I tend to have a deep endearment and emotional intrest in coldhearted people, i see good in them, and i want to develope a relationship with them, i fall inlove with what i know they can be, i want to be there for them and see what there about, i have this huge thing for ******* type people, but sometimes when you play with fire, theres a great possibility you will get burned.

Little tiny clippings of nails
scattered on the floor
my temper is angry
and I cant hold it no more
do you see my eyes bulging
my hands cluntched tightly
my breathing is heavy
and there holes in the door
I taste the blood trickling
it drips on the floor
one drip
two trips
a thrid
and a fourth
I loose track of my cigarette
now its all scorched
Im pacing and racing
troubled for ever more
I throw my beer can off the back of the porch
and torch up a bowl
to cure my pulsing heart
my knuckles crack as I press them to my face
I see the bruises swelling
thier purples green and blues
mix ever so nicely like a sharp beat up suit
do you understand the torture
of knowing you'll die
when the ***** runs out
and your shivering at night
I smell the puke tried in my nose
and see it all running down the side of my clothes
when oh when will I understand
that **** almighty I'm just like my dad
a drunken soar ******* a **** for the juice
I've burnt down ever bridge and managed to make some up too
I'm a chamleaon to this world
I change and I move
I'm not much of a lier though
thats once thing I could never do
I could run this on forever
Till the sun comes threw my shutter
but I just popped some perocets and sniffed some Speacil K
so I suppose this poem was great
but tomarrow is anew and my fate awaits
farewell
farewell
farewell

Let me describe him but if i do please don't fall inlove .

He has beautiful Green eyes, their as green as the grass

And when he looks at me i can't help but smile , or freeze . Sometimes I don't know what to say.

He just takes my breath away.

He's tall

I would say about 5"7

His hands are strong and big..like baseball gloves

He acts differnt around people but with me he's as sweet as candy.

He has sugar lips. They have a beautiful form.

And If I ever got to taste them I would probably feel every butterfly fluttering around my stomach wanting more .

He has coffee caramel brown hair that he styles with gel

I can imagine him running his fingers through his hair

And me wondering how he has it so perfectly still.

He can be an ******* sometimes..but thats to reassure me hes supposed to be treated with respect.

He has a voice that will make my ear drums rumbble

When he walks in he makes girls heads spin

He has everyone attention

Which is why if you ever get to see him

You'll heart will drop

You'll feel such a rush

And maybe at the end of the day have a little crush on him

He will give you everything you want to hear

And I'm not sure if its true
But keep lying and make me feel wanted.

He will remember every little detail and compliment you when you least expect it.

For a second he will make you feel your wanted

He will make you feel beautiful

And like nothing in the world else matters

It's him. Him. All of him.

So after your done reading this

Please

Please

Please


Don't fall in like

Like I have.