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"christmastime" poems
1. For my sister this Christmas, I wish joy and laughter, I wish you happiness and love, For now and forever and ever-after, I wish you the bliss this season brings, Everyday of your life, Every second you live, For my sister this Christmas, I wish these wondrous things. 2. Dear brother, hear the sleigh bells, Hear them ringing aloud, Watch the snow fall down in time, To the story that they tell, They tell of children smiling with glee, They tell of happy times, And the family that surrounds thee. 3. Father, may the memories stay, Forever in your mind, And I pray all the peace and wonder, You will always find, Will last until eternity, With every festive time. 4. You made this year so special, Mother, you made us all complete, You made us smile and be cheerful, You gave us food to eat, The love that surrounds us, Every time you are near, Will always be with us, Each and every year. 5. Andrew, at Christmas, I pray you are happy, I pray you are pleased, With all the treasure you receive, Look to the New Year, With hope in your heart, And cherish every moment, Every beat of your heart. 6. To a dear Grandmother, You always make us smile, We're always glad you're here, And at Christmastime especially, We're truly glad you're near. 7. Auntie, this is my Christmas wish, I wish that you know kindness, The joy of a Christmas wish, I hope you realise that you are dearly loved, So enjoy this festive season, With family, With love. 8. Sarah, it is Christmas, The snow begins is dance, The candle follows suit, Joining the chanting trance, The tree is decorated, In reds, silvers, gold's, This is a very special time, That in your heart you'll hold.
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Aug 28, 2012
Aug 28, 2012 at 5:10 AM UTC
8 Christmas Poems For My Family
1. For my sister this Christmas, I wish joy and laughter, I wish you happiness and love, For now and forever and ever-after, I wish you the bliss this season brings, Everyday of your life, Every second you live, For my sister this Christmas, I wish these wondrous things. 2. Dear brother, hear the sleigh bells, Hear them ringing aloud, Watch the snow fall down in time, To the story that they tell, They tell of children smiling with glee, They tell of happy times, And the family that surrounds thee. 3. Father, may the memories stay, Forever in your mind, And I pray all the peace and wonder, You will always find, Will last until eternity, With every festive time. 4. You made this year so special, Mother, you made us all complete, You made us smile and be cheerful, You gave us food to eat, The love that surrounds us, Every time you are near, Will always be with us, Each and every year. 5. Andrew, at Christmas, I pray you are happy, I pray you are pleased, With all the treasure you receive, Look to the New Year, With hope in your heart, And cherish every moment, Every beat of your heart. 6. To a dear Grandmother, You always make us smile, We're always glad you're here, And at Christmastime especially, We're truly glad you're near. 7. Auntie, this is my Christmas wish, I wish that you know kindness, The joy of a Christmas wish, I hope you realise that you are dearly loved, So enjoy this festive season, With family, With love. 8. Sarah, it is Christmas, The snow begins is dance, The candle follows suit, Joining the chanting trance, The tree is decorated, In reds, silvers, gold's, This is a very special time, That in your heart you'll hold.
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Before that August-- (strange month echo)-- bloomed in the east sunrise bomb sunset dawn you sometimes rose (unbidden) to the surface of my mind. These were some of my triggers: Calgary (always Calgary) me too Christmastime. And all the times you attempted to reach out to me (sucker punch sleep **** And then that August-- (good mornin' bombshell) the news-- for shame. For I had fallen for the lie (while you talked all the while in your human voice). So you like 'em young. So you like it rough. August sun beat me down. It took this glaring of a light to show me the darkest of men's natures-- and that I knew them intimately.
