had flown away. Her majestic flight continued even with my back turned. I didn't realise at the time but the butterfly, Was stronger than the ox. And Prettier than the fox. But I missed the butterfly. She had flown away..
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Aug 16, 2018
Aug 16, 2018 at 2:29 AM UTC
The Butterfly, The Ox And The Fox.
Thoughts of him haunt her; They're encapsulated in her black-wrinkled heart.
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Mar 26, 2014
Mar 26, 2014 at 12:38 AM UTC
Black Heart
A ship in a bottle is a useless thing, encapsulated, isolated. It is meant to be crewed. We are each holographic captains seeking first mates and yeomen to climb the riggings and guide us through the storms. Floating colonies needing founding, battened hatches guarding dwindling stores and shielding superstitious sailors galore. We must learn to trust our crews and captains alike to brave the rough seas and coral reefs of life and nature's faith. Sometimes ships run aground, the founding of the colony, and then sandcastles reign supreme. We must learn to trust our crews and captains alike to learn from their faith in nature. We must build upon the dunes, carrying buckets of water and trust from the sea to inland shores.  The castle, like the ship, will one day be reclaimed by the sea, despite our efforts. We build them anyway out of hope, fearing faith, learning trust, while wishing we were safe in a bottle.
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Nov 12, 2013
Nov 12, 2013 at 8:23 AM UTC
Exploration
i live in a ******** so boring tractors roam the streets in the usual traffic, but i found that you can wizen up to a title of wizard by finding inanimate things entertaining and thought provoking, because the internet will not become the next scapegoat of goldfish memory - not the next box of entertainment - it will be what god’s green earth indented. out here, where you’re far from trafalgar sq. you get crows circling back to the origin of the woods with odin on the lyre venting out against too much pigeon **** coo coo of the attired men and women marking karma with the no. 13 and being ******* on from on high, you get seagulls, even, seagulls so far into dry land... imagine! and you get the autistic zoning in of the cat’s eye, those cats are very autistic, their eyes tell the sad sad story of encapsulated solipsism - snap your fingers or meow and they look at you passing you looking at some randomised point of entering their sleeping pattern - very autistic those cats, they look at you almost cross-eyed when you try to snap them out of it - out of it being: ****** off at being awake. very autistic those cats, those cats are very autistic, they look at you looking past you, looking almost cross-eyed - don’t blame me for the zigzag or the w! so as i said, it’s so boring where i live you see tractors and crows, and the only solidification of your presence is either provided for by an addiction to television eager for the flicker - or drinking... watching bricks, thinking bits and bobs out for the torrent of slavic plumbers building the great ****** of london. lo... upon the yonder... there it blooms ******* i like places where trees tower over man's handing man brick on brick - makes the sky a bit bigger and less asthmatic.
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Oct 6, 2015
Oct 6, 2015 at 10:29 AM UTC
cats autistic
i live in a ******** so boring tractors roam the streets in the usual traffic, but i found that you can wizen up to a title of wizard by finding inanimate things entertaining and thought provoking, because the internet will not become the next scapegoat of goldfish memory - not the next box of entertainment - it will be what god’s green earth indented. out here, where you’re far from trafalgar sq. you get crows circling back to the origin of the woods with odin on the lyre venting out against too much pigeon **** coo coo of the attired men and women marking karma with the no. 13 and being ******* on from on high, you get seagulls, even, seagulls so far into dry land... imagine! and you get the autistic zoning in of the cat’s eye, those cats are very autistic, their eyes tell the sad sad story of encapsulated solipsism - snap your fingers or meow and they look at you passing you looking at some randomised point of entering their sleeping pattern - very autistic those cats, they look at you almost cross-eyed when you try to snap them out of it - out of it being: ****** off at being awake. very autistic those cats, those cats are very autistic, they look at you looking past you, looking almost cross-eyed - don’t blame me for the zigzag or the w! so as i said, it’s so boring where i live you see tractors and crows, and the only solidification of your presence is either provided for by an addiction to television eager for the flicker - or drinking... watching bricks, thinking bits and bobs out for the torrent of slavic plumbers building the great ****** of london. lo... upon the yonder... there it blooms ******* i like places where trees tower over man's handing man brick on brick - makes the sky a bit bigger and less asthmatic.
