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A haunting stare with a serious note Originates in a lad just thirteen Ready to command or to set to task Obedient, mature, and quick to rule More comfortable with adults than peers An old soul has he, loves cars from the past Collects Civil War relics and antiques Spends most his time reading and researching Reads historical fiction, lost in time Analyzes plants, insects, and ol' coins He could be described like Chaucer's Cleric "And gladly would he learn, and gladly teach." He desires, especially, silver Yet, gold and ex-presidents faces too Protects younger members of his small clan Only his hand will be attacking foe It might be his fine grades, his quirk or two That humbles his parents. Proudly they stand And admire their first born miracle A babe no more, his age will meet his soul.
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Jan 2, 2013
Jan 2, 2013 at 7:11 PM UTC
First Born ( Blank Verse)
Drown the sound of my thoughts so loud What makes my gears grind all around. My mind over analyzes and wanders My mind realizes, and yet still ponders. With all intention to stop my mind from tracing. Around the track my brain is still racing. The cycle starts to diminish, It's quieter now. it's nearly finished, The question is how? Busy smoke whistle from my ears Gears collapsing, like they've been at work for years. You've been casting my heart into the air. Pretending like I don't care, when I find strands of your hair. Though things are not as they seem. Being shouldered away, I'm still your locked dream. Surly aware, I held my spirit higher My thoughts were still burning, And raging like wildfire Linger in the slumber, the dreams we hold To watch the mold as your eyes unfold. We count the stars as our sky gets clear To pass the time as dreams get near.
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Jan 4, 2017
Jan 4, 2017 at 8:59 PM UTC
Loud thoughts
Favourite nerve-wracking days meet carefully sweet irony Journeying continues, insinuating ignored answers Porcelain begs, hoping painful exists Difficult burning overcame caring tender memories Doctor specifically outlines: indefinite, obscure, bland reality Endlessly changing predictions force desperate safe haven nothing helps Miss doll lovely, perfect, shaken, abandoned, sick, dead Wishing stops, scarring trust, tearing irrelevant curiosity, keeping nightmares closer Month, month, month, month Repetitively wrecked voice struggling situations Oh, Miss doll lovely, secure, particular, neutral, enveloped, unglued Spontaneity analyzes fortifications forcing unprotected souls overtaken faces wearing hurtful aspect Month, month, month, month Intravenous consequences silver surgeon irrelevant grace upon her heavy neckline medicated extremities Oh, Miss doll lovely, designed unconscious, forced, weary, sober, sedated Friends opinions especial curiosity suppressed predictions believed feet solely on Reason Street accompanied by Pushing Negativity nothing’s changing Second, Minute, Day, Week, Month, month, month, month Oh, Miss doll lovely, evident, profound, bare, suffering, dying Loneliness laughs limits reached heartbreaks stated emotional crashing déjà vu stays, a wishful memory deceit captivates each: Second, Minute, Hour, Day, Week, Month, month, month, month A curve catatonic victim tattered at gates of steel guarded grasping winter greatest attempts trying to understand Nurse, feet, ankles, organized steps communications understandings Fractured faces cry broken tears honest weak calling home hurts useless moonlight lips Month, month, month, month, Year, year, year, year Oh, Miss doll lovely, not waking, haunting, insane, blackened, cold
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Dec 1, 2010
Dec 1, 2010 at 9:07 AM UTC
Oh, Miss Doll Lovely
Favourite nerve-wracking days meet carefully sweet irony Journeying continues, insinuating ignored answers Porcelain begs, hoping painful exists Difficult burning overcame caring tender memories Doctor specifically outlines: indefinite, obscure, bland reality Endlessly changing predictions force desperate safe haven nothing helps Miss doll lovely, perfect, shaken, abandoned, sick, dead Wishing stops, scarring trust, tearing irrelevant curiosity, keeping nightmares closer Month, month, month, month Repetitively wrecked voice struggling situations Oh, Miss doll lovely, secure, particular, neutral, enveloped, unglued Spontaneity analyzes fortifications forcing unprotected souls overtaken faces wearing hurtful aspect Month, month, month, month Intravenous consequences silver surgeon irrelevant grace upon her heavy neckline medicated extremities Oh, Miss doll lovely, designed unconscious, forced, weary, sober, sedated Friends opinions especial curiosity suppressed predictions believed feet solely on Reason Street accompanied by Pushing Negativity nothing’s changing Second, Minute, Day, Week, Month, month, month, month Oh, Miss doll lovely, evident, profound, bare, suffering, dying Loneliness laughs limits reached heartbreaks stated emotional crashing déjà vu stays, a wishful memory deceit captivates each: Second, Minute, Hour, Day, Week, Month, month, month, month A curve catatonic victim tattered at gates of steel guarded grasping winter greatest attempts trying to understand Nurse, feet, ankles, organized steps communications understandings Fractured faces cry broken tears honest weak calling home hurts useless moonlight lips Month, month, month, month, Year, year, year, year Oh, Miss doll lovely, not waking, haunting, insane, blackened, cold
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I love this time of year seducing the nights of November faintly hearing my past self praying to my present most of my skin bare, colliding with the falls frosty air I can see the stars but feel the effortless boundaries of gravity pounding yet its somewhat comforting knowing I am contained I become more human than spirit with senses intact and in truth, it feels good, feels present to have the soul and mind separated my human wrappings can still inhale the world and feel the touch of the dead but it suppresses eternity suffocates the inner philosopher that analyzes everything as more than known..seen it hears the time ticking, senses the warmth of the clocks arms feels the weight of the choices In my present self, in my flesh, my skin I can feel the beautiful ecstasy of simply sitting on my rooftop and drinking white wine.
