I feel so outside of myself
this isn't me
I don't care if you don't call
I don't care if you don't come by
nothing you do phases me
I'm a Scorpio
you cant know me
but you do, somewhat
this drives me crazy
The vulernability
The uneasiness I feel with it
Why must you do this do to me?
Why did I let you?
I need control but I don't have it
Because of you
and what I feel
feeling so good
I know what I feel is real
But my mind doesn't see it.
(c) ANBP 3/24/2011