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May 18, 2021
May 18, 2021 at 7:55 PM UTC
August
When I look at you I see Bryant Park flushed with spring and cluttered, burnished with Christmastime. I see the way your big hands hold my face, my waist. I see thick snowflakes catching in your long lashes. I see the streaks of light we've trailed in the places we have been like the flare of a comet, footprints in ash and snow. Six months we have stood, daring the storm to catch us, daring the lightning to strike. You will pretend you did not remember our anniversary and make me laugh when you say so because you want me to learn that you forgetting me is humorous and ridiculous and impossible. I'll wake up the morning after, panicked because it was five months and not six, and you will say that it makes no difference because what does a month matter when you have forever? We dance and I trip and step on your toes but you just turn on Frank Sinatra and lead me through while you sing, smiling, in my ear. And on the days when I curl up like a shell in your arms shaking with untraceable, messy sobs you keep singing your lips unafraid to kiss away the tears. I think I knew you once, a thousand years ago, a billion, when we were stars in the galaxy lovers in a white palace dust in the ground. And today we are six months of being in love six months of pure, unadulterated happiness six months of dancing, an eternal song. Sing me to sleep again, champion of my heart. I will dream that we are timeless and your voice will carry me through until the dawn. JFC
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Jan 13, 2014
Jan 13, 2014 at 2:06 AM UTC
My Lover Stands
We,the childhood delegation arrived at midnight in Lapland, to ask for the resignation of Daddy krimbo. Only three months to go and the toys are not done,he's as drunk as a skunk and his helpers are having our Christmastime fun, It's not fair on us kids,we've been good,we've been kind and didn't swear or go behind,any bike shed and were not led astray. If our prezzies don't come Christmas day, we're going to torch his sleigh,set the reindeer free and see how he likes it,not one little bit I should think. Just lay off the drink and get cracking,start racking up points,collect a few stars or we're coming back,some of us with iron bars, You have been warned Santa.
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Sep 11, 2013
Sep 11, 2013 at 8:42 AM UTC
Early Christmas.
1. Coldplay 2. football 3. *** 4. trust 5. my openness to others 6. Dean Martin 7. Christmastime 8. hockey 9. late nights 10. my belief that there are caring people out there
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Jan 16, 2014
Jan 16, 2014 at 5:37 PM UTC
ten things you ruined
'Twas the night before Christmas, and all through the house, Not a creature was stirring, not even my spouse. Sheba was sleeping quietly on her special little chair And Oscar was snoring loudly like a hibernating bear. I munched on Danish butter cookies and sipped some wine While I typed this silly poem, trying to make it all rhyme. I thought of Christmas memories made special every year Full of love, lots of laughter...with people I hold dear. I miss my parents and grandparents oh, so very much But I feel them surround me with their sweet angelic touch. Especially my mom, who made Christmastime so bright Knowing she's with me always, I feel the warmth of her light. Something I pondered as I played with words to rhyme: "Cheap Danish butter cookies are tasty for $2.99..." Back to the task at hand, before I drift off to sleep (I hope) Heed the words I'm typing, although they're not from the Pope: Be present in the moment with the ones you truly love Forgive those who hurt you (though you'd like to give 'em a shove) Give yourself a break for the mistakes you may have made (You know, that cliche about turning lemons into lemonade.) In the still of this moment, take in all of your blessings Drink plenty of eggnog, eat turkey and lots of dressing Make the most of this one day to be light and not cuss Life goes way too fast...slow down and enjoy Christmas! The End. (I'm also out of cookies.)
