As the darkness sets
And the mist rises
My eyes shift to the image of you

My soul creeps to find peace
How should I tell it 
that its peering 
In a bloodied place

I detach my eyes 
From your distorted image
Fragments of you 
fading elsewhere

Stop scrutinising 
Nothing can be found
Nothing but the nothingness itself


The day feels heavy today
My shoulders and knees weak
Maybe closing my eyelids would be of aid

I feel alone
Again

Why am I not enough to help myself?
Cant I be enough?
Oh why do I rely on you?

With a mind dense with fog 
Thoughts carelessly thrown around
I know not what to do

Im a standby in my own brain