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"baseline" poems
TO: romeo you could’ve loved me but you didn’t and that kind of ****** TO: romeo i wish we could go back to when we were still possible TO: romeo i’d rather be just friends with you than nothing TO: romeo see, we only worked when the gravity wasn’t on TO: romeo see, i could only love you from 5000 miles away and we’ll always have the last city we trampled through TO: romeo see, i loved you, on other continents and always at the wrong time TO: romeo see, i’m not sure i loved you because now looking at you is like disconnect and maybe i just wanted you because i felt so small, without a hand to hold under the heavy weight of history crushing in around us TO: romeo see, you make me feel like i’m eleven again, listening to “you belong with me” by taylor swift and wondering is that what love’s really like? not realizing that the girl in the video was wondering the same thing TO: romeo so “if you’re wondering if i want you to; i want you to, i want you to, i want you, dude, i always do.” TO: romeo i can’t listen to weezer without thinking of you TO: romeo i have this bad habit of tangling up the things i love with people i’m trying to, i have this bad habit of ruining them that way TO: romeo i want custody of our song back i want you out of the baseline, hiding underneath the notes
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Dec 5, 2016
Dec 5, 2016 at 11:16 PM UTC
unsent text messages (2/?)
I was floating in honey. The viscosity of the substance Made it so that, while I still needed to work To keep my head afloat, I had a little extra support. So I didn't have to do it alone. And it was good. But my temperature began to rise. I became too hot too fast, and, Because of my actions I started to destroy the beneficial parts That the honey needed to remain useful and healthy. So the honey reacted: Threw my melting self out of its jar. I tried to jump back in But the honey firmly ******* its lid back on, And my charring fists Fruitlessly pounded on the boundary The honey had erected. Then as my body and brain burned, The other honey jars disappeared- Distancing in acts of self-preservation. I knew how I could get my temperature Back to baseline. I just needed a little help So I could work to get back to my normal self. But my actions had pushed away what I needed. So I accepted the fate I had caused, And allowed my body to fall to ash.
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Nov 20, 2023
Nov 20, 2023 at 9:05 PM UTC
im sorry
We climbed from bedrock to Idyllwild the home of Pines to Palms and Suicide Rocks but not for us only for those poor tired souls for whom the world's gone flat refusing the night threw itself boldly into the fray of winds which blew from storm to calm so this morning we awoke to a placid knap slipping on snowy piste to turn cold snaps hot spiced Nepali tea sipped from ice nipped cups I see promise picks up from backward leaps time forward flips breaking free range igneous into pan piped sizzling congenial song that carries on the tree line like spring water sprung from creeks to go scurrying off with wet socks until pulled up by old school granite skies hanging pools out to dry in sopping blue rinsed sun ahead any bald rocks or hairline fractures are long since dialled in as baseless fears knowing this mobile age can merrily slip like air through numb fingers while baseline hands declare “hold me close to gather” edelweiss echoes gone rappelling through time the route we've chosen's to be tied to each other's peaks in the way of sun and moon come what may be it creases in our skin or crevasses we'll win the battle to slim line any overhanging ridges so I take care to tighten my girth hitch to top notch and hold firmly to both your conviction and reach that setting out to move mountains we call home achieves more than staying home and calling mountains so bright you have me forget all things too trite banal office hype shopworn old hat mowing lawn weekends too dishy to be clichéd you polish off the stereotype slam the Dior on out of shape and dull as ditchwater tripe keeping a victorious secret or two in the slip knot too tranquil shade taking allure to new heights we'll never drop down from tonight
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Sep 14, 2014
Sep 14, 2014 at 11:03 AM UTC
The Climbing Edelweiss of Idyllwild