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Nov 1, 2013
Nov 1, 2013 at 7:41 PM UTC
Rooftops and White Wine
He Would like this poem Its short and clean and simple Nothing frilly or bright or extravagant He Is the reason for so many smiles He Protects me like a taco on a cold hard floor He Encourages me and eats pasta with me He Judges tattoos, analyzes photographs, listens to my qualms He Shows me skateboarding He Is wonderful He Is taken I Have no idea what to do.
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Mar 6, 2010
Mar 6, 2010 at 7:35 AM UTC
He
i'm seeing a psychoanalytic therapist they want to analyze me because my so called life has turned into the scariest and somehow in a country of freedom i can't be free they want to analyze me like a mathematician analyzes the graph of an unknown function psychiatric ward it says in the papers for my admission i'm not crazy somebody please give me a definition how do you think you can analyze a human you can't look inside my mind where all my thoughts are blooming creating my emotions, feelings or something of an other kind why do all my actions need a reason how do you know i didn't write that poem just to show them how i see the world it doesn't necessarily mean i'm broken just because you do not understand doesn't mean I suffer from some unknown disease why analyze a masterpiece cause that's what every single human is
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Sep 21, 2017
Sep 21, 2017 at 10:56 AM UTC
Psychoanalysis
You are fifteen the first time someone says your name like it is made of electricity. He is made of sunlight, the kind that you wake up feeling on your skin and the kind of voice you still hear ringing like your favorite song in your head even after you hang up the phone. You love him simply because he is real. When you talk to him, you no longer feel compelled to think with your brain. Rather, it is the monotonous thump within the cavern walls of your chest that does the thinking for you. When he says your name like a contagion he is desperate to catch, it skips. The spaces between the beats become less and less defines, both snare drum hearts pounding in unison for each other. Nothing else exists except for him and those hypnotic eyes, like footprints he leaves behind on the surface of your soul. Your lips meet under the luminescence of the Big Dipper above, beneath the radiance of the same stars you used to curse before you met him. You recall the moment you had given up at the irrational idea of love, shaking your fists at God, screaming questions that only time could possibly answer. The days when the only thing reverberating against your lips was a collection of absence and everything left unsaid. But those days are over, and now he looks at you- gazes into your eyes like had found what he had spent seventeen years unknowingly searching for. You can't help a smile from blossoming across your face because your heart, though it thinks, over analyzes, now it understands. He is your serendipity, a piece of heaven revealed to you at the least expected time. When all you wanted to do was destroy your fragile skin with the remnants of what could have been, he became your guardian angel. One that pulled you from the wrath and toil of your deepest afflictions and whispered, “You are safe. You are home.”
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Oct 30, 2015
Oct 30, 2015 at 9:31 AM UTC
Angel
You are fifteen the first time someone says your name like it is made of electricity. He is made of sunlight, the kind that you wake up feeling on your skin and the kind of voice you still hear ringing like your favorite song in your head even after you hang up the phone. You love him simply because he is real. When you talk to him, you no longer feel compelled to think with your brain. Rather, it is the monotonous thump within the cavern walls of your chest that does the thinking for you. When he says your name like a contagion he is desperate to catch, it skips. The spaces between the beats become less and less defines, both snare drum hearts pounding in unison for each other. Nothing else exists except for him and those hypnotic eyes, like footprints he leaves behind on the surface of your soul. Your lips meet under the luminescence of the Big Dipper above, beneath the radiance of the same stars you used to curse before you met him. You recall the moment you had given up at the irrational idea of love, shaking your fists at God, screaming questions that only time could possibly answer. The days when the only thing reverberating against your lips was a collection of absence and everything left unsaid. But those days are over, and now he looks at you- gazes into your eyes like had found what he had spent seventeen years unknowingly searching for. You can't help a smile from blossoming across your face because your heart, though it thinks, over analyzes, now it understands. He is your serendipity, a piece of heaven revealed to you at the least expected time. When all you wanted to do was destroy your fragile skin with the remnants of what could have been, he became your guardian angel. One that pulled you from the wrath and toil of your deepest afflictions and whispered, “You are safe. You are home.”
