Garden of flight
Blue skies above
Picket fence below
Peaceful breeze
Brings forth delight
Wild flowers blooming amour
Attracting feathered creatures
Vibrantly colored grandeur
Together many vibrant lepidoptera
Flying through~°•°○•°°•°•°
Close adoration you may
Even catch sight of a ladybug too
Effloresce burst into bloom
On this flowering stage~°•
Displaying petals of flourish
Bringing forth spring
Blossoms with rage°•

Some become dormant
In who they used to be
Does that make a difference
Since they feel
'No cares enough
To pay attention to me'
Oh yes, they may say they want others
To hear their words
Truth be known
They do not grasp the meaning
They may even consider them absurd
For the most part they say
"I have learned not to let it bother me"
Time to time loneliness
Conforms into a heart of absentee

Is it wisdom, age
Or pain of gravity
That concretes Heaven
As an unwavering
Sacred place to be
Memories of my past
Life quite divine
Each New Year to come
Swells forth wisdom
Silencing my heart
Setting my mind to numb
My soul longing for the spring
Blooming youth once again
Freshness of discovering
Who I have become
Where I long to be
My swells with nostalgia
Comprehension my true
Destination is heavenly
Befitting blissful beauty
PEACE

My is home is full of
Antibiotics and antihistamine
Not family this Christmas
Not what I had planned
Yet, I can withstand
For the glory of Our Lord
JESUS CHRIST
Will suffice
He shall carry us through
Prayer to Him is all I need to do
He gave His life
To pay for my sin
I shall withstand any of this worlds suffering
To one day be with Him
Until then His
Holy Spirit will guide me
Opening my heart
To a love that I pray
For all to see
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL
AND HAPPY NEW YEAR TO BE
LOVE, WENDY

The Holy Spirit
Dwells within me
Some cannot
Imagine how
This can be
I tell you
She shakes
My soul
Constant
Assurance
Faith
Jesus
Will make
Me whole

Decorating the house
Christmas is on the way
Ms. Boots is ecstatic
Curiousity is bursting
Instigation to play
Bubble wrap and
Glitter all over the floor
This is just the beginning
As the days move forward
Empty boxes to jump into
And so much more
Perhaps when Mama & Papa
Are not home she can climb
That sparkling  tree
Christmas......
Oh, What an adventure for my kitty

Childhood times
~~Flowing through the mind
°•Butterfly fly above
The monkeys home
Filled with love
Pinkish hues of ecstasy
A childhood vision is forever
In the heart ♡
~~Relax, remember it never leaves○•

Dream of a day
Human nature would be to pray
Instead of wasting time
Accusing others of crimes
If only we could learn the
Peace of getting along
Working together
Building each other up
Our country may once
Again become strong
Until then we will appear
To be doubtful fools
Seeking rewards
When we are cruel
Satan celebrating as
The election progresses
For our hatred of one another building
Is only one of his successes
Perhaps, we should remember
What America stood for
In it's original day
For United we stand
Divided we will be
Blown away

One of me and my cousins
favorite places to play
Was behind Papas shop
I can still smell the saw dust
Repairs were made
That one could trust
Made from cinder blocks
Was a minnow pond
There is where Papa
Raised his own fishing bait
The wild blackberry field
Grew thorny on the other
Side of the gate
Best times of my youth
Spent on The Hill
Jumping off the pumphouse
Drawing in the sand
Playing chase with my cousins
While waiting for Grandma's
Sunday dinner,
Youth was so grand
Uncle Beaty's trailor was at the center Of the hill,  where his sister's took turn Caring for him, where his wisdom
Was instilled
When I brought Uncle Beaty
His dinner I would stay
To listen to his prayers
He placed in my heart
God's truth deeply within
Protecting me from my future of sin
For the simpleness of life
The greats of my family
Have revealed to me
Is to spread the love of
Jesus,  your heart will be
♡♡♡Set free♡♡♡

Storm in the sky, storm in my soul
Injustice in the world makes sense
To whom, I do not know
Those who give all
Ask not much in return
Always seem to be the one
Who has the least of others concern
Storm in the sky, storm in my soul
I pray for God's peace to sustain control
Amen

