I always held on to your eyes as I believe
That somehow you'd always be next to me
This empty room reaches out to take away the best of me
There is no silence to describe what I feel inside

Walk with me, Talk with me
Imagine there is nothing that can harm you in the world
Stay with me and Look at me Just wait before you go
This life has done you wrong, Hold on

You're faithless, you don't believe in anything
Captured by life's sadness, You're all right

You're faithless, your head down in despair
Stuck there in the blackness, you're all right

Sort of love that out lasts time
My relative annihilistic thinking left behind
I'll cover you and keep you and your beautiful smile
Vanish from the physical into my mind

Walk with me, Talk with me
Imagine there is nothing that can harm you in the world
Stay with me and Look at me Just wait before you go
This life has done you wrong, Hold on

You're faithless, you don't believe in anything
Captured by life's sadness, You're all right

You're faithless, your head down in despair
Stuck there in the blackness, you're all right

You've got the best of me
You've got the best of me

For my wife to whom I comitt my soul

if I gave you all my love
would you know what to do with it
if I gave all my time
how would you go about it
commitment issues
I know attaching and detaching
never been easy
seen it all before I could stand straight
I’m not perfect either
But if you see
If I’m all that you need
Ain’t no other could compare
No I could never share
It’s me or them
And you said them
But the chase is gonna get old
And when you really do fall in love
I’m tellin you
It’s like you gone really want that one person around
The random chicks that show up link up
and leave that ish be depressing
Cause why not wake up next to the same person
that could really put a spring in your step
The reason why you get up every morning  and smile
The one person you come home rushing to work from
Instead of wondering why every night you lookin over at your bed
Like what’s real love feel like
Love **** more than actually attempted *urder
That’s why you got issues with remedy cause the cause war in head telling you it’s better to never comitt is the issue
it couldn’t be me could it
I hope whoever she is she gets to experience all of you and not parts of you and she’ll love you for it

I could never get tired of you
the days I go mute
I wonder more about you
yea
I’ve been getting mad and snapping at everyone as I realized it’s June another year another chapter I think it’s safe to say I’ll start my new clean slate I don’t hate you I hate myself for loving you more than I loved myself and caring so much but I couldn’t even do it different it’s just who I am
But when I don’t hear from you and read your
subliminal messages they do make me more depressed cause I’m so tired
I’m barely holding on and you just wanna cut off my fingers that are grasping on to the ropes of our despair I really do pray for peace but my hearts been so broken it’s felt like a part of me has been missing for years so many people hurt me but why can’t I get over you I really do try
I do hide it well this isn’t a good bye this is seventeen year old me asking the one whose gonna be twenty four year old wondering should she wait even for him when he just admitted he’d never comitt and doesnt prefer remedy
I been doing time in my head
And this time I’m doing time on love that’ll never recieve and that’s depressing