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So at that very moment That very instance Time was enclosed Produced on film Black and white From an antique rolleiflex Obsolete in nature Yet, oddly charming And on that very parchment Time was encapsulated Stored for reminiscing This picture is not worth         a       thousand      words Only a simple phrase          that summed up     fractions of a second        Time was frozen To a terrific photograph From an antique rolleiflex
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Jun 5, 2015
Jun 5, 2015 at 1:43 PM UTC
Rolleiflex
my descent into Darkness; i remember how beautiful It felt. being swallowed into The Pitiful Abyss until i was sealed underneath Its surface. it was pure Bliss. numbing my emotions, Its darkness encapsulated my feelings, keeping them buried out of sight. falling   diving   sliding               sinking. the days grazed into nothingness. the agony was gone. It felt wonderful. there were fires burning above the surface but no longer were they felt by me, only others. It was a beautiful descent. yet as i slowly began to lose my breath, Its pain began to to pierce my lungs, asphyxiating me by means of emotional strangulation. my unbearable grief fired into my bloodstream, the effects worse than ****** and without the pleasure. It's flooding through my veins as tears endlessly cascaded down my cheeks. "How did I get here?" the pain became unavoidable, unbearable. but how can you become what you already are? it was then when i realized: i wasn't sinking into the Abyss, i was drowning inside of It.
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Feb 1, 2022
Feb 1, 2022 at 1:20 AM UTC
the abyss
The living reality of a metaphor, almost every ounce in-taken, Every nuance, every pronounce, measured, weighted and weighty, Fluid or firmament, each encapsulated, prior to release, scaled, Tabulated, ordered, noted, recorded, and ultimately judg-ed. Totality of it all, the varied quantities of the ingested nutrients, even the forecast of the future, if every day was a metaphor for like todayDO I speak of the day's headlines? Of the quantity and nutrition that passes through my lips? Or The surround sound of the surrounding sounds of this day, the flocks of bandito geese who exist only to torment, the landscape working crews, with their tools, like a 7::00an wake up buzzing about, for the entire street, going house to house, looking for itinerant grassy knolls of patches of bright green, overnight sprung up and needy to be guillotined, laundry to do, rugs needy for clothesline screaming/beating or merely super fast vacuuming; they, hawking their skills available for the old and infirm, or the fatty catty cattle lazy, (somewhere in there is moi); and the decibels of their machines, the rat-a-tat of their rapido, voluble speech that feeds me poetry by the ounce of their laughter, but more exactly of, What do I speak, to what do I allude? Why all and none, everything and specifically nothing, for the metaphor is meta! (1) It is life itself, from the quarter teaspoon to the overflowing bath, it is life at its most incremental, the moment of flushing face, the second of ah ha! recollection, the, long term trends trending, the flatline of my EKG, the weighty pronouncement of my talking scale (you've been bad), IT IS THE EVERYTHING that is measurable, weighable, isolatable, defined;  it is our existence of our each & every of action and inaction strung together like a necklace and a chain We are metaphor, reality, is, the script, which is the product of you. scriptwriter…/
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Aug 8, 2025
Aug 8, 2025 at 6:17 PM UTC
The Measuring Cup (The reality of a metaphor)
The living reality of a metaphor, almost every ounce in-taken, Every nuance, every pronounce, measured, weighted and weighty, Fluid or firmament, each encapsulated, prior to release, scaled, Tabulated, ordered, noted, recorded, and ultimately judg-ed. Totality of it all, the varied quantities of the ingested nutrients, even the forecast of the future, if every day was a metaphor for like todayDO I speak of the day's headlines? Of the quantity and nutrition that passes through my lips? Or The surround sound of the surrounding sounds of this day, the flocks of bandito geese who exist only to torment, the landscape working crews, with their tools, like a 7::00an wake up buzzing about, for the entire street, going house to house, looking for itinerant grassy knolls of patches of bright green, overnight sprung up and needy to be guillotined, laundry to do, rugs needy for clothesline screaming/beating or merely super fast vacuuming; they, hawking their skills available for the old and infirm, or the fatty catty cattle lazy, (somewhere in there is moi); and the decibels of their machines, the rat-a-tat of their rapido, voluble speech that feeds me poetry by the ounce of their laughter, but more exactly of, What do I speak, to what do I allude? Why all and none, everything and specifically nothing, for the metaphor is meta! (1) It is life itself, from the quarter teaspoon to the overflowing bath, it is life at its most incremental, the moment of flushing face, the second of ah ha! recollection, the, long term trends trending, the flatline of my EKG, the weighty pronouncement of my talking scale (you've been bad), IT IS THE EVERYTHING that is measurable, weighable, isolatable, defined;  it is our existence of our each & every of action and inaction strung together like a necklace and a chain We are metaphor, reality, is, the script, which is the product of you. scriptwriter…/