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And as the seconds tick away, I countdown to my departure. Four more days, I think to myself. That's all I need to endure before I leave this place. I'll leave this small town and return to my former French town. I can't wait to see faces and hear voices I haven't in a while. But, I can't help but feel it was my fault all along. Maybe you've poisoned me. Maybe you know I'd **** to have you be my everything. Unfairly, your words penetrate my thoughts like a needle through a water balloon. And like a sponge, my brain over analyzes each word. And, like a young child, I get wrapped in my imagination, teetering between one idea and another. I'm indecisive, I always have been, but if there's one thing I know, ninety-six hours to go.
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Dec 23, 2012
Dec 23, 2012 at 12:02 AM UTC
Four Days
He says hello And he means simply that. She analyzes such an intro and draws plans to enact. He shrugs his shoulders Because he really doesn't know. She reads too far in and can't seem to let it go. He walks away Because there's nothing left to say. She remains drowning Distressed damsal in a falsified play.
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Nov 3, 2011
Nov 3, 2011 at 4:14 PM UTC
He and She
She stood by the window Watching the rain pour down It was as though each drop That hit the glass and rolled down Was a short lie A number of those hitting the window Before her eyes Yet in felt as though it was raining inside The drops left their physical bodies on the glass And their souls proceeded to become one with her The cold of the floor going through her feet in to her legs The teacup in her hand is empty She analyzes the beautiful blue pattern Looks like something a sweet elderly lady would have in her cuboard On the bottom it says "made in England" A snort of derision and dry smile As she turns away from the rain She catches a glimpse of her own reflection in the mirror She shortly runs her finger by the deep wrinkles mocking her on her face Age meant nothing to her, they were not enemies She smiled at her age It had no power here
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Mar 18, 2015
Mar 18, 2015 at 6:04 AM UTC
Blue patterns
A sadistic sickened scatter brain is something I consider myself to be Not in the over emotional attention seeking teenager kind of way, more in the overthinking pain seeker, seeking love and affection where I know I'll get hurt It isn't much of wanting to get hurt, it's more like wanting to be with someone so badly that you don't care how badly you're getting hurt because of it, someone who over analyzes how to get someone else to fall in love with them, forgetting to care about themselves and only caring about the person they want so badly to be in love with It really shouldn't be hard, it should be easy I know I don't ever shut the **** up about you, but I can't help myself As much as I hate this, I can't stop You're everything I want Really you aren't, I really don't know what it is about you Maybe it's your recklessness and how badly I wish I didn't care about everything like you don't You pull off danger in the most seductive way, always on some **** that I've never heard of, and I ache so badly to have you You're a ******* car crash and let me be the first to tell you that I'd die for a rush like you You live on the edge and I'm stuck in my safe place I'm finally coming to the realization that being in my safe place is good for me You're just so enticing, I'd do anything to get a taste Maybe it's the lust that's trying to convince me that this isn't love Maybe this is love and we're just too young You keep coming into my life and I can't tell if I should appreciate it or hate it Either way, I don't know what I'd do without it I don't know what I'd do without you It ***** to be so attached to someone that doesn't even really know you're in love with them It's been five years and your face was and still is the only face that could make my heart flutter with a simple glance I just wish I knew what was holding me back I don't know if it's a sign, that I should keep away, that you're a mistake Or if it's just my head holding me back because of the ones who came into my life and rocked my world so badly that I don't have the ability to trust anything or anyone anymore I don't know if the ones who ruined me were there to make me realize that you're my diamond in the rough, or if they taught me to stay away from bad feelings like this one I know I should talk to you, but instead, here's another poem documenting the breaking of my heart Maybe that's why I'm so self loathing If I hurt myself, no one else has the chance to You don't even need to break my heart, I'm doing it myself
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Jun 10, 2016
Jun 10, 2016 at 4:18 AM UTC
Another ****** Poem About My Ongoing Heartbreak