We climbed from bedrock to Idyllwild the home of Pines to Palms and Suicide Rocks but not for us only for those poor tired souls for whom the world's gone flat refusing the night threw itself boldly into the fray of winds which blew from storm to calm so this morning we awoke to a placid knap slipping on snowy piste to turn cold snaps hot spiced Nepali tea sipped from ice nipped cups I see promise picks up from backward leaps time forward flips breaking free range igneous into pan piped sizzling congenial song that carries on the tree line like spring water sprung from creeks to go scurrying off with wet socks until pulled up by old school granite skies hanging pools out to dry in sopping blue rinsed sun ahead any bald rocks or hairline fractures are long since dialled in as baseless fears knowing this mobile age can merrily slip like air through numb fingers while baseline hands declare “hold me close to gather” edelweiss echoes gone rappelling through time the route we've chosen's to be tied to each other's peaks in the way of sun and moon come what may be it creases in our skin or crevasses we'll win the battle to slim line any overhanging ridges so I take care to tighten my girth hitch to top notch and hold firmly to both your conviction and reach that setting out to move mountains we call home achieves more than staying home and calling mountains so bright you have me forget all things too trite banal office hype shopworn old hat mowing lawn weekends too dishy to be clichéd you polish off the stereotype slam the Dior on out of shape and dull as ditchwater tripe keeping a victorious secret or two in the slip knot too tranquil shade taking allure to new heights we'll never drop down from tonight
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This ***** ****** They say that beauty is in the eyes of the Beholder, so does this ***** have eyes? the power of evil and bad, Today we see what it can do Many a nation have gone to war, Because of this ugly beauty, many family units has been tread apart Because of its evil doings, The seven hundred wives of King Solomon and his three Hundred concubines was a great example of what the ugly beauty can do: Infidelity is on the rise, so many lies: so many shortcoming, Lucy ****** is an embarrassing subject why men lie and killed for it? this remarkable commodity: with ****** is like a Van Gogh painting, It gets lot of attention: the baseline dimensions is still a mystery: A weapon so powerful It can break a man down to his lowest It has a language of its own. silly words like sup, sup, sup. the same sound effects of a cold beer going down the gullets: the smoother, the  esophagus: pleasers The ****** and a beer have so much in common they both get their men all the time, a smooth transportation, in addition, the lamentation, ****** you are surely blissful: Men incredible dreams who wouldn’t want to own the team? No matter how destructive or fulfilling: ** Ô, the wine of a woman from heaven is sent, more perfect than all that a man can invent.” ― Roman Payne** Quote
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Apr 29, 2018
Apr 29, 2018 at 2:07 PM UTC
This ***** ******
autism to blame for the white in white male (I blame) *** for shared abstinence (I blame) my former self for my former transference my baseline jumper on poverty the gnome in your front yard on tough interior art
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May 7, 2013
May 7, 2013 at 4:11 PM UTC
robot upsets
No parenthetical this time in my rhyme, I'll lie flat the baseline like, Here are my cards, bro. Take a look at them all, bro. Get started with just the light kinds of gospel like, Bro, did you know I got a **** down there? Taken aback you say, What? Bro, did you know I'm packing a tackle, though so modest in stature, bro, instead of a package I joke split/second to cope and still manage to crack a satanic smile as I call my most modest hose a gigantic, titanic **** Word. You got nice lips, still, though, how bout you look up and get down on me, yo? Word is that I handle it with alarming aplomb considering how I present myself to the world. So what I got a culturally appropriated slab of ink tattoo yo. Just a guy trying to get along with the little he's got, and then on top of that I like to slide my **** n stuff. How about me too? Cause I can get down on you if we both repeat **** like we believe it. You got ***** bam, and plump curved fat just as all the girls growing up had, fashionable hair and even a soft face. You, girl, I can bend you over. Sure, be glad to bend you over. Rough riding baring face to the wind on highways I never thought I would be here deciding Do I believe in others' abilities enough to believe that they know me as If they would know a human? Get close, pry in, to my life, you'll find a lion, lonely, dragging coats of molted skin with wire stolen from her other lives, the desperate lioness devours the food she can.
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Dec 30, 2014
Dec 30, 2014 at 6:29 AM UTC
ClamJam: "No Parenthetical"
Every stranger on the street has sunk deep into the night *at least once, or twice*, and I'd wager that at times their thoughts have unfurled into black dishrags soaking up the insignificant amounts of vivacity- pouring pride into the sewer, praying desperately to recover. Eventually, time pries a crack into the soul, and peels back the skin of morality until the lines no longer meet and the mind reels- searching for the baseline of sanity- *save me, someone save me*.