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The shells lined up nicely. "At attention," the conch yelled. He was curled black, with boiled blue spikes. And so they stayed, in a perfect line against the wall, until the wave, washing ashore, it plucked three. One was an abalone, almost full grown, with five holes descending down its left side. A sheen of gold and silver out, murky indigo and forest green in. He lost grip first, and was pulled into an incoming breaker. The second was a conch. Chocolate and vanilla swirls coated the outer layers leading in to slight pink. Her name was Neapolitan. She was once an adult shell of the queen conch, washed ashore and set into a line by small hands, that were gentle and soft. Zander A soft voice called. Inhaled by the mouth of the ocean, exhaled into a bout of seaweed.   She was lost. The last, was a cowry shell. He was old, or at least he imagined so. This was not the first time he had washed ashore, nor had he figured, would it be the last. His back was ivory white with brown speckles, in such a pattern that he imagined himself to be, at times, a turtle. He had first felt and then saw reflections of himself in sea glass. He was gathered in a bucket and rubbed so that his design reverberated until he felt, every shimmer of himself. Knowing not what lay ahead, but understanding, he held no grip and went where the ocean led. It's getting dark Zander. The others gasped, in horror their screams rasped. "Save us. Plea...se he...l...p." As another wave crashed into the wall and stole four more, again, till all were cast away from the wall to be laden across the expanse of sand. Soft brown eyes stared, at the empty holes, where shells had been placed, as decorations to a most deserving sand castle. Turrets and towers, hard packed by child hands, with a red flag flapping to the sea breeze. *A crude skull was drawn, for it was a pirate fascination that encapsulated this year.* He had spent hours seeking and finding, the perfect art, to be the binding, to hold his wall against all defense, but all had fallen in the first wave of battle. "Oh well," he muttered. He would try again tomorrow.
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Jan 10, 2013
Jan 10, 2013 at 1:33 AM UTC
Zander's Sandcastle
The shells lined up nicely. "At attention," the conch yelled. He was curled black, with boiled blue spikes. And so they stayed, in a perfect line against the wall, until the wave, washing ashore, it plucked three. One was an abalone, almost full grown, with five holes descending down its left side. A sheen of gold and silver out, murky indigo and forest green in. He lost grip first, and was pulled into an incoming breaker. The second was a conch. Chocolate and vanilla swirls coated the outer layers leading in to slight pink. Her name was Neapolitan. She was once an adult shell of the queen conch, washed ashore and set into a line by small hands, that were gentle and soft. Zander A soft voice called. Inhaled by the mouth of the ocean, exhaled into a bout of seaweed.   She was lost. The last, was a cowry shell. He was old, or at least he imagined so. This was not the first time he had washed ashore, nor had he figured, would it be the last. His back was ivory white with brown speckles, in such a pattern that he imagined himself to be, at times, a turtle. He had first felt and then saw reflections of himself in sea glass. He was gathered in a bucket and rubbed so that his design reverberated until he felt, every shimmer of himself. Knowing not what lay ahead, but understanding, he held no grip and went where the ocean led. It's getting dark Zander. The others gasped, in horror their screams rasped. "Save us. Plea...se he...l...p." As another wave crashed into the wall and stole four more, again, till all were cast away from the wall to be laden across the expanse of sand. Soft brown eyes stared, at the empty holes, where shells had been placed, as decorations to a most deserving sand castle. Turrets and towers, hard packed by child hands, with a red flag flapping to the sea breeze. *A crude skull was drawn, for it was a pirate fascination that encapsulated this year.* He had spent hours seeking and finding, the perfect art, to be the binding, to hold his wall against all defense, but all had fallen in the first wave of battle. "Oh well," he muttered. He would try again tomorrow.
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there is little substance in affinity marked by proximity. it is no true measure of commitment or loyalty but merely a constant exchange of fabricated facades. such is the folly of friendship. whether nature ever actually achieved compassion, it has surely since been corrupted. emotionally encapsulated, acting as if not to affect those in the evading environment. selfish must have proven more efficient than selfless. the superiority of self priority and depraved self devotion. still it doesn't seem sufficient, at least not to me.
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Apr 12, 2010
Apr 12, 2010 at 5:35 AM UTC
Trump it
Do you know what it means to have a moment encapsulated and remain enthralled with an utterance for what seems a century? Or more? It isn't your voice or your beleaguered indiscretion it is not your rounded shoulders and body (language) speaking of consequential truths its the way your words round my hard thoughts, softening and falling to slide off the firm curve of my breast. Feeling each individual letter glide delightfully around my mouth after being in yours and I taste something new amid a festival of enunciation. There is false bravado in me and you slip it off, along with my clothes. I'm left naked and shy almost hiding now, what I previously wanted to share so much. Almost, as your tender words guide an embrace I fall in love for the first time with a word knowing you can only ever possess me physically.
