i sipped the potion
waiting for a change
it was laced with your love
but you hate me now
and now i know
that things will never be the same
because i'm waiting for your love
but you hate me
and your hatred
is like poison to my broken heart

today when i
went to the library
with my older sister
i was thinking of you
thinking of how you
said you loved me
i remembered how
i used to come here
and text you or talk
to you on my cell
but now you moved away
and i cannot reach you
on the phone
when i text you
you never reply
and so i am going
through the hardest pain
of missing you

why did you
go away?
why did you
ignore me before
you moved?
why don't you
text me?
i'm all alone
and need a friend

lips are quivering
teeth are chattering
i am cold
my heart is numb
from all the pain
i've been through
and all the hardships
i've endured
and one of
the greatest ones
was when you left

today i didn't
see you at school
i asked the teacher
where you were
she told me that
you had moved away
i miss you now more
than i ever did before
now there is not going
to be any chance of
us being together again
can't you see i'm in
enough pain as it is?
but no you couldn't
you were blinded
with her love
you left me crying
i wept until
the tears wouldn't come
i was huddled
in the corner of my bedroom
sobbing brokenheartedly
all because of you
now you've moved away
and i miss you and want you
more than i ever did
because i love you still
we were the
very best of friends
but now i don't have any
because you were
my only friend
i love you with all my heart
but now nothing's ever
going to be the same
now i am lonely
more than i ever was

i'm drowning in
heartbreak
and my own tears
i'm tired of this pain
constantly stabbing me
to the rhythm
of my beating heart
i'm drowning in misery
and loneliness
all because of you
you were my only friend
and now you ignore me
leaving me alone
i'm drowning
in my own pain
someone help me

remember how
we would sit
on that familiar
bench at the park
and sip cold cherry coke?
those times are now
just sad memories
that make me cry
i remember how
we would hold
each others hands
in friendship and love
but you like her now
and you ignore me
which makes me
cry all alone
in my bedroom
because i miss you