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Oct 27, 2014
Oct 27, 2014 at 5:58 PM UTC
The Skin of Morality is Thin
Why I’m not “All About that Bass” So I’m in my car cruising down i-49 When I hear a song with a kickin-baseline *I'm all about that bass,bout that bass no treble, i'm all about that bass I'm bringing ***** back go ahead and tell them* STOP Excuse me? When did ***** leave? How did ***** get there? Was ***** on vacation? Where they at tho? Yeah my moma she told me don’t worry about your size* But not because in a patriarchal society I am valued for my ratio Of hips to thighs as handle bars for my man to “keep me grounded” But because I was beautiful anyway I am not the number sewn into society like the waistband of my jeans I am the number of times I look into the mirror and say “hey **** And if society is too lazy to know that beneath these eyes but above these hips And behind this full chest theres a heart Lets be real Were not going to blame Meagan trainer She probably didn’t even write this song but why are we idolizing these who only look to sexulize the femaile body instead of holding us to a higher standard and just think you are perfect, thank you pink we can be stronger, thank you Kelly And no matter what we are beautiful, thank you christina Why aren't these the women we are idolizing? Because according to hot 107.9 its all about the ***** I am not something you can put into a box something you can stereotype Just because i have big thighs and a ***** to match doesn't mean i want it to be pointed out or catcalled every chance there is. my body your body everyones body is their own and deserves to be treated like its own perfect stronger more beautiful self. i am strong i am perfect i am beautiful my hips don't belong to you my ***** does not belong to you i do not belong to you And thats why im not all about that bass
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Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 9:26 AM UTC
Why I'm Not All About That Bass
Why I’m not “All About that Bass” So I’m in my car cruising down i-49 When I hear a song with a kickin-baseline *I'm all about that bass,bout that bass no treble, i'm all about that bass I'm bringing ***** back go ahead and tell them* STOP Excuse me? When did ***** leave? How did ***** get there? Was ***** on vacation? Where they at tho? Yeah my moma she told me don’t worry about your size* But not because in a patriarchal society I am valued for my ratio Of hips to thighs as handle bars for my man to “keep me grounded” But because I was beautiful anyway I am not the number sewn into society like the waistband of my jeans I am the number of times I look into the mirror and say “hey **** And if society is too lazy to know that beneath these eyes but above these hips And behind this full chest theres a heart Lets be real Were not going to blame Meagan trainer She probably didn’t even write this song but why are we idolizing these who only look to sexulize the femaile body instead of holding us to a higher standard and just think you are perfect, thank you pink we can be stronger, thank you Kelly And no matter what we are beautiful, thank you christina Why aren't these the women we are idolizing? Because according to hot 107.9 its all about the ***** I am not something you can put into a box something you can stereotype Just because i have big thighs and a ***** to match doesn't mean i want it to be pointed out or catcalled every chance there is. my body your body everyones body is their own and deserves to be treated like its own perfect stronger more beautiful self. i am strong i am perfect i am beautiful my hips don't belong to you my ***** does not belong to you i do not belong to you And thats why im not all about that bass
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I want you to see all the stories I’ve written for you
 But I’m scared the characters will chip and fall apart Serifs sharp like broken glass Are you still breathing while you drown in me? There is a curve In soft vowels that create you and any letter that drops below the baseline, like a sinking rock in the murky shores My words more often than not drift like wood at sea Part of something once But no longer whole And crushed constantly by blue waves of doubt That pushes and pulls me Into every direction Every lighthouse I've ever seen has never shined bright enough to guide me home
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May 11, 2014
May 11, 2014 at 5:46 PM UTC
X
