"carnevale" poems
I met an old woman on Leander Avenue
who told me, “Don’t breathe or the earth
will swallow you whole.” I
stayed very still and didn’t move.
A butterfly could have landed on my nose
but I sneezed so I may never know for sure.
After that I remembered that my generation
doesn’t have to follow their elders, so I
walked to the corner store.
I bought three candy bars that I would
never eat and tied my shoelaces on the front porch.
My neighbor watches old films. He calls them
Lumières, and sometimes invites me over.
I watch the hand-cranked film flicker
black and white over his screen.
A troupe of acrobats flip about and wave
the French flag, large women kneel and scrub
endless linens in the still river, the gardener
punishes the mischeivious boy. I smile every time
they look at the camera.
The slats in the blinds yawn widely
and seeing them, the melatonin strikes.
Flowing, forcing, endocrinal.
The wind whispers Greek words in my ear.
Helios, zoetrope, khaos.
The trees outside of my window
spell out foreign letters.
They only make sense one at a time.
I can’t spell a word but I speak and
realize I can still make a sound.
I fall asleep.
I never wake but dream
of exquisite lavender pillows doused
in holy water from the lips of a
spouting statue. A Carnevale clown waves
at me in the corner and takes off mask after
mask. Confetti rains softly from his eyelashes and he
quietly laughs into his palm. I want to hold your
hand but remember that I am just
a raindrop streaking down your car
window in a mountain spring storm. I
open my eyes.
Jun 12, 2011
Jun 12, 2011 at 6:05 PM UTC
under this grey suburban sky
thunders rolling as rocks and drums
then silence in concrete transit spaces
although wild beats inside our veins
hunting scenes and escapes in vain
taste of honey and salt on your teeth
prey predators and carnival masks
smiles dreams feasts fire tears
running water
silence and lightning
remote storms
gentle breeze
essences and perfumes
tobacco leather cinnamon and ashes
smells of life
and skin
it's time to go home
home where we will recall
every flavor
every hug
every drop of dew
every smile and every single tear
their true meaning
and we will ask ourselves
why?
why have we ever parted from our heart?
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sotto questo grigio cielo suburbano
tuoni che rotolano come pietre e tamburi
poi silenzio in spazi di transito di asfalto e cemento
anche se il selvatico batte nelle nostre vene
scene di caccia e fughe invano
sapore di miele e sale sui denti
prede predatori e maschere di carnevale
sorrisi sogni feste lacrime
acqua corrente
silenzio e fulmini
tempeste remote
e brezza leggera
essenze e profumi
tabacco cuoio cannella e cenere
odori di vita
e di pelle
è ora di tornare a casa
casa dove ricorderemo
ogni sapore
ogni abbraccio
ogni goccia di rugiada
ogni sorriso e ogni singola lacrima
il loro vero significato
e ci chiederemo
perché?
perché mai ci siamo separati dal nostro cuore?
Sep 4, 2018
Sep 4, 2018 at 3:31 AM UTC