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Dec 25, 2013
Dec 25, 2013 at 7:11 PM UTC
Holiday Insomnia (with a nod to "The Night Before Christmas")
It's Christmastime again The time for last minute shopping and cooking The time for seizure-inducing decorations and migraines brought on by obnoxious laughter The time for grandma to pinch cheeks and uncles nagging about your love life The time to be alone with family and just be alone Yeah, it's that time again It's Christmastime again
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Dec 16, 2013
Dec 16, 2013 at 1:01 AM UTC
It's Christmastime
Tis the season of Christmas music So I decided to check on Pentatonix Excited to see a new album out I delve into it a month early Whenever I hear them singing I love and appreciate the art But a part of me craves that one album Because I know it'll bring me back It was an interesting point in my life I loved a girl who loved me and I asked her dad for his blessing that month Her homophobic mom invited me to their dinner I finally felt more accepted Even though it was super awkward We were really happy at that point I honestly don't know what changed I don't regret it so much as I don't understand But I do know that Christmastime Has been extremely difficult ever since We spent a few weeks at her dads house In the middle of nowhere We cut our own Christmas tree and I bonded with her dad with call of duty Our sweet kittens played together And we got a much-needed break from school It's hard to look back at that time My heart hurts even though the memories are positive I miss her a lot sometimes Mostly because I feel as though That relationship was unfair to her I was emotionally unavailable But I didn't know it And I know she messed up too but We both made mistakes in it all I just sometimes wish I had had The tools needed to address the problem I didn't know what was happening I didn't know what I was feeling I knew I was unhappy and hurting But I didn't understand why I think what's hard about this one Is that I can retroactively label it all Unfortunately that doesn't actually match All of the things that I said back then I was cruel to her Because I knew it'd make her let me go And I needed to be alone and free But I chose a twisted path to get there And for that I'm sorry
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Nov 15, 2018
Nov 15, 2018 at 12:57 AM UTC
That's Christmas (2016) To Me
Tis the season of Christmas music So I decided to check on Pentatonix Excited to see a new album out I delve into it a month early Whenever I hear them singing I love and appreciate the art But a part of me craves that one album Because I know it'll bring me back It was an interesting point in my life I loved a girl who loved me and I asked her dad for his blessing that month Her homophobic mom invited me to their dinner I finally felt more accepted Even though it was super awkward We were really happy at that point I honestly don't know what changed I don't regret it so much as I don't understand But I do know that Christmastime Has been extremely difficult ever since We spent a few weeks at her dads house In the middle of nowhere We cut our own Christmas tree and I bonded with her dad with call of duty Our sweet kittens played together And we got a much-needed break from school It's hard to look back at that time My heart hurts even though the memories are positive I miss her a lot sometimes Mostly because I feel as though That relationship was unfair to her I was emotionally unavailable But I didn't know it And I know she messed up too but We both made mistakes in it all I just sometimes wish I had had The tools needed to address the problem I didn't know what was happening I didn't know what I was feeling I knew I was unhappy and hurting But I didn't understand why I think what's hard about this one Is that I can retroactively label it all Unfortunately that doesn't actually match All of the things that I said back then I was cruel to her Because I knew it'd make her let me go And I needed to be alone and free But I chose a twisted path to get there And for that I'm sorry
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I don’t want to sleep I can’t control my dreams Not sure what I’d do if I dream a dream of you You held me close Most of my life Consoled my cries Kept me in line Made me laugh With silly faces and ridiculous rhymes Made me fall in love With all things art and music Showed me how to make a wish And never lose it I never got to say thank you For all you taught me about life You were here one day Gone the next- in mind You slowly slipped For almost a decade We all watched you fade But now you’re bright and free The last time I saw you I knew. You reached for my hand You couldn’t use your words, So you used your eyes, To tell me you loved me And to say goodbye I’ll forever treasure the moments we had On Palmer Ave: You’d sneak me sugar-coated strawberries Along with a “Shh…Don’t tell your mom” Peach ice cream in the summer And a Gingerbread house in the winter. Always ready for a game of Go Fish Or a puzzle-- done from the outside edges in. The door was always open for friends and family Especially during Christmastime With your decorations and cookies-a-plenty You’d give the shirt off your back All anyone had to do was ask You’d be there in a heartbeat Family is forever So remember to stay together Never lose sight Of what really matters. When you die The legacy you leave behind Will live forever in the hearts you touched And the souls you changed. For all this I thank you, Grandma Every single day.
