When I'm at my lowest that's when I get so inspired to pick up a pen & write out my thoughts.

But soon as I'm happy again, all I can write about is all the things that makes me low & then I'm sad again.

I'm a prisoner of my own mind

if only the sun decided to no longer play hide & seek
wake up from its misery & resume to the sky
wipe away the tears from every angels eyes

if only the sun decided to dance among the horizon
& not mingle in the darkness of hidden creek
where demons fight with no reason to breath or sleep

wake up sun, im starting to miss your light

The world revolving around you
My world revolving around you

i need you to light up today, shine my way
replace the darkness of every meaningless day
fade away but promise you will return'
into a world where we sin when we are first born.

your all i need to survive

clear the shadows & let the rainbows take over
silence the devil & listen to the angel on your shoulder.  

if only the sun decided

let that **** sink inside of you
drown in your own thoughts
& find yourself.

sometimes i dont even know who the **** i am
so i don't blame you for judging me on the outside looking in.