Can't think right have so many mixed thoughts is it worth fighting for, or am I just going to be let down again like so many times before when you don't expect anything you can't be let down Well...... I gave in I let loose let you in, and I will watch is you tear every piece of my heart apart. I will put it back together though mentally mixing that mortar and build that wall back up I think cender blocks should be strong enough this time.... we will see
The smoking lamp is out, get down in your cut holes, fresh dig, crushed cig, ash reduced to stinking cender filter, wilt her favorite flower behind dusty glass, flashback flashbang, blinding myself in my own brokenness, a toy in pieces on the floor
