"dsmith" poems
Roses are red and blood two,
I think of you and wish I blue.
An i think to my self...
What's wrong with the woooorld!
Treeees are grrrreeen and I envy you toooo!
You're a better person than me in everything that you dooo!!!
An I think to my self...
I want oooout of-fff
Thisss wooorld!!!!!
Laces blue and now I'm blue too.
I cant bear this voice and I do not want too.
An I think to myself.....
The only one who can change meeeeee meeeeee meeeeee
Is my-------self!!!!
Dsmith
May 21, 2018
May 21, 2018 at 4:51 PM UTC
Homelessness
&
Fat cats
I can feel the bitter breeze of the winter’s air.
My body is covered with goose bumps that layer my skin.
I have no money to eat.
so I search the bins.
People walk past and laugh but their so quick to judge.
but they
"Don’t know the life I’ve lived"
The days with my children I’ve missed!
I walk with ***** soaked clothes.
"this is the summer of the homeless and there sun kissed skin".
"please sir can you spare some change", he looks straight through me and replies "get a job!!
I fill with fire and rage!
From within I politely smile...
say "I am hungry" and shake my tin.
You all wonder why I look ill...."Or why I am so thin".
I am banging on the councils doors "please please let Me in" 15
was the age I last slept in a bed since.
I am now 25 I live a ***** life..
35 "no goals" "no Achievements". accomplished in my life.
So I overdose on drugs.
just to get off the streets the
thoughts in my head haunted through the night.
Surly morally this can’t be right.
"Enjoy your bed tonight!"
why I enjoy sleeping.... In needle filled bushes.
My mouth is dry, I'm hungry to but I need my fix or at least until or at least enough just make Shakes subside.
It's a possibility that drunks could attack me tonight!
What happen to the world’s leaders?
Putting the wrongs to rights.
"I have to keep on the move so I
don’t get moved on from the best spots". For me to make the money.
For what I am so desperate for!i
"So I remain out of sight"..
"enjoy your comfy bed tonight". I guess I’ll just sit outside salvation army being"
"Kept awake by my hunger pains"!
That eat me from inside as I close my eyes...."can I ask for just a minute"?
Until I die.
Dsmith
May 20, 2018
May 20, 2018 at 8:09 PM UTC
I cut my self so I feel life.
I run down this serrated knife,
That glimmers so off this light
Is it the heavens that close at night, or
Why the devils seated opposite the right.
He tucked me in and wished good night
I feel him here on the left and the right
He will remain by both sides
DSmith
Apr 12, 2018
Apr 12, 2018 at 6:23 PM UTC
I hate your kiss I hate your touch...
I need you but...
Not enough.
When I touch you I feel no love.
When u touch u do so in resistance...
I love you but from a far.
A empty distance...
I love you or maybe I don't.
I guess neither of us will never know.
Dsmith
May 21, 2018
May 21, 2018 at 4:41 AM UTC
I can hear her calling
That of her destiny.
She comforts me in my slumber so deep.
She loves me she hates me.
But for me she don't care?
I can hear her calling me begging that I let go.
I need her here but for me can't show.
I'm going back to dreaming because I can't let go.
Dsmith
Mar 31, 2019
Mar 31, 2019 at 5:40 PM UTC
She's beautiful.
She draws me in.
Her voice is delicate whispers like a summers wind.
She laughs awkwardly but she holds her tongue politely even when I'm wrong..
There's something just in side me.
With my heart yours belongs.
For every word you say I hang so dearly.
She's beautiful she draws me in razor blade laceration just above my wrist.
Dsmith
May 10, 2018
May 10, 2018 at 12:03 PM UTC