I said it once or maybe it was thrice My words are not nice they cut like knife What did I say? is it a big slice? My words are not nice they cut like knife Can’t I be bold? without paying a price My words are not nice they cut like knife I thought was being nice and not mean and cold like ice My words are not nice they cut like knife What was the line that pierced through you? My words are not nice they cut knife My words change the mood and now you brood My words are not nice they cut like knife Why do the lyrics to my song always comes out wrong? My words are not nice they cut like knife My words creates an uproar in our vibrational sing-along My words are not nice they cut like knife Forgive me my love I know I was wrong My words are not nice they cut like knife I’m not trying to create a mash up out of our perfect song My words are not nice the cut like knife I don’t want to be afraid to say what’s on my mind My words are not nice they cut like knife Don’t let these words make our relationship decline My words are not nice the cut like knife We have waited an eternity and now is our time My words are not nice they cut like knife I’m sorry Babes I was completely out of line My words are not nice they cut like knife I swear I’ll try, I’ll do better next time My words are not nice they cut like knife Words aren’t my strongest suit they get intertwined and messes with the baseline My words are not nice they cut like knife
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Feb 28, 2019
Feb 28, 2019 at 3:44 PM UTC
Cut like a Knife
I stepped into the house and removed my rain-soaked shoes on the grizzled entrance mat. No one in the kitchen. Though the aroma lingered, the coffee *** had turned itself off. I touched the glass -- cool. No one in the living room. Half a pair of sequined flats were in the dog's mouth, half a lady's pantsuit -- the black legs -- lied on the floor. A soap opera on the screen, the volume low, the gold-tipped ceiling fan oscillating, and Serge Gainsbourg's Histore de Melody Nelson played down the hall. I followed the breathy vocals and wandering baseline to my room, and there she sat. The blinds open, veiny rain running along the pane, on the beige carpeted floor, next to my unmade bed, criss-crossed Jessica. "Hey, sweetheart," I said. Jessica smiled. When she smiles, her cheeks go flush, she lowers her head slowly, embarrassed, but yet when she laughs, she laughs loudly, boldly. I've never understood that. Jessica was wearing a white, spaghetti-strap undershirt and blue cotton ******* Her brunette curls -- down, reaching past her shoulders. Her toenails -- painted purple and chipped. Newspapers lied strewn about her, with puddles of acrylic paint atop them. In her lap, a white canvas stapled to a wooden backing frame. She sang, *"Princesse des ténèbres, archange maudit, Amazone modern' style que le sculpteur, En anglais, surnomma Spirit of Ecstasy."* as she painted two lovers growing together like curious oak trees. I sat behind her on my bed. Pushed aside the tangled sheets. She craned her neck to kiss my cheek sweetly. "How was your day?" I asked. "Oh, who cares," she responded. Her eyebrows lifted, her fingertips traced my thigh, "Tell me something beautiful." "What?" She dipped her paintbrush in red, in white and applied them to the lovers' lips. "Tell me something beautiful." "I can't think of anything," I said. "Try."
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Sep 28, 2012
Sep 28, 2012 at 12:03 AM UTC
tell me something beautiful
I stepped into the house and removed my rain-soaked shoes on the grizzled entrance mat. No one in the kitchen. Though the aroma lingered, the coffee *** had turned itself off. I touched the glass -- cool. No one in the living room. Half a pair of sequined flats were in the dog's mouth, half a lady's pantsuit -- the black legs -- lied on the floor. A soap opera on the screen, the volume low, the gold-tipped ceiling fan oscillating, and Serge Gainsbourg's Histore de Melody Nelson played down the hall. I followed the breathy vocals and wandering baseline to my room, and there she sat. The blinds open, veiny rain running along the pane, on the beige carpeted floor, next to my unmade bed, criss-crossed Jessica. "Hey, sweetheart," I said. Jessica smiled. When she smiles, her cheeks go flush, she lowers her head slowly, embarrassed, but yet when she laughs, she laughs loudly, boldly. I've never understood that. Jessica was wearing a white, spaghetti-strap undershirt and blue cotton ******* Her brunette curls -- down, reaching past her shoulders. Her toenails -- painted purple and chipped. Newspapers lied strewn about her, with puddles of acrylic paint atop them. In her lap, a white canvas stapled to a wooden backing frame. She sang, *"Princesse des ténèbres, archange maudit, Amazone modern' style que le sculpteur, En anglais, surnomma Spirit of Ecstasy."* as she painted two lovers growing together like curious oak trees. I sat behind her on my bed. Pushed aside the tangled sheets. She craned her neck to kiss my cheek sweetly. "How was your day?" I asked. "Oh, who cares," she responded. Her eyebrows lifted, her fingertips traced my thigh, "Tell me something beautiful." "What?" She dipped her paintbrush in red, in white and applied them to the lovers' lips. "Tell me something beautiful." "I can't think of anything," I said. "Try."