A sadistic sickened scatter brain is something I consider myself to be Not in the over emotional attention seeking teenager kind of way, more in the overthinking pain seeker, seeking love and affection where I know I'll get hurt It isn't much of wanting to get hurt, it's more like wanting to be with someone so badly that you don't care how badly you're getting hurt because of it, someone who over analyzes how to get someone else to fall in love with them, forgetting to care about themselves and only caring about the person they want so badly to be in love with It really shouldn't be hard, it should be easy I know I don't ever shut the **** up about you, but I can't help myself As much as I hate this, I can't stop You're everything I want Really you aren't, I really don't know what it is about you Maybe it's your recklessness and how badly I wish I didn't care about everything like you don't You pull off danger in the most seductive way, always on some **** that I've never heard of, and I ache so badly to have you You're a ******* car crash and let me be the first to tell you that I'd die for a rush like you You live on the edge and I'm stuck in my safe place I'm finally coming to the realization that being in my safe place is good for me You're just so enticing, I'd do anything to get a taste Maybe it's the lust that's trying to convince me that this isn't love Maybe this is love and we're just too young You keep coming into my life and I can't tell if I should appreciate it or hate it Either way, I don't know what I'd do without it I don't know what I'd do without you It ***** to be so attached to someone that doesn't even really know you're in love with them It's been five years and your face was and still is the only face that could make my heart flutter with a simple glance I just wish I knew what was holding me back I don't know if it's a sign, that I should keep away, that you're a mistake Or if it's just my head holding me back because of the ones who came into my life and rocked my world so badly that I don't have the ability to trust anything or anyone anymore I don't know if the ones who ruined me were there to make me realize that you're my diamond in the rough, or if they taught me to stay away from bad feelings like this one I know I should talk to you, but instead, here's another poem documenting the breaking of my heart Maybe that's why I'm so self loathing If I hurt myself, no one else has the chance to You don't even need to break my heart, I'm doing it myself
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Not all people live in fear. Many goes on like life doesn't stop. Not all people gets intimidated. They accepts the fate that dealt to them. Whether it's from wars. Or the neighborhoods they surrounded by. Tears are shed from the people that cried. And tears are shed for those that survive. Life doesn't come to an end. Because one person chose to be a fool. Brave souls just knows life continue on. To surrender to the men of threats. Means you giving into a frightful pest. Brave souls knows life goes on. The news analyzes the aftermath. While speculating about their find. While many knows the facts are wrong many of times. So to the brave souls. Remember, this one line "life goes on." From life. From death. From threats. Through all tears there a form of happiness.
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Apr 20, 2013
Apr 20, 2013 at 12:05 PM UTC
Brave Souls(Life Goes On)
didn't take long before the toxicity filled your mouth and I'm not talking about all the cigarettes you smoke- I'm not referring to the blow you once had up your nose. The leech has reached your lips- you said this was the last time but I know just like all the others that was a lie. You cannot fool the girl who analyzes for a living who hides under her rock and watches as people **** up. She's social but doesn't leave her head space so she can see right through the strides you think you take and the love you think you're making but instead of savioring what you think is special you are destroying your insides. Breath it out, stop it from consuming your body- you're aloud to run away without question you shouldn't have to make excuses anymore. A friend of mine clings to toxic things and not the drink and drugs and designer clothing but the girl with the long hair who dresses like she owns the night only just to ruin his. I wish he could see right through this- but he doesn't want to feel so alone inside of a city so big. He's not so sure what home feels like anymore so he uses her for comfort when all she's doing is making his heart fail. And he could never even tell the difference.
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Jun 15, 2016
Jun 15, 2016 at 10:37 PM UTC
Doomsdating
Have you ever had that feeling- that feeling when a particular individual catches your eye? That squirm in your stomach which, in horror, tells your brain to ACT NATURAL. He’s just a boy you’re just a girl. Could it ever be...more? Have you ever had that feeling- that feeling when your phone springs to life in a whir of vibrations and light and the name you wished to see magically appears like shooting stars against a midnight sky? A smile spreads unexpectedly from the corners of your mouth when he tells you to have a good day and sounds like he genuinely means it. However, enchanting as this may be I’m afraid to invest in half-fantasies that I’m not entirely sure are real, but not totally confident they’re false... My head over-analyzes everything you’ve ever said even as I’m screaming “STOP.” If this continues there will be nothing left of me; just the shining image of you I’ve created. They say, “if you’ve got nothing, you’ve got nothing to lose.” They also say, “easier said than done.” But I feel like taking a chance; all I want is you. This world is too obscure to live each day in darkness. So welcome happiness into your being and accept that heaven -or hell isn’t that far away. Suppress each feeling of disdain and replace it with feelings of compassion. Don’t leave words unsaid because they usually end in regret say it now. Remember you are not alone life isn’t as confusing as you think it is and everyone deserves a happy beginning; don’t worry about the ending.