I may be losing my short term memory
This feels unreasonable
I do protest, this cannot be!
I do remember my childhood quite well
Past memories pop through my mind in spells
Unfortunately, I did not read The Bible then
Truthfully, I was too busy partaking sin
Deep within my heart I knew
Jesus loves me
Foolishly I relied upon myself to pull me through
Then came the day
The pain hit my brain
Opening my mind, at last
I asked for forgiveness
He changed my ways
Now I follow Him
Day to day
Traumas from my past days
Have made my short term memory
Prematurely slip away
Times of sorrow tend to step in
I cannot remember any scripture
I am sure I know
I have decided my new defense
Will be to pray
Prayer brings peace, assurance
It's okay
In my heart and in my soul
Is all the love that Jesus needs me to know
He wants me to keep
Reading my Bible everyday
Even though I do not remember the words
In my heart His Spirit stays
In actuality this is an advantage for me
Each time I read The words
They open my mind to visions
My memory sparks it may have heard
My heart knows it is not the very
First reading of the line
Still the joy is fresh each and every time
I will continue to pray
As Father God opens my eyes
To the realization my handicap
Is joyously helping me find my way

SUNSET
Gods message
Glory overrides
Regret
Rest you body
As night falls
Peace in knowing
Burdens are blessings
Saying prayers will
Rise your soul
Soon after you
Have said Amen
Sweet, sweet
Dreams
Floating within
Have a blessed night
The end

The Holy Spirit is guiding me to rest
My human nature feels a realm of guilt for this
Yet, my soul has faith for His best
Grace carries me through
Day to day
At this time in my life I will rest
I know this is not the spot
He will always have me stay
I will continue to pray
Follow the Spirits guidance
Building strength within my faith
In preparation for His will and my
Recognition of His way

GRACE


         Gives
         Revelation
        fAvor
         Conforming
rightEousness

LANGUAGE OF L♡VE
Surpasses all forms of
Communication
Best learned from
The Holy Spirit
Sent down for us from above
Oh L♡VE, a language
Relayed through action,
Awareness, consideration
And true adoration
The joyous
LANGUAGE OF L♡VE
₩€ND¥

••••   WINNING
•••••• AGAINST
AFFLICTION
••FAITH

I think I have written something similar to this before but here she is again just a knocking at my brains door!!!!

HEADACHE, HEADACHE......
.................. GO AWAY!!!!!!
I'VE TAKEN SEVERAL
REMEDIES°•°°•°•°•°
YET STILL YOU STAY!
AM I MISSING A MESSAGE?
WHAT DO YOU MEAN TO SAY?
HEADACHE, HEADACHE.........
YOU WILL NEVER BE MY FRIEND!
I DO NOT LIKE THE GAMES
YOU PLAY¤¤¤¤¤¤°•
SO I PRAY○♡○
TO THE LORD FOR THIS
HEADACHE, HEADACHE.........
TO FOREVER
~~~~~~~~~GO AWAY°•°•°•°•°•
AMEN

Everybody, including me
Wanted the Wendy they had before
She does not exist anymore
I am not sure when she disappeared
Was it when she got T- *****
Or when her brain was sheared
Either time
---Either way
She is a different creature these days
It is hard to put in the past
Every July reminds me of the change
in my life that will forever last
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY
To my change of personality
Drastic changes every seven years
who knows 2025
May be
The year I truly come alive!

July 14, 2004- T-*****
July 21, 2011- Temporal Lobe surgery 2018- diagnosed MCI memory loss
2025-----------
~~~~~••••~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~••••~~~~~
Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go.
JOSHUA 1-9

