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white coat Sep 2014
Your love just isn't enough
These pills just aren't enough

My screams aren't loud enough

There's just not enough

I'm too tired to bide time anymore
white coat Sep 2014
I saw you yesterday
First in my own face shrinking in the mirror
Like I do every morning

Then in your garage

We smoked until it hurt
Until we were tired
Until we could talk about that night without grieving

"I'd give anything to go back to that night, just that night"

The night we hurt each other
The night we gave each other something that no one else could understand

I lit your cigarette hazily in the backyard because your hands were covered in gasoline
I forget what we talked about

What I do remember was the expression on his face when he showed up unannounced
hurt
angry

I don't know why I stayed
Maybe because I couldn't move
Maybe because I was scared for you

He was screaming so loudly, and I heard your plants break

Then he came outside
"let me ask you one question"
I laughed at him
I told him I wouldn't go
That he was dangerous
Crazy

I proclaimed your innocence

But you came outside
With tears in your eyes and your throat bright red
You asked me to leave

So I did
white coat Sep 2014
And so do funerals

You ******* witch how did you do this to me
I'm grieving over you so much, I can't stop screaming
And these ******* tears won't stop beaming in the moonlight
The moonlight that's tried to wipe your kisses off my cheek night after night
Tried to absolve me from the smell of your hair

I could write about your eyes, but I know you hate that
I could right about the cracks in your skin, but you'd probably like that

Evil poisonous girl
You've ruined me
white coat Sep 2014
You drive your hands so deep into my throat

And oh how I ache from head to toe

And oh the colors on my freshly marked skin

I am livestock, and you brand me with kisses and lust

Your hands up my skirt, brushing over my lace, while your god is watching you fall away from glory and inside of me

We taste like sin
And oh how sweet it tasted going down my throat
white coat Sep 2014
Everyone is born alone
And everyone dies alone
And in this you are not unique

Problems around you grow so big that solution is no longer something thought about
You are born alone
You contribute to the evil
You die alone

And sometimes you will scream at the injustice
Sometimes you will fall down with the overwhelming sadness that nothing is ok
nothing is ok

nothing is ok

nothing
white coat Sep 2014
We literally kissed until our lips bled

But you will not take my dress off
white coat Sep 2014
He choked me until I went under the other day
And oh my god it felt so great
My eyes teared up and my mind went dark
And oh how I wanted him to keep going

Is this how rope would feel too?
I mean surely it would yield the same affect except much faster

If so death would be so easy
Death would feel so good
Death would take 30 seconds of pure pleasure

**** falling to the break of my bones and drowning in the ***** water of my passed
I want to be cut off from the poison that is oxygen
I want salvation at last

I can't do it now because I love you
But please oh please do it again
I'll practice with you for what will happen after you get bored and leave

I have no fear of death
None what so ever
******* thank you darling I love you so much
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