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Feb 15, 2012
Feb 15, 2012 at 12:06 AM UTC
Beginnings
Have you ever had that feeling- that feeling when a particular individual catches your eye? That squirm in your stomach which, in horror, tells your brain to ACT NATURAL. He’s just a boy you’re just a girl. Could it ever be...more? Have you ever had that feeling- that feeling when your phone springs to life in a whir of vibrations and light and the name you wished to see magically appears like shooting stars against a midnight sky? A smile spreads unexpectedly from the corners of your mouth when he tells you to have a good day and sounds like he genuinely means it. However, enchanting as this may be I’m afraid to invest in half-fantasies that I’m not entirely sure are real, but not totally confident they’re false... My head over-analyzes everything you’ve ever said even as I’m screaming “STOP.” If this continues there will be nothing left of me; just the shining image of you I’ve created. They say, “if you’ve got nothing, you’ve got nothing to lose.” They also say, “easier said than done.” But I feel like taking a chance; all I want is you. This world is too obscure to live each day in darkness. So welcome happiness into your being and accept that heaven -or hell isn’t that far away. Suppress each feeling of disdain and replace it with feelings of compassion. Don’t leave words unsaid because they usually end in regret say it now. Remember you are not alone life isn’t as confusing as you think it is and everyone deserves a happy beginning; don’t worry about the ending.
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Words in the air Like slow-shifting clouds This cross that I bear Is growing too loud Now, I don't know what to do Floating ceaselessly My fabric's come unglued Now, oh now Now I wanna run away How, oh how Can I just run away? Now, oh now, I want to ******* run away How, oh how Can I just ******* run away? Time passes by without a second thought My mind analyzes only what I can see Feelings disappear without a single battle fought Why can't we just be we and just be free? No, because it's just never that easy Because if it was, then life would be pretty ****** Why, oh why Can't things just be breezy? Now, oh now I wish things were easy Why, oh why Do I need to be pleasing? Now, oh now I'm just searching for meaning Now, oh now I'm just searching for meaning I'm just searching for meaning Just searching for meaning For meaning in this mess Meaning in this mess
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Aug 28, 2013
Aug 28, 2013 at 10:15 AM UTC
Meaning in the Mess
A boy trapped in a growing man's body. Emotions uncontrollable Environments unstable Afraid of the past Terrified of the future Living only reluctantly in the now. His history is a mess of abuse, negligence, heartbreak, and death. He forgets the first, pretends the second wasn't his fault, relives the third daily, and is so used to the fourth he just doesn't care. Tragedy isn't tragic when it's the norm. Misused by his father, Mistreated by his peers, Misunderstood by the world. And yet, he tries. His emotions get the best of him. So he separates. Confronts. Analyzes. Reinstates. Stronger than ever, he tries again. He no longer denies his emotions, and instead accepts them gladly. Things are fine. But he can feel them slipping. So he devotes himself to his own, personal solution. He works day in, day out to understand just who he is and what he's feeling. Acting isn't the right word, but it's the one people use. He prefers "living." Having done it on a daily basis for years, it only makes sense to continue to do so. But this time, with a new goal. A new frame of mind. He wants to be happy. happy with his past, happy with who he is, what he's done, where he's going. Just, happy. Not that he isn't, now. Now, he's reflecting. In his quest to trust himself, he loses the trust of others. "You're an actor. I'm scared that I can't tell when you're being honest, or just pretending." I'll ignore them saying that what I do on a daily basis is pretend, and just say, it still hurts. It hurts more than everything up to that point and he begins to lose trust in himself. The first time he hears it, doubt. The second, fear. The third, anger. And as he writes and/or speaks it again, to taste the taunt on his tongue, for the eight thousand millionth time... Vulnerability. And this isn't his usual subject. usually he tries to change the lives of others, to write about something more than himself. Right now, that isn't the case. Right now, he's dropping his facade, one he'd forgotten he was wearing, and begging strangers who he can trust more than his loved ones to simply trust him. It's hard. To try and make the world better. He's not a saint, or martyr, and he's not trying to be. He's human, and he's in more pain than he'll ever let on. Except amidst a sea of faces and words and songs and writing and ideas he may never see again. Here, he finds comfort. Trust. Peace. Here he is more at home than in his mother's arms. All he asks is for you to trust him, in kind. He thanks you now, having finished reflecting, for doing so.
