Unconditional meaning
never ending, always,
no matter what.

Never ending love

Always caring

No matter what came
to us

So when you betrayed
my trust
And gave me no reason
to forgive,
I still loved you
Still cared, no matter what.

So this is it
People just leave your life
out of nowhere
and you’re supposed to just to
just accept it,
to just be happy,
because the pain of not
knowing isn’t the reason
to be frustrated, confused
or in denial.

You’re expected to just
“move on”
because that somebody already has
or you have no choice.

But why?
Why do you pretend to be
okay, when really you just want to
scream, cry, and just act out.

To be able to move on,
you shouldn’t pretend that
you're fine,
pain takes longer
to heal when you don’t treat it.

Don't you dare
tell me people
can't change because
they do, good
or bad.

Our minds have a clock
wired inside yet we
always seem to have
terrible timing.

Millions of things she wanted to say.
Millions of things going through her head.

I love you.

I hate you.

Both were true, love was more of
what she felt but she blurted
“I hate you.”
because she would
rather seem strong than vulnerable and
that was terrifying because she
pushed people away just so
people couldn’t see the side she
was too stubborn to show
but people longed to see.