i want him and i can do nothing
i'm so sad that i'm shaking,
i'm so sad yet i don't want to crying,
i want to feel how to feel loved by him,
i want to hold his hand,
i want to see he is smiling
because of me,
yet,
it was my daydream,
and i'm so sad
i'm really sad.....

when i put my headphones on,
songs played too loud
that i can't hear,
when wonderful feelings that ruined
too fast,
when i started to give myself
second chance to fall in love,
when knowing that he is somebody else's,
when my dreams seems hopeless,
when all i want to do is crying.....

i remember those feelings towards you,
when all i need was you,
recently,
when you don't even cross in my mind,
yet you're in my dream,
i don't know
what does it signs ?
and you're come back
and i'm hoping the same thing
like before,
when we were too small
we played sport together
by any chance,
i did stupid things
just to stay closer with you
i don't want you to go away
even an inch,
and now that's what i want.
by any chance,will you give me a chance.
can we try this ?

i've nobody,
i don't know whom
should i expressed this feeling,
this unspoken feeling.
i'm so tired,really tired.

you did mistakes,
all your rant to others
are coming back to you,
your past mistakes haunting you.
you're drowning in your own tears,
crying a lot that nobody hear.

it just early of the year,
and this time i feel like
past was better than now.
everybody looks world away,
and i'm here crying silent tears,
i'm all alone,alone by myself.