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Sep 20, 2010
Sep 20, 2010 at 8:17 PM UTC
I want something *** cannot satisfy.
boy coils in the lawn & early air. grass touching him wet, smoke crawls from his lips, into the blue awoken, or sky before his face. there it dances like wild life lived & falls away with breezy. dearly herb to glossy reds, he purses, thus to inhale. sparked ember, spark clench, fist to fist. life given to life encapsulated. the sense of it goes steady, goes patent cool. he exhales, and looks to the south, where his legs once were.
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Sep 1, 2015
Sep 1, 2015 at 12:05 AM UTC
achilles says burn
A surface gleams its slick ripples, Solid liquid covering varied depths, Frigid water held strong to the reflection of sky. Held steady in gray by overcasts, That hide the blemishes on this day. Crack a warning, glints of sarcasm pierce the eye. Somewhere below live antique creatures, Demons of yesterday encapsulated. Slow with slime and cold with sleep, They dream of spring, dream of a thaw. When sunshine blasts the sound of life, Screams an alarm none dare not keep. The slow shift strains patience, Green bubbles from woody mottled arms. Here and there come the arthropods, Beginning their feast upon new bounty. Finding themselves delicacies to another, The flying predator of the mighty worms. Singing sweet songs that bring dismay, From April to June sometimes beyond. Summer arrives in time to sear, Tears from this repressed eyesight, The cold winter from the dark water, Which breed parasites unknowingly to pester. Teasing sanity of forest dwelling fauna, To fester in the skin as a tick or leech. Drawing life out into the open plane, Whittling down strength for another day As we lay out the bitter harvest, As we find another season of complaint. Reed Bass January 5, 2008
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Nov 14, 2009
Nov 14, 2009 at 3:06 PM UTC
The Muck And Mime
Don’t put me in a box, I am my own teacher I don’t worship TV idols, I have other preachers I don't toss a poem to come across as known friends crossed me, don’t know my own home I don't speak for an arrogant cause Or do self-righteous acts just to merit applause I don’t make scenes to be seen as a person of God What you see as a skill, I see as a character flaw I don't use a hype man sell grams to buy fans I don't scream to get attention other ways for lungs to expand I don't ********** my talent for people that bystand Or try to trick innocent people more desperate than I am Sell a line, sell a book Sell a dream, sell a scheme Sell a brother false hope you control his self-esteem Let a brother talk **** I won’t get mad at all I’ll just throw a couple stabs like my cousin at the mall So please tell me what’s worse being broke or broken? but before you answer that let me ask you this first In the place you live, can you quench your thirst? Do you have enough time to finish a verse? Remember our time here was borrowed, can’t reimburse Parasitic a chemic I been it I pen it, I penetrate my a pen all day To descend and mate My inner state is in the state to keep on straight, administrate and illustrate What people haul with haste till it's in his face So in the case where i’m in my space my focus is to chase Yeshua’s face is faced with the waste of people sending hate Intimidating to people claiming contention ostensibly incoherent was air for my ascension It's plucking a hair ain't it? who painted the P.I.C cell in pixels, the pig sells the witch who picks spells, got hell Tie a boar to a tree transmitting this free him a year later he'll stay in the same radius Maybe it's in the tears Maybe it's just kinetics Maybe I do love attention and writing is how I get it encapsulated beneath the surface the desire is unknown You think this a joke Get shot in your funny bone!
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Jan 21, 2015
Jan 21, 2015 at 2:41 AM UTC
Who's King Bacon?
Don’t put me in a box, I am my own teacher I don’t worship TV idols, I have other preachers I don't toss a poem to come across as known friends crossed me, don’t know my own home I don't speak for an arrogant cause Or do self-righteous acts just to merit applause I don’t make scenes to be seen as a person of God What you see as a skill, I see as a character flaw I don't use a hype man sell grams to buy fans I don't scream to get attention other ways for lungs to expand I don't ********** my talent for people that bystand Or try to trick innocent people more desperate than I am Sell a line, sell a book Sell a dream, sell a scheme Sell a brother false hope you control his self-esteem Let a brother talk **** I won’t get mad at all I’ll just throw a couple stabs like my cousin at the mall So please tell me what’s worse being broke or broken? but before you answer that let me ask you this first In the place you live, can you quench your thirst? Do you have enough time to finish a verse? Remember our time here was borrowed, can’t reimburse Parasitic a chemic I been it I pen it, I penetrate my a pen all day To descend and mate My inner state is in the state to keep on straight, administrate and illustrate What people haul with haste till it's in his face So in the case where i’m in my space my focus is to chase Yeshua’s face is faced with the waste of people sending hate Intimidating to people claiming contention ostensibly incoherent was air for my ascension It's plucking a hair ain't it? who painted the P.I.C cell in pixels, the pig sells the witch who picks spells, got hell Tie a boar to a tree transmitting this free him a year later he'll stay in the same radius Maybe it's in the tears Maybe it's just kinetics Maybe I do love attention and writing is how I get it encapsulated beneath the surface the desire is unknown You think this a joke Get shot in your funny bone!