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cracked out humble with heaps of pride braggadocio Pinocchio I haven’t slept in days so watch the hours turn into haze blown out of barely open windows hide me from the world I’m making a pristine machine - unbreakable foreseeable as a weapon of poor taste chasing wasted with chasers are you shaking? only with excitement rage hunger My dad says get a job, get an education so I chose a dead vocation with no hopes of vacations and everybody is talking about the future as if it exists it only exists in clenched fists and endless lists of all the wrong turns you made on the journey from then to now I’m eating sacred cow meat - medium rare please coming up with ways to scare these dumb ******* kids away from apathy to put the shield over their hearts and the rifle in their hands but wah wah nobody understands blah blah blah shut the **** up for once act like you actually have a pair of ***** even if you don’t back in the day when we used to rob neighborhood garages of beer and played with pills like candy nobody threw tantrums about how unfair it all is so you think the world owes you something? the only thing it owes you is one death so why are you wasting all of our time with your I could have saved the world cry baby ******** I’m looking for slutty girls pearl necklace on her checklist so I can slam her on page verse me versus the world, right? left out by all the cool kids drinking boohoo flavored kool-aid so I made myself a parody of pretension cunning, coming, *********** you are the joke so I guess that makes me a punchline I’m running sprints from the baseline until I’m throwing up the right choices so continue with all of that angsty impotent sadness so long as you stay out of my part of town
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Mar 17, 2014
Mar 17, 2014 at 1:31 PM UTC
Parody
cracked out humble with heaps of pride braggadocio Pinocchio I haven’t slept in days so watch the hours turn into haze blown out of barely open windows hide me from the world I’m making a pristine machine - unbreakable foreseeable as a weapon of poor taste chasing wasted with chasers are you shaking? only with excitement rage hunger My dad says get a job, get an education so I chose a dead vocation with no hopes of vacations and everybody is talking about the future as if it exists it only exists in clenched fists and endless lists of all the wrong turns you made on the journey from then to now I’m eating sacred cow meat - medium rare please coming up with ways to scare these dumb ******* kids away from apathy to put the shield over their hearts and the rifle in their hands but wah wah nobody understands blah blah blah shut the **** up for once act like you actually have a pair of ***** even if you don’t back in the day when we used to rob neighborhood garages of beer and played with pills like candy nobody threw tantrums about how unfair it all is so you think the world owes you something? the only thing it owes you is one death so why are you wasting all of our time with your I could have saved the world cry baby ******** I’m looking for slutty girls pearl necklace on her checklist so I can slam her on page verse me versus the world, right? left out by all the cool kids drinking boohoo flavored kool-aid so I made myself a parody of pretension cunning, coming, *********** you are the joke so I guess that makes me a punchline I’m running sprints from the baseline until I’m throwing up the right choices so continue with all of that angsty impotent sadness so long as you stay out of my part of town
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A baseline that you feel in your chest, Humming thick in your ears, And your mouth, You just want to live in their blur of impactful words, That you don’t understand, Because it’s just a baseline to you, But have you ever felt so proud of someone? That what they’re saying, or what they’re playing or who they’re being, Becomes the only thing that’s keeping off the rain, And you can see every tooth in the room, Every heart that becomes unbroken and every heart that breaks, Well it’s a shooting star, Baby it’s gold dust, Because his gaze is tattooed on your body, Under your sweater, Under your skirt, Yours is a crime scene littered with his fingerprints, But you’re no ****** victim, Jackie, Jane, Joan, Wife, Mother, Daughter, Survivor, Protector, Warrior, Woman, Know when it’s dark, And subtle shadows are all that remains of your bodies, Finding all the bones in your shoulder, The piano strings that move your fingers, And each indentation of your spine, Is a bible, But God won’t give him strength, It’s your skeleton that is fortitude, You’re the dragon protecting the castle, You’re Rosie the Riveter, You can hold up the world with perfectly manicured hands, You will listen, And you will care, Let him breathe in the fractions of your soul that you exhale, That way, Every standing ovation and every wound that heals, Is saturated with the influence of you, Though you don’t understand, That baseline you can feel in your chest, It is your to be proud of too.
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Feb 26, 2015
Feb 26, 2015 at 5:38 PM UTC
Samson's Hair
A baseline that you feel in your chest, Humming thick in your ears, And your mouth, You just want to live in their blur of impactful words, That you don’t understand, Because it’s just a baseline to you, But have you ever felt so proud of someone? That what they’re saying, or what they’re playing or who they’re being, Becomes the only thing that’s keeping off the rain, And you can see every tooth in the room, Every heart that becomes unbroken and every heart that breaks, Well it’s a shooting star, Baby it’s gold dust, Because his gaze is tattooed on your body, Under your sweater, Under your skirt, Yours is a crime scene littered with his fingerprints, But you’re no ****** victim, Jackie, Jane, Joan, Wife, Mother, Daughter, Survivor, Protector, Warrior, Woman, Know when it’s dark, And subtle shadows are all that remains of your bodies, Finding all the bones in your shoulder, The piano strings that move your fingers, And each indentation of your spine, Is a bible, But God won’t give him strength, It’s your skeleton that is fortitude, You’re the dragon protecting the castle, You’re Rosie the Riveter, You can hold up the world with perfectly manicured hands, You will listen, And you will care, Let him breathe in the fractions of your soul that you exhale, That way, Every standing ovation and every wound that heals, Is saturated with the influence of you, Though you don’t understand, That baseline you can feel in your chest, It is your to be proud of too.