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Aug 15, 2015
Aug 15, 2015 at 3:34 AM UTC
Umwelt.
A boy trapped in a growing man's body. Emotions uncontrollable Environments unstable Afraid of the past Terrified of the future Living only reluctantly in the now. His history is a mess of abuse, negligence, heartbreak, and death. He forgets the first, pretends the second wasn't his fault, relives the third daily, and is so used to the fourth he just doesn't care. Tragedy isn't tragic when it's the norm. Misused by his father, Mistreated by his peers, Misunderstood by the world. And yet, he tries. His emotions get the best of him. So he separates. Confronts. Analyzes. Reinstates. Stronger than ever, he tries again. He no longer denies his emotions, and instead accepts them gladly. Things are fine. But he can feel them slipping. So he devotes himself to his own, personal solution. He works day in, day out to understand just who he is and what he's feeling. Acting isn't the right word, but it's the one people use. He prefers "living." Having done it on a daily basis for years, it only makes sense to continue to do so. But this time, with a new goal. A new frame of mind. He wants to be happy. happy with his past, happy with who he is, what he's done, where he's going. Just, happy. Not that he isn't, now. Now, he's reflecting. In his quest to trust himself, he loses the trust of others. "You're an actor. I'm scared that I can't tell when you're being honest, or just pretending." I'll ignore them saying that what I do on a daily basis is pretend, and just say, it still hurts. It hurts more than everything up to that point and he begins to lose trust in himself. The first time he hears it, doubt. The second, fear. The third, anger. And as he writes and/or speaks it again, to taste the taunt on his tongue, for the eight thousand millionth time... Vulnerability. And this isn't his usual subject. usually he tries to change the lives of others, to write about something more than himself. Right now, that isn't the case. Right now, he's dropping his facade, one he'd forgotten he was wearing, and begging strangers who he can trust more than his loved ones to simply trust him. It's hard. To try and make the world better. He's not a saint, or martyr, and he's not trying to be. He's human, and he's in more pain than he'll ever let on. Except amidst a sea of faces and words and songs and writing and ideas he may never see again. Here, he finds comfort. Trust. Peace. Here he is more at home than in his mother's arms. All he asks is for you to trust him, in kind. He thanks you now, having finished reflecting, for doing so.
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She sees him from across the highway He's looking back at her one hand in his pocket, the other spanning a wave So she blows him kisses and gestures her heart but it can't possibly reach him because cars and semis stretch them apart so she spins in circles and sees what surrounds the sight isn't nice Because he's not around she analyzes her chances at dodging a bullet and admits that they don't look good But she decides that her happiness will always be worth it She puffs out her chest and takes in some air and sees him smirking at her She closes her eyes as the wind blows her hair Wind below her feet, she skates across the road she's never felt this rush before and faster than expected, across from him she showed Proud of the miracle that brought her across the highway She reaches for the hand by his side But he turns his back and walks away.
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Nov 29, 2011
Nov 29, 2011 at 6:25 PM UTC
Just Another Story that Rhymes
Air is always crisp, no matter where I am Cool air swirls into my lungs I think, I think and I think I'd like to shut off this part of me that over-analyzes Because I have this feeling that if I just quiet my mind I'll experience such profound insight like never before It sounds counter intuitive, But ceasing to verbalize just may be the gateway to most of our solutions When I dream I go places or do things unfathomable I use to live quite an unfathomable life Even though back then I was really depressed and disassociated When I look back, it's weird Because it seems to me like I should have been having the best times of my life But really I was just in situations That looked fun and thrilling But I was just so perturbed back then I lived as wildly as Hunter S Thompson back then Or maybe I was like Jack Kerouac, On The Road It sounds fun But I was just always on the run Always trying to escape to the point of escaping my own mind by dissociating Looking into the mirror and feeling so distant from the reflected image Taking dangerous concoctions of alcohol and drugs And not a moment of my waking life was their a point where I wasn't high on **** Making that Mary Jane be my codependent lover One I couldn't live without Even with the paranoia and the panic attacks... Last night I had a dream that I smoked **** again And my throat closed up and I started choking... In that dream I remember what it was like Back in my senior year of high school I can barely remember It was all just an excruciatingly painful blur I wake up to my reality, and although it's not all I want it to be I couldn't be more grateful That I'm out of the self sabotage With a healthier personality It's weird to think of who I used to be Because of how much I've changed I can't believe that was who I used to be Radically reformed is my identity It's just really weird, you see It's beyond human reason to understand this change that has happened in me.