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Oct 25, 2012
Oct 25, 2012 at 1:45 AM UTC
Alzheimer's Curse
Gave me a locket with your name inscribed there are little rubies on the side, a white gem in the center and it lays right across the ******* you ****** slow in my bedroom’s night. The moon came through the lace curtains, you came inside me. Both looked like a shadow against the walls of something smooth, untouched, virginal. It was Christmastime but I was not cold when you slipped my ******* off: felt like I had warm eggnog swimming around in my belly and your handprints on my bottom was holly wrapped around the tree, your ****** hair mistletoe hanging. This locket says your name, it says that I kissed you and you kissed me. It says before winter could end, I knew you tasted like cinnamon and you knew I come like vanilla gumdrops.
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Feb 26, 2013
Feb 26, 2013 at 9:12 PM UTC
christmas present
[Click] “–ll now and you can win a Dream vacation, with the Artist himself! For those of you just tuning in, this is yet another hit by Grammy-nominated singer/songwriter Sam Cole, on MTVChristmas. Here’s The Slime of the Ancient Caroler” ♫ I am an iamb man, I am and so it’s come to haunt such will be the meter for My Christmastime account I do beg you not give haste I know you’re on your way But I’ll be quick, as not to waste a minute of your day the party, it can wait young sir as all good things will do my warning comes for times of myrrh and a frankincent or two Sit back or stand, relax your hands now dawning is the time when you must beware, of songs in air of Ancient Car’lers slime It all starts at first December When she haunts the streets at night Watching dying embers Release their doom-ed light That’s when she comes, dear little ones bearing candles of her own she brings the light, to cull your fright from darkness cold as stone sometimes her many fiends come with to throw you off your guard and though you’ll think “not dangerous” that’s when the music starts And O the ringing, singing bells will melt into your soul and heat the morning frost untill your soul again is whole but just when you release all of the tensions from your mind once upon a song of love the devil hid behind the devil with his might did peek to celebrate your loss that’s when you’ll see a beak, and he the winged albatross oh curs-ed you, ye albatross hadst not thou’st had thy will? This is time to wear the cross why do you haunt me still? Go now, children, beware the slime be merry and be well earmuffs now, avoid the rime and singing Christabells ♫ “Whoa… that’s a hit that’s sure to be around for decades. You can pick up this single at any–” [Click]
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Jun 13, 2012
Jun 13, 2012 at 6:07 PM UTC
Romance Novelties and Dime-Store Television: Part II
[Click] “–ll now and you can win a Dream vacation, with the Artist himself! For those of you just tuning in, this is yet another hit by Grammy-nominated singer/songwriter Sam Cole, on MTVChristmas. Here’s The Slime of the Ancient Caroler” ♫ I am an iamb man, I am and so it’s come to haunt such will be the meter for My Christmastime account I do beg you not give haste I know you’re on your way But I’ll be quick, as not to waste a minute of your day the party, it can wait young sir as all good things will do my warning comes for times of myrrh and a frankincent or two Sit back or stand, relax your hands now dawning is the time when you must beware, of songs in air of Ancient Car’lers slime It all starts at first December When she haunts the streets at night Watching dying embers Release their doom-ed light That’s when she comes, dear little ones bearing candles of her own she brings the light, to cull your fright from darkness cold as stone sometimes her many fiends come with to throw you off your guard and though you’ll think “not dangerous” that’s when the music starts And O the ringing, singing bells will melt into your soul and heat the morning frost untill your soul again is whole but just when you release all of the tensions from your mind once upon a song of love the devil hid behind the devil with his might did peek to celebrate your loss that’s when you’ll see a beak, and he the winged albatross oh curs-ed you, ye albatross hadst not thou’st had thy will? This is time to wear the cross why do you haunt me still? Go now, children, beware the slime be merry and be well earmuffs now, avoid the rime and singing Christabells ♫ “Whoa… that’s a hit that’s sure to be around for decades. You can pick up this single at any–” [Click]
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A gray day – cool, frost will come tonight. And in the coolness they arrange the scene, Just so during the waning light of day. A scene of Christmastime, wreaths and lights Adorn the doors and window frames. Wealth and solidarity, joy and love I see in them. They pose now before their work. The camera snaps, Their well-being so obviously displayed. In the future they will go each by each, Yet bound by such events A family they will forever be. Of that family I so record In these observations from afar. Now pray a grace protects them from the likes of me.