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You promised me The Stars and the Moon She reminded Yes I did I promised you the Stars And the Moon A pure darkness That kind, you get in your sleep That's the baseline To witness the Stars And the Moon To see the light To see me And to see us Thank you Yes, I did
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Jul 31, 2022
Jul 31, 2022 at 11:13 PM UTC
Now And Then
I wish you understood as much as you think you do Maybe then I wouldn't break down quite as much You know what happened, the baseline of my insanity But I want you to know how I feel towards the boy who dropped me, my ex-best friend, and the one I'm in love with I want you to understand everything that's going on in my head The way it spins when I remember the details of last weekend The way it pounds when I see them together The way it screams when the same thing happens to me over and over again But how could you understand If I'm being honest, I don't even understand myself I don't know how to prevent my sob fests I'm not sure why I let it all get to me But I do It eats me from the inside out and I know I can't be the only one So why do I feel so alone? Throw a punch, Shove me around, Cut me deep. Physical pain is better than emotional You can't fix what's throwing your body off guard with a **** band-aid It'd be easier to fix a bullet wound with one This generation is so messed up Everyone's hurting and nobody's willing to help It takes a tv show for people to realize that there are others hurting more than you And everyone's first reaction is to be mean, to tear you apart I just can't stand it anymore Don't tell me it'll be different That only time will tell I've heard it a million times and it's all a big lie The same thing will happen over and over and over again Like a broken record, if you even know what that is anymore She's always going to bully me And the fears always going to be with me He's always going to treat me like I'm nothing And I'm always going to let him She's always going to stab me in the back And I'm always going to pretend like I don't notice And ten years from now I'll look back and realize that I was right The same thing happened again and again just with different faces I miss her I need him I crave you I just want unconditional love and a decent nights sleep Is that really too much to ask?
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Oct 12, 2017
Oct 12, 2017 at 4:01 PM UTC
our generation, the worst generation
I wish you understood as much as you think you do Maybe then I wouldn't break down quite as much You know what happened, the baseline of my insanity But I want you to know how I feel towards the boy who dropped me, my ex-best friend, and the one I'm in love with I want you to understand everything that's going on in my head The way it spins when I remember the details of last weekend The way it pounds when I see them together The way it screams when the same thing happens to me over and over again But how could you understand If I'm being honest, I don't even understand myself I don't know how to prevent my sob fests I'm not sure why I let it all get to me But I do It eats me from the inside out and I know I can't be the only one So why do I feel so alone? Throw a punch, Shove me around, Cut me deep. Physical pain is better than emotional You can't fix what's throwing your body off guard with a **** band-aid It'd be easier to fix a bullet wound with one This generation is so messed up Everyone's hurting and nobody's willing to help It takes a tv show for people to realize that there are others hurting more than you And everyone's first reaction is to be mean, to tear you apart I just can't stand it anymore Don't tell me it'll be different That only time will tell I've heard it a million times and it's all a big lie The same thing will happen over and over and over again Like a broken record, if you even know what that is anymore She's always going to bully me And the fears always going to be with me He's always going to treat me like I'm nothing And I'm always going to let him She's always going to stab me in the back And I'm always going to pretend like I don't notice And ten years from now I'll look back and realize that I was right The same thing happened again and again just with different faces I miss her I need him I crave you I just want unconditional love and a decent nights sleep Is that really too much to ask?
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In the small hours of the morning, Over the putter patter of rain, There is a girl who hears them speak , And gladly does refrain. She could not see what the world saw, She sees not in black and white, But in a vibrant vivid shade, Radiating with light. Music was her therapist, The baseline was her friend, And the chorus was a fantastic day, You didn't want to end. Because even on the coldest nights, Music was always there, And even in this mad mad world, Music was always fair. It was there from start to finish, To when the day was done, Through sleet, snow and wind, Or on a dazzling island in the sun. And as this girl continues, But does not know what to say, She can just sigh and know, It is time to press play.
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Dec 10, 2017
Dec 10, 2017 at 7:23 PM UTC
Behind The Headphones
I woke up cold back on the slab in my tiny cell. My head was pounding. The last thing I remember before I dozed off was Mister Suit asking me baseline questions. Then it was a series of flashing memories. Sparks flying, Screams. Voices. A thrashing body. Bright blood splattered against the pale yellow walls, a face without eyes. I guess the pink pill worked, what are those ******* control boys going to do now? Nothing's traceable. Me 1. Them 0. It should be a wake-up call for them. Long live Moonstone! I know it's not over yet.
