You said I was beautiful,
But it was just to flirt.

You said you loved me,
But you said that to everyone else.

You said you cared for me,
But you weren't there when I needed you the most.

You said you'd never do it again,
But I counted twice.

Once i was with you
All hell broke lose
What was i suppose to do
When i was just being used?

It all started when i borrowed your pen,
We became best friends then,
We were meant to be there for each other,
We were meant to fall together,

You told me your love,
The one that shattered your heart,
You told me your past,
The one that broke you down,
You told me your regrets,
The ones that haunted you every night.

Whenever you fall,
Remember to call,
Because i will always be there to bring you back up,
So... Never give up.
On US.

Why?
Do you always say bye?
Why?
Do you always cry?
Why?
Must you always lie?
Why? Why? Why?

Love at first sight
Seem all so bright
What happen last night
Was just a false light

Its not pointless.
There is still a reason for you to live
You still mean something to me
I know you are tired of your insomnia and depression
I know you are exhausted of fighting your own thoughts
I know you are sick of fighting suicide
Don't give up, continue holding on
Because I will always be there to fight with you no matter what happens

What is trust?

Trust is fake.
Trust will fade.

Trust is a fantasy,
That never existed.
So don't get your hopes high upon it,
Because one day...
It will get crushed beneath it.

I think of you all day
I think of you all night
I think of all your laughters
I think of your smile

Your voice that warms my heart
Your face that makes me smile
Am I in love with you now?

Sometimes I wonder,
Why do I have to encounter,
Things that fill my life with thunder

The words that you said,
They cut through my heart,

The things you said behind my back,
They reminds me of sorrow

After all the things you had done,
The only thing I could do,
was to smile and pretend nothing had happened

But what is left on me,
Are cuts that are left unseen

I cried,
And you cheered me up.

After all the things I had done,
You were still there to cheer me up.

Was it just an imagination?
Or
Was it real?

I give up,
I'm so done,
I'm sick of your crap,
I can't take it anymore,

Bye, Best friend.

Happiness is just a temporary feeling,
Sadness is what scars you for life

You were there,
You were the one who helped me,
You were the one that cared,

I'm sorry that I hurt you,
I'm sorry that I wasn't there,
Would you forgive me,
If I sincerely apologise?

All the pain I felt,
All the sorrow I experienced
All the suffering I faced

I couldnt tell you,
Because you would never understand,
How it feels to be a suicidal.

Standing in the front line
had to skip my dine
had to choose to fight
couldn't change the flag white

I can't blame you for leaving me alone
I can't be mad at you

Because I started it first

I love you,
And I love the way you are