When you lose a lover
or a dear friend
you might
get them back
but they'll never
be the same
ever again

I never know,
what to do.

I might not remember every lips I've kissed
nor the the broken hearts I've left
and the insane nights I've spent
but I will never forget those eyes
that were truly heaven sent

You see the thing is
I don't wanna spend everynight remeniscing about the way you used to look into my eyes,
regretting every single moment we had under the shining stars
and tearing myself apart for a memory that strayed in the dark.
Your laugh that brings endless joy to every bit of my broken soul,
that smile that drives my wrecked heart insanely wild
and the way you stare right through my heart seeing it beat right out of my chest, beating with love
Your love,
Our love,
The love we've never shared but somehow had,
Never expressed but felt every time you mistakenly touch my hand.

We never want what's good,
we never need what's better
and we never long for what's best.
We only passionately crave
what kills us in that bittersweet,
slow motion.

Oh,
no dear,
I won't **** you with knives and swords.
But darling beware,
I'll rip your heart out with my poetry and prose.

I'm a ******* writer.
I don't need a gun to **** you,
nor a **** rose to impress you.
I'll make your whole world,
then take it all back with a word.