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Jul 3, 2015
Jul 3, 2015 at 5:50 AM UTC
Busted In B-Sector (Part Five) "Wake-Up Call"
I work in special education I see people who lack The ability to See what others see Feel what others feel And suffer alongside those who suffer These people all carry with them Labels Stamped on them to make it easier For those who don't know them To have a baseline on which to proceed In the relationship These labels can be words like Autistic They can be abbreviations like OCD For Obsessive Compulsive Disorder But they are labels and as such are telling So a new one for our age SWP Stupid White People Has to be a new epidemic I see them in my news feed on Facebook Every day Lined up around ****** fried chicken stores Out in front of offices offering services for women's health Don't hate them Feel compassion and try to help them understand But with the knowledge that they don't have the capacity To do so For just like those in Special Ed Thier god made them that way
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Aug 4, 2012
Aug 4, 2012 at 10:05 AM UTC
SWP
Your arms ripping at the seams, as your pain pours into ordered lines. Red warning tape. I say nothing as each night you add another tally to your rising score. I don't want to make you uncomfortable. Silent acknowledgement hides in the gaps between glances as you ask me if the short sleeves are okay. I tell you no one will notice, that no one will care, as my heart rises to the back of my throat and your arms blur into a wet red. We tread together but I can't hold your hand. Should I say something? Should I ask up front? Should I look at your eyes and confront it? Or is that a betrayal of the comfort in my silence. The silence of support or a bystander's shame? Is it all the same? Reaching out, a lifeline, a baseline of decency. You underscore every emotion in vermillion, powered by something only you can deal with. When you lean on me to root you in place I can't move. I am helpless against you. I hold tissues to your fissures and figure out the best of the worst, and test the boundaries of where it hurts.
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Mar 9, 2025
Mar 9, 2025 at 10:06 PM UTC
I'm Sorry I Can't Fix You
I feel scared to leave my house to go for a walk Because I'm worried I'll get mugged or ***** Any noise in my house sets off The myriad of alarms in every cell of my body Whether I think it's a person or a ghost The fear fills my limbs with electricity I feel anxious about going to the gym alone Because I feel like everyone is staring at me Sometimes I'm afraid to text my ex who's now a friend Because I'm preoccupied with worrying About what they're thinking of me When I work as a delivery driver I won't go into backyards at night Anytime I am around other people I am afraid that they will hurt me So I keep my guard up high Hypervigilant to any animosity But when I think about facing real danger I get extremely overwhelmed If I feel this unhinged by basic life experiences How would I ever survive a real crisis? My fight or flight is set off so often That it's basically become my new baseline I know it's the PTSD that causes it And I know that I can get better But sometimes I just feel so hopeless Because I want to go for simple walks I want going to the gym to be an easy decision I want to spend time with people To connect with people Without worrying that they'll hurt me Or that they secretly hate me I want to live my life wholeheartedly Not constantly in fear of something unseen I want to be able to feel and exist openly And really have a chance to be myself To live a life that makes me happy And I can't do that if I'm constantly Running from shadows and Hiding from reality behind doors and screens I want to break out and be free But behind any and all of my emotions Lies a thick layer of fear And I just keep running
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Feb 28, 2019
Feb 28, 2019 at 1:57 AM UTC
I'm Afraid of Everything
I feel scared to leave my house to go for a walk Because I'm worried I'll get mugged or ***** Any noise in my house sets off The myriad of alarms in every cell of my body Whether I think it's a person or a ghost The fear fills my limbs with electricity I feel anxious about going to the gym alone Because I feel like everyone is staring at me Sometimes I'm afraid to text my ex who's now a friend Because I'm preoccupied with worrying About what they're thinking of me When I work as a delivery driver I won't go into backyards at night Anytime I am around other people I am afraid that they will hurt me So I keep my guard up high Hypervigilant to any animosity But when I think about facing real danger I get extremely overwhelmed If I feel this unhinged by basic life experiences How would I ever survive a real crisis? My fight or flight is set off so often That it's basically become my new baseline I know it's the PTSD that causes it And I know that I can get better But sometimes I just feel so hopeless Because I want to go for simple walks I want going to the gym to be an easy decision I want to spend time with people To connect with people Without worrying that they'll hurt me Or that they secretly hate me I want to live my life wholeheartedly Not constantly in fear of something unseen I want to be able to feel and exist openly And really have a chance to be myself To live a life that makes me happy And I can't do that if I'm constantly Running from shadows and Hiding from reality behind doors and screens I want to break out and be free But behind any and all of my emotions Lies a thick layer of fear And I just keep running