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Aug 22, 2016
Aug 22, 2016 at 1:40 PM UTC
Ashaway, Rhode Island
Sweet voices of children echo through the sanctuary. Tiny hands shake silver bells, as the room is full of parents' smiles. Children singing songs of Christmas cheer. "Away in a manger." Is heard loud and clear. Children's voices, like the voices of angels. Float up to God above. As He smiles down upon them. For each child He dearly loves. Sweet voices. Angel voices. Of little children. Echo through the sanctuary. At Christmastime. What a gift it is. To all who hear them. Angel Voices.
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Dec 11, 2016
Dec 11, 2016 at 8:56 PM UTC
Angel Voices
it goes like this, i said. the singer finds the quiet one. they run through sprinklers and hold their breath under tunnels and roll the windows down when their favorite songs come on. they drink midnight coffee at diners meant for the old and alone, and make pictures across the table with packets of sugar. together they decide that the best word is petrichor, the smell of dirt after it rains, and when the lights come on at christmastime they sit in the trees and watch greens and reds throw patterns across their skin. all of it is perfect and none of it makes sense. you said but what about the singer? you said what about her songs?
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Jul 9, 2013
Jul 9, 2013 at 4:38 AM UTC
Untitled
she holds her candle high this tabletop winged statue this angel of light lit only at Christmastime her votive casts two flames in a tapered, thick walled, coke-bottle-like holder bright symbiotic beings dancing in tandem to delightful ying and yang choreography two flames moving as one only close inspection reveals one as actual the other an image reflected on glass still, her candle is a two-fer two flames for the price of one two tongues of light speaking in reverence and reflection in remembrance and honor like two spirits inseparable connected beyond time and space forever
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Dec 21, 2014
Dec 21, 2014 at 5:33 PM UTC
AS ONE
What happens to our clocks each year At Christmastime or near it? Do they get to much Christmas cheer Or just the Christmas spirit? The clocks that were the whole year through, dependable and steady Tick hours off like mad when you Have Christmas to get ready. Yet, strange to say, those very clocks Delight in hesitating; They go to sleep between their ticks When you are young and waiting. By Ruth Van Gorder Lake Ariel, Pennsylvania Christmas Ideals Magazine November MCMLXXXV
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Dec 20, 2014
Dec 20, 2014 at 10:40 AM UTC
Christmas Clocks
*Is her greeting This Christmastime.. She reminds us Of our human Of our Essence These our Oneness.. Our knowing is A gift revealed Which we welcome In this moment And in moments When the gift Is re-born and Re-given.. Christmas Blessings dear Barbara…*
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Dec 24, 2013
Dec 24, 2013 at 1:02 AM UTC
Her mission reflection
a not-so-special tree sat on that not-so-special floor inside our trailer. maybe, driving by mumbling to themselves, most would call the scene forgettable, I suppose They might think it ****** but that not-so-special tree meant everything to me, meant waking up late, meant snowmen and might mean sweets, foil-wrapped chocolate from the belly of our wooden rudolph. She hung him high. He hurried home with kerosene for the heater. something was for dinner— fuzzy memory: folding t.v. tray in front of the box— I remember melting kisses carefully with the kerosene
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Aug 23, 2014
Aug 23, 2014 at 5:38 AM UTC
christmastime
I see a horse, elegant and proud, I remember riding one into the cloud, Her head held high, braver than me, She was shot, that horse, despite her plea. A firework explodes in the sky, I remember him, his hopeless cry, The night the shell came over my head, And the next morning we found him dead. A choir sings, it's Christmastime, I remember the peace that cold daytime, Boxing day we start killing again, But that Christmas we were friendly gunmen. I sit in a café eating beans, I remember it, those dreadful scenes, We were so hungry at mealtime, But stealing rations was a crime. My son runs around with a toy gun, I remember how he did nit run, Only looked pleadingly into my eyes, I had no mercy- he soon dies. I am not proud to be alive, I am not happy to have survived, I will remember you with all my heart, In my head we will never part. Wherever I go, whatever I do, The war is with me. It comes too.
