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Angel Jan 2013
Well it could be explained
                           In the easiest way
                                                       To say that looking in your eyes
T a k e s   a l l   m y   p a i n   a w a y

                 I want to kiss you in the shallows
                  All the way to the deepest ocean
                    I   l o v e d   y o u   f r o m   t h e   b e g i n n i n g
            And I'll love you till the end is my sweetest notion

Well it could be explained**
                           In the easiest way
                                                       To say that looking in your eyes
T a k e s   a l l   m y   p a i n   a w a y
Angel Jan 2013
It comes back to this each time
You don't love me,
You need me

It comes back to this every time
You don't love who I am
You love what I do for you

It comes back to this tonight
You can't love me
But you need me
Angel Jan 2013
I wish I'd kept track
Of all the times you
Chipped off a piece of my heart

So I'd have been prepared
For it to break entirely
And fall out of my chest

Now you can have
The monumental award
Of stepping on the pieces

Will you ever be happy
With who I am
Or how I loved you?
Angel Jan 2013
I’m not a psychic
so I cannot look into a glass ball
to see the future at all

I cannot dig deep inside

to revisit the past
It is too painful at a passing glance

Indeed I live in the moment
But my view is faded
Because you are jaded

I can say whatever I please,
Do as I please,
Live as I please
At my own ease

But you are my disease.
Angel Jan 2013
There is a sea inside
of me, and it flows
out through my eyes

Can't you see
or do you ignore
a girl who cries
Angel Jan 2013
There's not much in the world
That could make me feel like she does
It is not romantic, it is not lust
It is like a friendship, laced like a drug

To describe her would not do her justice
But her eyes are deep, her hair is straight,
Light brown, and shorter than she'd like it
To me she is more beautiful than the sun

Not because of her looks, is what makes me love her
It is the way she gets underneath my skin
And breathes for me when I'm not breathing
And tells me it's okay to cry

I can feel her from one hundred miles away
I can sense what she is going through when I cannot see her
and she does the same for me and it is hauntingly meaningful
No one can love me like she can

Because she knows what it's like to not be loved
To lose, to lose, to lose and then when left with nothing
To lose that nothing until there's nothing left to say

But there's always something left to love and
she loves away, loves me unconditionally
so much so that laying in my bed so far away
I can feel her warmth beneath my bones
and it takes some of the pain away

You'll never know what it is like to have her
To know her, to love her, to be loved by her
There's not much in the world like it
Angel Jan 2013
First the cells in my skin will start to swell
Then shrink they will, one by one, a few to dwell
Then smaller and smaller I become
And further more the darkness inside of me
Will surely find a way to become undone

But change it I can, change the darkness to light
By bringing a lantern too big for the fight
So that no matter how much the blackness descends,
I am ready and willing to shine my light and defend
Defend all that I could be as a star shining bright

I am more than the gifts I was given
I am more than the days I have lost
I am more than the people who have broken my heart
And I would never make them pay a cost

Blackened may be what appears inside my ribs
But I will come out of the tunnel with a metal
That metal is my smile, and I'll wear it from time to time
To remind myself I'm soft and fragile as a rose's petal
But beautiful as the cage I put myself in and also
Freed myself from
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