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violet brownlee May 2019
My head hurts all day
I want to burn my pain away
To **** off my own mind
But I can’t
Not when people are happy

All I do is think in my head
All alone and hidden by my ashen lies
I wish to see my cold corpse on the ground
To sink in the earth and never return

It’s too late to save me now
I’m lost in myself
I cannot come back to you
Even if you grab through my mirror
Stretching to touch my hand

I listen to notes of screams
And cry myself to sleep
Am I nothing but doomed to live?
Am I nothing but ****** to be forever?
I’ll claw own eyes out if I hear one more happy song

Help will never come
So burry me now
Leave me forever to rot sour
I’ll do it myself if I have to
Nobody did ever cry for me
I wrote this when I was like, 13-14
violet brownlee Apr 2019
Caffeine is the only drug
I don't need

Because your love
is the only pick me up I crave
We would date, but neither of us wants a long distance relationship, so we're just friends with benefits atm. Still love her though.
violet brownlee Dec 2018
I was about to shrink back into the door, but Apollo caught my shoulder, obviously knowing what I was thinking. I leaned into his body. Apollo was a peculiar god; he loved his immortality but adored humans even more. After being ****** out of Olympus, I found him throttled in human addicted; rage in his heart, lust in his eyes, and poison in his soul. It was at that time when I came to him, open arms and a wider imagination. I believed that he would make a good companion, somebody I could rely my duties on when the universe got too hectic. This choice had proved challenges along history, but I didn’t regret it. I would never be able to replace his compassion.
“Try not to think about it,” he whispered into my hair. His mortal form was warm and comforting, like laying on a sunny day. “I know she’s ******* you, but-” he sighed, deep in thought as well, “just think of that day, okay, and how it made everything better.” I nodded, finally slipping away from him and into the house.
This is an excerpt of my work in progress novella, The Keeper. I originally started it back in May of 2018 and left it for a while, I've recently come back to it in hopes to create a story. I really love the characters and the idea of the plot so far. Let me know what you think of this. Link to story: https://www.quotev.com/story/11562576/The-Keeper
violet brownlee Dec 2018
Laying in my room
Lights out, music on
Eyes closed, brain gone

These are the nights of empty
These are the nights of sigh

The night is early
And emotions are gone

Laying in my room
Blankets warm, body cold
Shoulders aching, hands twitching

These are the nights of pain
These are the nights of tears

The night is dead
And emotions are high

Laying in my room
This room of safe
This room of cruel
This room of me
This is just how I feel laying in bed at night, mostly when I feel alone
violet brownlee Oct 2018
I'm lost
I'm lost in this world
This world filled with hate
Hate that holds our hearts
Hearts who wish to be found

I'm lost
in this world
and I will leave this hate
Keep my heart beating
So then I can sing

Keep your soul close
So your feet don't hurt
They will steal it
If you show you're curt

Feed them the lost
and accept defeat
Because who you are
is a game in the eyes of the weak

Run fast and work long
Life is dark and the end is glorious
Be victorious
We need haste
to cure the time we waste
and finally not flee

Life is lost
as the clock ticks
Freeze it
and wrap it around your head
Because your brain is weak
Chemicals leak from the enemy

Being lost
because being found
means being kept
Creep away from the kelp
that hides the drop off
You will become a drop out

Because I am lost
and I don't want to be found
Then I'll be like a rabid dog in the pound
how i've been feeling lately
violet brownlee Oct 2018
I was told not to move
Or my father will disprove
I must improve or remove
The reason why I need to prove

The cold was frigid
making every statued human rigid
The was block was human grided
As if the town was knitted

The fire raged
But I was caged
The men from the houses rampaged
But there I was, unpaged
guess which chapter of "to **** a mockingbird" this was inspired by.
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