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(B) Cacophony vocal cords turned inside out Folding back upon themselves in cruel creases Vibrations resonating in strained harmonies Against the dire fabric of my delirious oblivion (J) I stomp your echoes as they travel through light Unleashing my fangs to sting your roaring mess Frequencies lowered from baseline to internal signal To form a wave at the quilted patch you weaved (B) Disregard all visualized fear firmly penetrating realms Of thickening white-hot spirit a roiling boiling crucible Inflamed fiery fleshly folds of terminated temptations Drawing your musky draught drinking your toxic brew (J) Your sight announces epiphanies of me sinking deeper A manhood you portray is my repatriation, prepare the shovel   Ruin me I plead! Packet and send me down to my casket You can't stitch me, I am twitching, itching, iced in sorrows (B) Clawing at the world, hissing, spitting my deep disdain My every defense mumbling, crumbling into its derelict dust Welcoming my inevitable defeat, my tattered, blood spattered White flag flies, surrendering all to hail the conquering pain. (J) The flag waves in bloodied winds, you wing wading wounds Trying to reach snowy mountainous top, the ascending sledge We fall inverted bumping, exposing our cranium, posing in disgust Hold this hawk talon scratch the earth, its the only hope you hold
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Feb 1, 2016
Feb 1, 2016 at 11:32 AM UTC
No. 4 Wanton Melancholia (#one-a-week-series)
its was looming a thing in my mind a reality that was an actuality to the reasoning behind so many things i've always doubted the baseline of all the problems i've encountered the things i could never figure out but along the way i saw signs a light there and a movement here a way of telling me that everything was happening for a reason but im stubborn and not to good with cliches knowing the fact between my decision making and how i could fix anything gave me the impression that i was in control of my life in control of me well being in constant dis pare of what i was doing was always hard to understand how i could control how i think but always so hard to figure out why i am always so sad not like im asking for the sadness to sweep through my body don't want to think the worst and always have the worst intentions in mind a memory a flash of something ive never known had me going back and considering the things ive always once wanted going back to the beginning of how i managed to come across my possibilities at one point and how i got so far away from what i really wanted in the beginning
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Oct 1, 2013
Oct 1, 2013 at 3:40 AM UTC
reassurance
Waiting for a miracle. Seems we took the wine and the candle oil a little for granted, should have left us with water and shadows, eight days in the dark doesn't seem so terrible compared to this. They say that it's cancer, slow and steady, they say it's irreparable, that it's late, much too late, they say not bad news only bad luck. Nothing left but waiting for a miracle. **** the waiting of this world, of this life. Repressed tension in muscles burning to break free, to flail out, to hit something but what good will that do? Deep breaths. nothing left but to wait for that bomb to fall, that plane to crash, for that baseline pulse to whisper mono- tone in my ear. No- thing left but a miracle. Not bad news --they say-- only bad luck.
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Mar 12, 2013
Mar 12, 2013 at 10:17 PM UTC
Pulse
You said you wanted to hold me because I feel; wanted to run your hands on my skin; taste the baseline in the hopes it'd make you heal. My stone face chuckled inside as if wounds get mended by smiles and aftermath gets cleared by denial. It's a momumental discension of sociopathy human feet shuffling shuffling away from the empathy. So you want to touch me, drag me into the abyss of your kiss because I represent what you miss? This predatory energy is disrupting the synergy of Us. Why do humans long so deeply for the things that keep them weeping? Beaten down blue in the soul stand by watching chemical clouds unfold and you want just one moment or an hour of my time before you go? If I placed a mirror in front your face you'd still only see what your mind creates, a mirage a wish a death grip in your fist, caring only if you'll get to win. Another notch. Another barrel. Another halo snapped in half, this is the aftermath of a sky gone cold and here you are wanting to hold me. v.k poetry venniekocsis.com copyright @ dbv publishing 2011
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Nov 29, 2013
Nov 29, 2013 at 6:52 PM UTC
The Abyss of Your Kiss
shes majestic casual the way the lights flicker magical, like stars dark skies, higher red lip stain on the edge of bottles - desire. her dress, swirling. floral breeze, breathe electro-chilled baseline oak floors; moonbeam skies, goodbyes. she's gone, gone - this moment so long, this is beautiful. © A. Leigh
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Mar 15, 2014
Mar 15, 2014 at 10:09 PM UTC
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