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May 28, 2015
May 28, 2015 at 5:12 PM UTC
Past Experience
I tell you it's hard to live with a man Who's always so preoccupied With making other people happy, Especially at Yuletide. Time and again I've asked why he Prefers to live in this frigid zone. And then he works each Christmas Eve While I have to stay home alone! I mean, why this bias of Christmas With winter and snow year after year When it's nice and steamy on Earth's Beautiful southern hemisphere? Don't get me wrong: I don't begrudge His eleemosynary devotion To making other people happy. That's a kind and generous notion. But his thoughts are always on "The kids," and so, I feel neglected. And yet I always put on the front Of being cheerful, cool and collected. Another thing I must admit: It's hard for a wife whose hubby enjoys An overwhelming fascination Or infatuation with all his toys! You might think the man is cute; However, I am less enthralled. He suffers from puer aeternus. At least that's what I think it's called. I tell him, "Dear, I understand Your thoughtful desire to do good deeds, But maybe you are overdoing it. Don't forget: wives have needs." I sometimes think the worst might happen Whenever my spirits start to sink. I have to muster up inner strength To stop myself from taking to drink. I'd love to be able to find a place Where we could spend some time by ourselves. It isn't easy to live with a man Who spends all his time with reindeer and elves. Oh, well…I guess it's true: Every marriage has its flaws. But try to imagine what it's like To be Mrs. Santa Claus. -by Bob B (12-25-18)
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Dec 25, 2018
Dec 25, 2018 at 10:30 AM UTC
A Wife's Lament at Christmastime
I tell you it's hard to live with a man Who's always so preoccupied With making other people happy, Especially at Yuletide. Time and again I've asked why he Prefers to live in this frigid zone. And then he works each Christmas Eve While I have to stay home alone! I mean, why this bias of Christmas With winter and snow year after year When it's nice and steamy on Earth's Beautiful southern hemisphere? Don't get me wrong: I don't begrudge His eleemosynary devotion To making other people happy. That's a kind and generous notion. But his thoughts are always on "The kids," and so, I feel neglected. And yet I always put on the front Of being cheerful, cool and collected. Another thing I must admit: It's hard for a wife whose hubby enjoys An overwhelming fascination Or infatuation with all his toys! You might think the man is cute; However, I am less enthralled. He suffers from puer aeternus. At least that's what I think it's called. I tell him, "Dear, I understand Your thoughtful desire to do good deeds, But maybe you are overdoing it. Don't forget: wives have needs." I sometimes think the worst might happen Whenever my spirits start to sink. I have to muster up inner strength To stop myself from taking to drink. I'd love to be able to find a place Where we could spend some time by ourselves. It isn't easy to live with a man Who spends all his time with reindeer and elves. Oh, well…I guess it's true: Every marriage has its flaws. But try to imagine what it's like To be Mrs. Santa Claus. -by Bob B (12-25-18)
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This is a Christmas time request to join in a good deed. I’m Giving a pint at Christmastime To strangers who are in need. So raise your sleeve and not your glass Don’t let blood banks run dry! The pint you give might help one live Who otherwise might die. Then afterwards we’ll raise a glass, two heroes, you and I. We must replenish after all And not let the well run dry.
