I see why they laugh
and talk behind my back,
yet instead of telling
me the truth they hide them
with little lies but I can see what they
hide from me I see why they say "
you need help"
your crazy in the head" and
"why must you act like that?"
even my own mother says
"sometimes I just want to hit you so bad"
they make me a lone wolf away from the pack.
But you know what I don't care
I may only be able to
hide my tears for oh so long
soon they will show
hot tears running down my face.
I see my relection I hate it
shows me why the people talk
I see why they talk
I see why they laugh they don't know what I
have been through and what I have seen
they only know the outer side of me...

Staring in the mirror,
Her heart and mind snapped,
Despite her shield of stars,
She couldn’t stay intact.
The thoughts,
The voices,
The temptations-
To change,
To be,
To see
Were all unseen.

They dont make it
the beautiful die in flame-
sucide pills,rat poison,rope what-
ever...
they rip their arms off,
throw themselves out of windows,
they pull their eyes out of the sockets,
reject love
reject hate
reject,reject.

they do'nt make it
the beautiful can't endure,
they are butterflies
they are doves
they are sparrows,
they dont make it.

onetall shot of flame
while the old men play checkers in the park
one flame,one good flame
while the old men play checkers in the park
in the sun.

the beautiful are found in the edge of a room
crumpled into spiders and needles and silence
and we can never understand why they
left,they were so
beautiful.

they dont make it,
the beautiful die young
and leave the ugly to their ugly lives.

lovley and brilliant: life and suidcide and death
as the old men play checkers in the sun
in the park.

I sit I wonder,My mind a blunder.
            Sunny outside,yet all I hear is thunder.

People can see into the future.
Their future.
One with others.
One with others gone.

Time.
Is.
Man-made.
Happiness.
Is.
A.
Choice.

The bad day.
The awkward situation.
The birthday.
The ride home.
The next day.

Heart and mind decide.
Who we let into our world.
And what we read,
and who we are,
allows us to be intimate,
we excel by far.

What does that mean?
You're acting funny.
I'm not in the mood.
Are you ******* serious?
I've had enough!

In any close relationship,
fights will happen.
They always happen.
Start to finish.
Friendships seemed diminished.

I'm sorry.
Me too.
My fault.
No mine.
Friends?
Friends.

Every relationship we hold.
With men and women.
Define us.
And when you have friends,
it is your decision to be apart,
of their lives.
It takes nothing but heart.
So fear never strives.

Happiness.
Is.
A.
Choice.

Baby
I see in your eyes
The future
The present
Little knowing spheres
Of wonder and knowledge
Gleaming brightly
So fragile
So beautiful
Creation and knowledge
Hidden in your form