i dont believe in magic
i dont believe in a god
i dont believe in coinsidence
i believe in fate
i believe that every time you kiss me part of you stays with me
not on my lips
but inside me
nothing physical
just your soul
matching mine
morphing with mine
this is why i everytime you kiss me before you go
my body aches for you to stay
because you leave with part of me
and leave me with part of you
with you im full, whole
morphed

i ended up believing
that i am a failure,
a huge mistake

those thoughts still
stuck in my head
like the thought
that i will
never be good enough for anyone


but i am
also trying so hard
to believe
that my existence
isn't a coinsidence
and that i
dont need to be good enough for anyone
but myself