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Announced by all the trumpets of the sky,
Arrives the snow, and, driving o'er the fields,
Seems nowhere to alight: the whited air
Hides hill and woods, the river, and the heaven,
And veils the farmhouse at the garden's end.
The sled and traveller stopped, the courier's feet
Delated, all friends shut out, the housemates sit
Around the radiant fireplace, enclosed
In a tumultuous privacy of storm.
Come see the north wind's masonry.
Out of an unseen quarry evermore
Furnished with tile, the fierce artificer
Curves his white bastions with projected roof
Round every windward stake, or tree, or door.
Speeding, the myriad-handed, his wild work
So fanciful, so savage, nought cares he
For number or proportion. Mockingly,
On coop or kennel he hangs Parian wreaths;
A swan-like form invests the hiddden thorn;
Fills up the famer's lane from wall to wall,
Maugre the farmer's sighs; and at the gate
A tapering turret overtops the work.
And when his hours are numbered, and the world
Is all his own, retiring, as he were not,
Leaves, when the sun appears, astonished Art
To mimic in slow structures, stone by stone,
Built in an age, the mad wind's night-work,
The frolic architecture of the snow.
I am nothing to no one, no one that I see.
I am remembered enough for who I meant to be.
My life just could not hold me,
Nor claim meor name me
Your fleeting weak two faced so called love can not hurt, shame defame nor rename me
I am delated of heart, but not of spirit.
So peddle onto other shores
Where the Sun hits your back.
Dont  Stay
Golden.
Dont Go Back.
Carry on.
Mateuš Conrad Jul 2018
whatever was written,
and became delated.
Rhoda Jun 2019
I knew I would need help soon,
I sent a letter to you at noon
Telling you to bring my heart too
But you delated and thought me a fool

Desperately, I needed to end this
Kept staring at the things that would get me over the bar
Though you needed me or so I thought

I slept to pass time rill you get to me
I supposed you were too busy for me
Though I wandered, why this day?

Just when I set out to execute my plan
You had the urge to get to me
Still pondering, either or neither
Already was I building my stage

I did it just when you came
When I saw you I wanted to let go
But it was too late
I tied it a little too tight

As you reached out to get to me,
I tried telling you, I still and would always love you
But just as I tried, harder it became
And I watched you struggle endlessly

At the last moment
You untied the rope
And as you did, a tear fell down my cheeks
I was too gone to finish shedding those tears

Now I'm here with no one to behold
Not even a pen or paper to behold
I would do what I love the most
Of course, besides you my dear beloved

I could keep on writing about our last minute
Without me getting out of words
And each piece not the same
I had a lot to say that day
But only if you came a minute earlier

If you had come a minute early
I could have told you how much I needed to go
You would of course have begged me to stay
Though you made me feel worthless in dismay

If you came a minute earlier,
I would have had a minute to look at you and perhaps change my mind
But you chose to delay, now you wish I'd stay

You ignored me just when I needed you most
and now I'm so gone, never coming back
I might have gone the same minute I left
If you came hours earlier

But maybe God would have had a change of mind and let me be
You delayed, denied me access to my heart
Just once more
Now I'd be needing it no more

So keep it will you? Safely I plead
We're apart but keep it, just do
Pending the time you'd get a new love
And when you do, bury it right there in your heart

I know you might not feel the way I do
Maybe a little bit more or mostly less
Probably nothing at all
But keep this piece safe

It was written with my blood
And that's why it'll never get dry

I do not mean to impose blames
If only you dropped your ego
And let go
I'd Still be here

I have to deal each second  the pain of watching our love fail me
And since there's no passing of time here,
Each day's the exact same day

I'd stay here longer and re-feel the pain
Over and over again

You ignored,
Delayed and denied me access to my heart
But if you weren't a minute late
I would still be there loving you

Now I stay here shedding endlessly the tears I couldn't finish
Though I wish to shed them in your arms
You killed me
Mateuš Conrad Jul 2018
/ a sample of a deleted poem, not of my doing:

once the 20th century existentialists
proposed, the "i"...
  we've been stormed by algebra...
     and the arithmetic of which is?
pronoun neutrality...
      oh, not *** exclusive -
                         plural inclusiveness
                    within the confines of, one.
i is hardly the new aye...

             but i do appreciate the emotive
content of certain words, translated into phonetic,
as in: trans-lingually shared
to express the same emotional response...

namely?
                 szczur:

                      sh'chо̄r...

    (that's, macron on a O to hide vowel
excesses) -

basically:                                       r̃ at!

(that's the closest i've come
to depicting a trill, a continent R,
a less than tongue-numbing anglophone R,
a roll, a wave)...

yeah... should have written
   sh'chór -
   but then the english are not familiar
with the U double parabola of O('h)...
       poo is also v. similar to pew -

                  púndit...

you really could paint diacritical marks
onto the english encoding...
mind you:
     introducing orthography would be
much harder to disengage the english
from airy-fairy metaphysics
bollocking of: pretending to be engaged
by philosophy aged 4-teen...

no one has an interest in philosophy
aged 4-teen...
    this... this "i was a child genius"
*******?!
                   it sells,
    but is it believed?
                     next time i hear a pig snout
usher out:

    מ‬ ‬  ָ ‬  ט‬

          regarding the hebrew aesthetic
of hiding vowels...

although...
  
      vowels in hebrew are a bit like
diacritical marks in latin,
esp. those hovering above vowels
themselves...

  so the niqqud or tartarus...
either way...

     the cut-off posits from the names
ascribed to letters:

   i.e.
    
   why not מ‬ ת

    but instead מ   ט‬?

i.e. mem tet           vs. mem tav?

i'm not the ******* hebrew!
that's why i'm asking the question,
perhaps because
   it has an adequate confinement
parameters to suggest: matt?

     well, if we're going
that far,
might as well go...
  this far -                matisyahu:

       מטסיה

      (involving the subscript,
vowel inclusion of:

        kametz,
                     chirek
        kametz,
                             shurek) -

but i'm no hebrew,
  so why ס‬ (samekh)
   and not ש‬ (shin)?

                                     why ה‬ (h'eh)
                                        and not ח‬ (het)?

however you call it...
       what i originally wrote,
       and what became delated?
   doesn't matter:
               i've already received what i wanted -
a "nuclear winter"
    of your typical english overcast
skies
             during the past scorching
                                           3 / 4 days...

it's not exactly praying -
   more like gesticulating
                        naked, and half naked -
excusing the ownership of a bed
for the sickly sweet ownership
       of a body with a wooden floor.

— The End —