when you started to be with someone else,
he's coming back,
when you started to forget everything,
all memory appeared,
when you're ready to love back,
he's with someone else,
and maybe,
when you're die,
he still doesn't appears.

Sometimes ,
i forgot how to smile.
There's only pseudo smile,
If i could buy the most beautiful
and sincere smiles i would rather buy it
than the other stuff,
Sometimes i didn't actually tell what i am feel
and i didn't tell what i want
Unspoken feelings that nobody would even knows or understand,
i just let it keep inside.

the moment when you're sitting alone,
listen to slow songs,
and appear this couple,
laughing,fighting,staring each other
and do silly things in front of you,
You were just put on fake smiles,
like you're really happy to see their happiness,

On that time,
all you want to do is
lock up yourself in the dark room
and crying silent tears and asking yourself,
"where on earth the day that you have been waited for?"

I can never love someone else,
my heart is stuck on you,
i know you'll never be mine,
i hardly to forget,
but..
it seems doesn't work,
if the "abracadabra" really works,
i really want to use it to delete you out of mind.

i can't easily fall in love with someone,
once i did,
i am really in trouble,
there has nothing can help me out,
i have been trapped,
by my own heart because in love with wrong person.

if one fine day comes,
which you are already mine,
i really have to slap my face to awake
that it might be happens in dream.

i don't know,
which is worst,
either you,
or my uncontrollable heart,
nothing is more miserable than feel this way
i still don't know when and how is it going to be end.

Still waiting for that day,
patiently be faithful to you,
naturally happens,
i never asked for this feeling.

i like you,
i don't know how to confess it,
our friendship means whole world to me,
sometimes, i want it more
but sometimes, it's an adequate,

i wish,
i love him more than he loves her,
no other than him,
he such a good guy
that i have ever met,
i should forget about him,
i am so flattered to be his friend,
i really appreciated it,
and its enough.