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my sadness is asking to use the bathroom during class just so I can lock myself up in one of the stalls and break down completely without worrying about people watching me. my sadness is trying trying trying to write but my hands are shaking too much to do anything but bury my head in them. my sadness is typing up messages to friends about what a ****** day it's been, but deleting the whole thing just as I'm about to send it, because no one deserves to be burdened by my problems— this is my struggle and mine alone; and I need to be able to deal with it. my sadness is not being in control of my own thoughts; not knowing how make the screaming voices stop. my sadness is absorbing the pain from people around me and sometimes letting it get to me. -- my sadness isn't rainy days and a few "sad songs". my sadness isn't "she drank the whole bottle but your name still burns at the back of her throat". my sadness isn't me spending time in children's playgrounds, surrounded by people with thoughts darker than mine ever could be, and a taste for drugs and danger. my sadness isn't "she smokes now, but her mind is still as hazy as the day you left". my sadness isn't flowers in my hair or anything that can be encapsulated in a tumblr photo or quote. my sadness isn't beautiful, nor poetic. -- it's just sad.
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Nov 7, 2015
Nov 7, 2015 at 8:44 AM UTC
"you built up a world of magic, because your real life is tragic"
this is a reminder. sweet one, your heart does not beat too loudly in your chest. does not take up too much space, does not mistake the moonlight for a streetlamp when you hold your lover's hand soft and intertwined drunk and kissing your way home. this is a reminder. your heart is not a machine, is not a second-class citizen, is not the color of a bullet hole, a gunshot wound against a rainbow flag; this is a reminder. sweet one, your heart is too big for your body too tremendous to be encapsulated within two arms and two legs and ten fingers and ten toes and when you kiss, sweet, carry your hurt like the orange lillies in front of my childhood home planted by my mother and the way she gave more than she could give. give. this is a reminder: the only time your heart should feel too loud in your chest is when your fingers are finding her's or his, or their's, intoxicated by that moonlight, a will to live against every clenched fist finding harmony in disharmony finding your way to your orange lillies.
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Oct 4, 2017
Oct 4, 2017 at 5:10 PM UTC
reminder
You subtly strum soft passionate symphonies of pathos and are wordless in casual relapse to canals of bliss and carnal bane- Schisms of cannibalism eat at my soft humanity with cries of animalism- that are **** animated in oil. I consume you on dull nights because you are there no matter what And I hate the way you purse your lips a stenosis of encapsulated disapproval even pursed in pleasure Your closed eyes give away more than any assuming part of fleshy eyelids slits of white shine as unfaithful mirrors reflecting my own narcissism. Afterward in comfortable silence- two quotation marks still hang naked trapped in the smell of sweat, wrapped elaborately around             "I love you" standing like an alabaster sentinel but acting more as a crossing guard, dictating my need
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Dec 7, 2010
Dec 7, 2010 at 9:55 PM UTC
Stripping More Than Just Significance with the Repetition of a Word.
solo piano and contemplation songs in D minor to distract desolation and turn it into poetry bittersweet, solemn, raw emotion encapsulated through rhetoric into the sound waves, into the billows a letter read aloud, a message in a bottle with melancholy rigor, and the finest of pledges to sentiment, a vow to exhibition and art, and commitment to fighting trespassers but please, dear, don’t escape, the woods of stability is for the wild and those who are lifetime trained so toast to passion, stay for the verse delay the sojourn for the song and show often rest is the answer to unsettling dreams sip the grape vine, if you please, but not forget the pen and paper by your bedside, never neglect the manuscript, not ever cease the creation write away the man that left you, destroy the character in your prose, demolish the utopia he once yearned, a poet’s fists are stronger than the fighter’s for the writer’s battle continues beyond the ring step out of the sorrow, relay the violin’s lingering echo, and one day the call outside will pause for a tranquil summer day when you are not alone
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Sep 22, 2012
Sep 22, 2012 at 12:40 AM UTC
Wrestling Decay