I know I have known
~~~It all along~~~
My mind is thinking
It is the first verse~
°•Of the second song
°○°●°•○°○REALITY°•○
Is meant to be~°•°~
It is all one tune~~
Melodically○•°•○•°
The music of life for
♡♡Me is POETRY°•

I see bits of me in other people although I do not understand how it is said we are all the same
I feel quite unique and it does not seem to change
As I am getting older and more mature
The world is progressing so grand
The logic seems quite tragic
Or perhaps I cannot understand
Others seem to roll with the flow of Change so well, I feel like I have been thrown in the *** that is boiling me up Getting me tender for hell
I pray each day that God will open
my eyes to The brightest way
He brings happiness in my heart
That will forever stay
Even when the world is basking in evil in revolutionary ways
Assured I am The Holy Spirit is with me
For protection through these days

I have a disability
Because it is lack of memory
Others refuse to accept it is
The way my mind shall be
After testing my memory
The PhD of Neuropsychology
Agreed that I suffer with
Cognitive impairment, MCI
My forgetfulness is here to stay
With me until I die
Yes, I can exercise my brain
It may help a bit, still I will forget
So just accept it!! PLEASE QUIT
Telling me to exercise my brain
I know my limitations best, oh Yes!
Everyone telling me to try to remember is really what
Drives me insane!!!
I have tried my hardest everyday
For years I have been fooling You
All in so many ways!
Now the truth has escaped
It is a relief, I must say
I am so tired of  playing
The main role on the stage
Every single day!!
Please, all of you quit telling me
To exercise my memory
If this was happening to you,
God forbid, then perhaps you
Would understand me when I say
I am tired, oh so tired, of striving
for just an ounce of memory
Day after day!!!!
So again I say
Please, just let me be Me!
The Ole' lady with memory disability
THIS IS ME, ₩€ND¥°•°°•°•°°•°•°°•°•°°•°•°

Poetry is stuck to me
Like barnacles stick
To a ship permanently
Barnacally feeding by
Filtering the particles within
My brain from the oceanic
Water they are
Modified  to sustain
Numerous crustaceans
Stuck inside my mind,
Rhyming words floating
With feathery appendages
Some sticking permanetely
From time to time
Yes, poetry  a sea creature
With a shell that has fastened
Itself tightly to my brain
On a never ending poetic
voyage I will joyously sustain

exPressing
      Respect
  peAce
rejoIce
       Sanctity
sovEreinty

God makes such a fine line
Between the difference of
Insane and sanity
So that we may see
How to love others
Who may have
One or the other
On levels different than we
It's a fine line
In which we cannot see

A recluse is who
I am meant to be
A state that feels quite
Comfortable to me

Others sense
Reclusiveness as a fear
I see it as a path to draw
Me yet closer to my Father
Whom I am always near

No one ever seems to listen
To what I have to say, yes
They pretend, but do not
Grasp the way, it should
Not bother them if my presence
Is not with them day to day

They need me to run errands
And do daily chores
But listening to my voice
Well, that just makes them bored

I say let me live my life
Alone
I will do my best to help
You when your home

Do not expect so much
From me
I am a recluse
Leave me be

Blooming in my hearts delight
In the Garden of Eternal might
Peace sprouts from a drop
Of sincerity
Sun shines rays of clarity
Spring thriving in blooms once again
Through God's secret
So simple
Love one another, forever be friends.

Hard knockin life
Full of stress and strife
Set your mind at ease
Take a walk in nature's
Spring breeze
Listening to the wild birds
Chirping their joyous songs
For even just a brief moment
This will set your mind into relaxation
We all dream that we belong
Aquire your mind renewal, summon reason, and conquest
The next sensation
Yes, take a walk in nature
Replacing agonizing
Contemplation!

Peculiar
Annihilation
Ignorant
Navigation

Crossing the bridges in life
Have led me to recognize
The bumps and *** holes
I thought were unbearable
Brought me strength to
Bear witness and fight
The next fight in my
Life is but a venture
Filled with my belief
To be the wonder of unknown
As I have grown in
His word I come to realization
Our Father has a plan for me
He has had it all along
My wonder is
Where will His plan lead me
When will He  take me home

Just move me on down to the coast
Where life's meaning has it's most

Where the the waves hit the shores of the sea
That is where the wind guides me

Like the force of the undertow
My heart is always in wrenching desire to be Where the waves flow~°•~°•