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Nov 5, 2016
Nov 5, 2016 at 8:16 AM UTC
Beyond Human Reason
Air is always crisp, no matter where I am Cool air swirls into my lungs I think, I think and I think I'd like to shut off this part of me that over-analyzes Because I have this feeling that if I just quiet my mind I'll experience such profound insight like never before It sounds counter intuitive, But ceasing to verbalize just may be the gateway to most of our solutions When I dream I go places or do things unfathomable I use to live quite an unfathomable life Even though back then I was really depressed and disassociated When I look back, it's weird Because it seems to me like I should have been having the best times of my life But really I was just in situations That looked fun and thrilling But I was just so perturbed back then I lived as wildly as Hunter S Thompson back then Or maybe I was like Jack Kerouac, On The Road It sounds fun But I was just always on the run Always trying to escape to the point of escaping my own mind by dissociating Looking into the mirror and feeling so distant from the reflected image Taking dangerous concoctions of alcohol and drugs And not a moment of my waking life was their a point where I wasn't high on **** Making that Mary Jane be my codependent lover One I couldn't live without Even with the paranoia and the panic attacks... Last night I had a dream that I smoked **** again And my throat closed up and I started choking... In that dream I remember what it was like Back in my senior year of high school I can barely remember It was all just an excruciatingly painful blur I wake up to my reality, and although it's not all I want it to be I couldn't be more grateful That I'm out of the self sabotage With a healthier personality It's weird to think of who I used to be Because of how much I've changed I can't believe that was who I used to be Radically reformed is my identity It's just really weird, you see It's beyond human reason to understand this change that has happened in me.
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it's in your head, darling it's all in your head it isn't real you're making it up you're so paranoid, baby they don't think about you not nearly as much as you assume you're making it up you're so pessimistic, honey no one can be that bad you're perfectly normal you're making it up you're so conceited, gorgeous loving boys with your toes in the water when they're up to their necks in you you're making it up you think too much, darling no one analyzes this the way you do no one cares as much as you do but oh, what if they did?
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Jun 17, 2014
Jun 17, 2014 at 6:14 PM UTC
you're making it up
My inner fears Are driving my tears There’s got to be a right way to go Do I choose left or turn right? (the future would be good to know…) If I go with the path of my heart Ignoring thoughts of my mind Results could be drastic Or as minor as being unkind My head analyzes each step Pondering possibilities of every move I’d make Logical reasoning ignoring emotions? How much more can I take? Should I close my eyes Spin round and round? Should I scream into the wind? Or wait for something profound? Each interchange of thought and emotion Could bring about happiness or wrath Each day new thoughts new emotion Each day a new path
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Jun 17, 2015
Jun 17, 2015 at 5:32 AM UTC
Which Way?
"I am accustomed to pain!" shouts Frankenstein's monster. Van Helsing desperately pleading to pull him out of his desperate, life controlling despair. The life parallels to this scene I have were already highlighted, in a previous poem, showing my friends to be quite heroic. Just like the monster portrayed in this movie, I also struggle with finding hope within the bleak hand I've been dealt. "How could the world go back when so much bad has happened?" Sam asks Frodo, referring to the raging war. He continues, "A new day will come, when the sun shines it will shine brighter." How is it, in a world surrounded by death and destruction, that someone can look to the potential future and find promise? The optimism stands out, especially considered the source. Hobbits weren't looked to as leaders, but in this moment, Sam was one. "I know you play msterious to avoid getting hurt." psycho-analyzes Scott Pilgrim, showing talent outside of guitar-playing. "I know you have reasons for not talking about your past." Oh, Scott...don't we all? Scott shows us bravery is not a required part of the operation, but merely a deep understanding for those around us. Showing we can't all just run away like Forrest Gump, but surround ourselves with people who care. While I doubt people turn to movies such as Van Helsing, The Two Towers, and S.P. vs the World for advice but I find it foolish to turn down free wisdom falling into my lap. So you shouldn't take things at first glance, they're worth considering.
