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Brian Hoffman Apr 2017
It's 3:30 am
Every night something is keeping me up
Every night I lay awake thinking...
Is it insomnia keeping me up through the dark dreary nights
Is it my chaotic bipolar mind telling me nothing in the end will work out right
Is it loneliness feeling as if all my friends left and nothing seems right
Or is it jealously where I don't know my place in the world, but everyone else I know seems just fine
I can't find my mind
I can't make the time
The wiring went faulty
I'm out of place
Am I out of my mind?
It's 3:32 am
Continplating on what I should do with this life
Everyone always says things in the end workout alright
But I can't get any sleep at night
I'm tired of trying
I'm tired of putting up a fight
And for what cost?
All my feelings and emotions are lost.
Bipolar Insomnia
Xiuhcoatl cualli Oct 2013
Everything is taking place in the dark.
Feeling movemants with your eyes close.
what will you picture?
The word pain is just a word,its not real.
No life in words.
But movemant speaks louder than words.
Don't ask questions as the soollution always creates the question.
Ask how to stay alive?
You can't ask that,as you will create fear thinking your alive.
You are always dead,and immortality is your only way out this realm.
Just the rotation of the sun keeping existance alive.
Lighting.thoughts of nature.
Stars momants and memories.
Movemant of us in the dark before the sun rose.
Speaking and interacting with actions.
No language or physical apeariance.
Meeting a woman in the dark.
Connection of te serpint tounges kundalini rising as continplating love.
The mothers thoughts of love and warmth and fire in the dark.when you hug her.
Protecting her from cold.
Like the sun protecting mother nature from dying in The cold universe.
Like your heart allowing your mind to tell your body what to do.
Mind creation of this world.
As we live inside her mind.
She protects all.
There in the dark.
Eclipse giving birth to sixth sun.

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