My heart fell for you like ashes of ciga rettes.

Because this innocence you took away will forever haunt you.

Look into her eyes
and tell me what you see?
look through her soul
is that pain you see?

Now,
look at her face
is that a smile you don't see?
is it gone?
where to?
don't you know?

Tell me,
don't you remember?
the sleepless nights
the day terrors
don't you remember?
the pain you caused
the love you destroyed
don't you remember?
how you left without a word
how you deserted her with no goodbyes

Now tell me,
who should we blame it on?
her?
should we blame it on her for loving you?
or
you?
for playing her?
or
should we,
should we blame it on love and life?
they both wreck us in the end don't they?

You want her body not her heart
You want her passion not her love
You want to own her and control her
You want her but you don't want to be hers

Boy,
you got her so conflicted
lost within your games she's addicted
to this pleasure she never predicted  
and a pain so deep only you afflicted

Boy,
tell me why so selfish?
making her feel oh, so reckless
taking all she got then leaving her feeling helpless
with agony and endless nights of terror my god she's restless
you gave her nothing but regrets how could you be so senseless?

Boy,
I can see that you can't control what you want
I can see that you're blinded by what you want
I can see that you always have to get what you want
I
can
see
that
you
won't
give
a
****
about
what
you
don't
want
but
please,
I
beg
of
you
don't
destroy
what
you
have
to
get
what
you
want
but
don't
need
&
don't
destroy
what's
left
of
her
scattered
to
pieces
so
called
heart

What should hurt me more?
You loving her?
Or
Me wanting you?
Or
Me waiting for something that can never exist?

The world is ending,
The Mayans said.
People are praying,
Everyone's so afraid.
And I'm here waiting,
No I'm not scared.
My world has ended,
With you instead.
You left me fading,
And now my soul is dead.

Get on your knees and pray, he said to me.