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Dec 23, 2013
Dec 23, 2013 at 11:05 PM UTC
A Pint at Christmas
Sometimes, when you are away I can feel myself shrinking inside. I don't want it to happen. I don't like it, or what it means about me. But it continues anyway. It's this.... feeling. Like a flower languishing in a dark closet. And I hate it. I don't want to write about it. I don't want to think about it. I just want to go to sleep And only wake up when you're back. And how useful is that? But today I slept 18 hours And I wish I was Asleep again And this is why I am hard to love. I know you being away is not the only reason I feel like this. I know I feel like this Because my brain is full of chemicals Making connections Which my mind tries to explain. But on days like this Days like this that stretch into weeks like this (Please, not months?) I reach for you and I wither inside when you are far away Busy Distracted Out Gone. Sometimes when you're back It feels like you're still not Back. And so I don't push anymore, on days like this. But I'm the same person who cried over Skype to you At Christmastime Because I needed you to reassure me that you loved me. It has been so long And you will get tired of it And I will still need it. I still need it. I still need you. On days like this I don't tell you anymore Because you're always so busy And because I can never tell, So far away, If you are going through the motions of loving me. I let you stay away without telling you it hurts because it would hurt more if you pretended to be here And maybe that's how it would be, you know? Maybe you'd be calling it in, talking to me because I begged you to. And there's never a good time to fall apart on you. There's never a good time to say that for months I've been feeling sadder and sadder, feeling you slip away because You feel secure But you have to know, someday I have to tell you I don't know what safe means. And I'm always afraid. It will take So many years For me not to be afraid. And it's not your fault And it's so much to ask, But I need you to be here. And I just... I wither When you're not.
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May 31, 2016
May 31, 2016 at 9:23 PM UTC
I Wither
Sometimes, when you are away I can feel myself shrinking inside. I don't want it to happen. I don't like it, or what it means about me. But it continues anyway. It's this.... feeling. Like a flower languishing in a dark closet. And I hate it. I don't want to write about it. I don't want to think about it. I just want to go to sleep And only wake up when you're back. And how useful is that? But today I slept 18 hours And I wish I was Asleep again And this is why I am hard to love. I know you being away is not the only reason I feel like this. I know I feel like this Because my brain is full of chemicals Making connections Which my mind tries to explain. But on days like this Days like this that stretch into weeks like this (Please, not months?) I reach for you and I wither inside when you are far away Busy Distracted Out Gone. Sometimes when you're back It feels like you're still not Back. And so I don't push anymore, on days like this. But I'm the same person who cried over Skype to you At Christmastime Because I needed you to reassure me that you loved me. It has been so long And you will get tired of it And I will still need it. I still need it. I still need you. On days like this I don't tell you anymore Because you're always so busy And because I can never tell, So far away, If you are going through the motions of loving me. I let you stay away without telling you it hurts because it would hurt more if you pretended to be here And maybe that's how it would be, you know? Maybe you'd be calling it in, talking to me because I begged you to. And there's never a good time to fall apart on you. There's never a good time to say that for months I've been feeling sadder and sadder, feeling you slip away because You feel secure But you have to know, someday I have to tell you I don't know what safe means. And I'm always afraid. It will take So many years For me not to be afraid. And it's not your fault And it's so much to ask, But I need you to be here. And I just... I wither When you're not.
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When she wades into the water spray flies through her, The Devils daughter. I should have gone to light the fire to scare away the night within her but saddled with responsibility, I couldn't see the way to go I lost myself in thoughts of she, handmaiden of my reverie. The night became a friend to me companion of my misery she took it all away and then with one stroke of a bladed pen, emasculated with a smile, she danced along the golden mile with me in tow, the friend of foe, I would not want to see her go so followed her into the black and now I know that coming back is an impossibility, another friend of misery. I get to know them all I see the future rising up, before the morning wakes me with a shot of coffee and my misery becomes one more impossibility. One day the cycle will outdistance all travails that I've been through and chains will melt into one link, which will teeter on the edge, the brink of madnesses possesss me, another friend of all the misery, but it's Christmastime, so full of glee. The grandchildren surrounding me I think that I might wait and see just what tomorrow brings.
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Dec 5, 2014
Dec 5, 2014 at 8:49 AM UTC
The Colour of blue
christmastime could be jolly and holly cold wind round our necks
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Jan 1, 2019
Jan 1, 2019 at 12:57 PM UTC
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