Remember me
When I'm dead and gone
Remember me
When you think of love
When you think of joy
When you think of hope
Remember me
For who I was inside
Remember me
As a fun, crazy girl
With a happy life
Remember me
Because I wasn't perfect
But at the same time
Because I was
Remember me
When you think of sadness
When you think of death
When you think of pain
Remember me
No matter what
Remember me
Forever and always

My words
  Falling to the ground
    As I run
      Through the dark
         Further from my past
           Into the future
             A song in my heart
               Words overflowing
                 Falling to the ground

Fighting the words
Thrown in our faces
Running away
To secret places
Hiding from
The aim to ****
Confidence and esteem
Screams ringing shrill
Through the dense air
Filling my ears
With strong words
Only said in fear
Afraid to stand
In fear of falling
We don't hear
The guardians calling
Screaming out clearly
Yelling our names
Trying to save us
From these games
We band together
Silently as one
Fighting our bullies
Until the war is won

I hope you find
Forgiveness in your heart
Because I know
I've been a pain from the start
I hope you feel
Something inside
When you think of me
And know that I cried
I hope you know
I want to go back in time
To change what was done
And keep you as mine
I hope you care
Somewhere for me
Because in my heart
Is where you'll be
I hope you see
The truth in these lines
That I wrote for you
Hoping to rewind time

We fight to stop fighting
We scream to stop screaming
We **** to stop killing
We wait to stop waiting
We run to stop running
We are flawed
We are imperfect
We have insecurities
We feel hate, envy, and pride
We take without giving
We act before we think
But we live without limits
We learn everyday
We laugh at all volumes
We reach for the stars
And we love unconditionally

When you're around
I start to miss you
I get confused
Wanting to tell you
I don't know why
But I want you to know
What I want
Where I'll go
Help me understand
What went wrong
Bring me back
To when I was strong
Tell me everything is okay
And bring me back today

Goodbye my friend
Could I even call you that
You did stand by me
But it's hard not to
You're not real
And I'm growing up
Watching you fade away
The tears in my eyes
Screaming for you to stay
Don't leave me
You're the only one I trust
But you're fading away
And there's nothing I can do
I'll miss you
I'll always love you
My imaginary friend

You're pathetic
A cry baby
Never amounting to much
Worthless and useless
A waste of space
Obnoxiously selfish
Self-centered attention *****
You crave pity
And all eyes on you
Just stop whining
Long enough to **** yourself
You don't deserve life
Since you waste it
You're nothing special
Just an accident
Never meant to happen
Sincerely, yourself

Quiet
Thinking about why I'm here
Listening as the world crumbles
Lonely
I've pushed everyone away
For reasons unknown to even me
Broken
Hurt by things I've seen
And past experiences
Scarred
By the blade I put to my skin
Marked by the words repeated in my head
Hopeless
I've given up on finding help
Nothing has worked and nothing will
Depressed
Not because I am sad
But because I feel there is no reason for my existence

Help me see beauty in the world
Put a smile on my face
Bring out the side of me I thought I'd never see again
Are everything I need
Have beauty inside and out
Shine brighter than the sun
Give me hope and joy
Burn in the back of my mind
Are my saving grace
Are my savior
I love you