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Apr 19, 2014
Apr 19, 2014 at 6:11 PM UTC
Movie Night
"I am accustomed to pain!" shouts Frankenstein's monster. Van Helsing desperately pleading to pull him out of his desperate, life controlling despair. The life parallels to this scene I have were already highlighted, in a previous poem, showing my friends to be quite heroic. Just like the monster portrayed in this movie, I also struggle with finding hope within the bleak hand I've been dealt. "How could the world go back when so much bad has happened?" Sam asks Frodo, referring to the raging war. He continues, "A new day will come, when the sun shines it will shine brighter." How is it, in a world surrounded by death and destruction, that someone can look to the potential future and find promise? The optimism stands out, especially considered the source. Hobbits weren't looked to as leaders, but in this moment, Sam was one. "I know you play msterious to avoid getting hurt." psycho-analyzes Scott Pilgrim, showing talent outside of guitar-playing. "I know you have reasons for not talking about your past." Oh, Scott...don't we all? Scott shows us bravery is not a required part of the operation, but merely a deep understanding for those around us. Showing we can't all just run away like Forrest Gump, but surround ourselves with people who care. While I doubt people turn to movies such as Van Helsing, The Two Towers, and S.P. vs the World for advice but I find it foolish to turn down free wisdom falling into my lap. So you shouldn't take things at first glance, they're worth considering.
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Why is it that some find love and others don’t? We visit the exact same places and see the same faces Yet one will see what the other does not! Many times all it took - was a glance or a stray look. Maybe! It is a feeling, a tingling sensation That will start a lifelong creation. Yet love may come by chance to create the perfect romance. How did you meet your loved one? Were you searching or was it by chance. Only you can answer that, and can you recall how it started it all? OOOH! The fond memory of when love was at its peak It is the feeling that you will forever keep! Do you remember the first kiss, the first embrace? And when your heart began to race. The love that you saw in one another s eyes And how you stayed hypnotized. I know it starts different for a guy than a girl Because for the guy it starts, off as a whirl. The girl sees beyond that whirl or fling because she analyzes everything. She will take the steps and lead the way And from that moment on the guys must pray That he has the strength to get away but in his heart, he wants to stay. YOU’RE HOOKED !
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Apr 11, 2014
Apr 11, 2014 at 10:43 PM UTC
recalling your love
Walk in the room with small heels that pump-up that goddess spirit. As she walk with pure grace, pure light, pure energy, but carry a blade and shield. Is she a warrior or is she a wife? Could she be her? Men stare, women stare, while her loving spirit pulls her energy captivating entire desires, hopes, and dreams. But who do she choose? No one as her prince will present himself as the light will shine brighter than white. Drawn by coincidence or purpose, living in a dream analyzing all abundance spitting out emotions, desires, dreams, religion, death, aliens, energy, spirits, life, and God. Struck by love whom analyzes all wants and desires  instead of analyzing self creating more desires, abundance. Balanced with a scale through life judging decisions trapped in a road of fog but still succeeding, thus purpose. As the road that I began, the fog began to lift, as I saw a bright light approaching towards me as I thought, is it the end, yet a voice spoken, no my child this is only the beginning of the beginning as you are eternal light activating every kindred spirit's light, that the ghost you are showing the past, present, and the future towards all hope and desire that the faith you traveled is yet the most magnificent journey to travel.
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Dec 14, 2015
Dec 14, 2015 at 7:39 PM UTC
Dark/Light
Knuckles white, Bared teeth that clack together with every barked out, growled out insult. Black eyes that show nothing but cold ferocity, And your tears reflected in the churning, opaque surface. Red lips, curled over teeth that are too light, And a tongue that's too sharp. The silver tongued flattery is gone, any sense of mercy or humanity within her words is gone. She's throwing insults, And they're pointed but not full of curse words. Things like, "Your useless daddy issues and ability to use people to give you a sense of self worth makes you even more pathetic than I previously had thought," Or "How emotionally unstable and black heart'd do you have to be to lie through your teeth and attempt at wounding people worlds smarter than you are, you sick freak?" Something else about crying wolf and worthless worms. She analyzes people to dehumanize them. You're sickened by her words and ability to be so cruel, And the hot rage boiling inside her makes you feel queasy, So you slam the door and lock it, Locking her away. She wasn't talking about you, But she is you, And that scares you more Than you're sickened by the people she was talking about.
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Nov 15, 2016
Nov 15, 2016 at 4:42 PM UTC
Beasts and Disassociation
*history repeats its childhood and dwells on its faults in need of psychotherapy it analyzes its insecurities and cannot bear to be told what to do it finds freedom in repetition like a machine gun against the cold streams of ****** victims immediate and visceral silence overcame our blankets and wrapped us up in fear our guardians whispered warnings that we could never hear*
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Jul 17, 2017
Jul 17, 2017 at 12:20 AM UTC
a history lesson