VioletGreue - ain - Hello Poetry

VioletGreue - ain Nov 2014

She dropped you off the block and I picked you up , I picked you up .
As you shiver in cold , I listened to you , I listened .
You told me she had someone else
And my eyes were wide opened
It hurted to see you like that
Because I’ve been there
I’ve been broken
And I didn’t want you to feel like what I’ve felt
Too late , you’re already do

I was thinking how to breathe a new life into your lung *
‘cause you seemed so helpless and breathless
And I said ‘broken hearts needs time to heal ‘
But you said you’re giving up in love
And players are born from broken hearts ,
And you’re about to be one

You laughed about it and said it was okay
I was at fault for asking you to keep holding on
And all your friends told you that she’s a player
And when you’re about to doubt her
I told you to never giving up on her
I was wrong and I knew from the very beginning
I thought I could save your love from crumbling down

Later , you found another girl
She breathe a new life into your lung
And I was glad , really glad
She saved you from drowning
And got you on your feet back again
And players are born from broken hearts
And you’re not one of them

‘Cause you were my bestfriend and I care for you .

wrote this for my bestfriend .

VioletGreue - ain Jan 2014

~

And i will stop loving you
when im not capable to love you anymore .

VioletGreue - ain Nov 2013

Im sorry .

I can't be there .
Im sorry .
I can't hold your hands ,
Look into your eyes
Or hugs you .
I don't even know how to contact you ,
I don't even know how to make you feel better .
I don't know how i can make your burden less .
I don't know what im supposed to say .
It hurts knowing that you're hurting right now ,
And i can do nothing about it .
I know how it feels like when you lose someone you love .
I know how much hurt it is .
I know how much miserable it is .
I hope you stay strong .

God tested you because he know that you're capable .
Because HE love you .
Because HE know you can go through this .

Im sorry that im not there
To wipe all your tears away .
Im sorry that im not a good friend .

My love and prayer goes to your family .
Stay strong dear....
Please...
Please stay strong for me...

Condolonce .

A poem i wrote for my friend who just lost his father . Im praying that he'll be okay ...

VioletGreue - ain Nov 2013

Hurt.

I stalked you again .
Don't ask me why i did that .
It's just that i wanted to know how you were doing .
Because im right here ,
Still not doing very well .
And im sorry for reading every posts ,
And have my own thoughts to it .
Your life is no longer a dedication for me ,
I get that . Alot .
Your smile is not mine anymore ,
I know .
It belong to her now .
And i heard that ,
She's hurting you .
I know im supossed to be happy ,
Because you finally felt what i used to felt .
But i don't ,

Maybe because i love you too much and too deep ,
So much that it's hurting to see you hurted .
It's like the pain is back-stabbing me .

I know i should be laughing or tell my friends ,
Then laught at you .
But i just don't feel like to ,
Maybe because you're too perfect to me.

Undeniably too perfect to be hurted .
Im sorry .
So much , because i couldn't save you from her .

It's not that i didn't try ,
You're the one who gave up .
If you don't , you won't be hurting dear .
Maybe Never .

Im sorry .
I wonder ,
Why do i say sorry so much
For something that i didn't do ?
And for something that you deserve .

VioletGreue - ain Nov 2013

I don't know why .

I took a deep breath ,
I took a little moment ,
Maybe a lot .
The truth is ,
I don't know .
I just don't know .
Im not trying to bringing up things that never exist .
I never know what it's called .
All i know is im sad .
But i don't know why .
Im not sad because of my flaws ,
Not because of my imperfections ,
Not because i miss somebody ,
Not because something bad happens .
It's just that sometimes i feel such a failure .
But i don't know why .
And i wonder if everyone actually feel it too .
Like me...
Took a deep breath again , sigh .
It's hurting .
It's hard to breathe .
And when i breathe , it's like my ribs cage is stabbing me .
It hurts .
Really .

I breathe .
This pain is torturing me ,
I want it to stop ,
But somehow it's addicting .

Somebody ,

Just please...

Save me .

VioletGreue - ain Nov 2013

When you miss someone

When you miss someone ,
There's a pain in your heart that hurts so much ,
That makes you feel like it's ripping your heart out

If you miss someone and you know that they're missing you ,
Even if it hurts , the face of yours can still fake a smile .
If you miss someone and you know that they don't even miss you ,
It will hurt like hell

When you miss someone and you can tell them ,
That's a nice one
But if you miss someone and you can't tell them ,
And you miss them very much,
All you can do is cry.
Because you can't do anything about it .

You're helpless and all you can do is cry
And you feel like you wanna scream at the top of your lung
So that the pain will go away

There's two type of missing people ...
Either they are the blessing one or either they are the one that hurts you so deep .

Because you can never love someone as much as you miss them .

VioletGreue - ain Oct 2013

I guess

I guess that when you fall
you never really plan it .
I guess that when you're down
you never thought that you'd fall .
I guess that when you love
you never thought it's going to end .
I guess that when you breathe
you never know when will you stop .
I guess that when you cry
you never thought it's going to be over .
I guess that when you trusted someone
you never thought they'd betray you .

I guess that in life ,
You're always guessing .