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CV Dec 2013
I know I am breathing
and living life well as I can
Life is going horribly
but I still strive on.
When life hands you lemons
you make the best
lemonade possible.
But when things
are just too hard,
you have to
take things away and
realize what is more
important to you.
So I bid you all adieu,
but I promise just
for awhile.
I know I don't post often,
but I wanted to
let you all know.
I'm okay, I promise.
But it's time for me
to look at my life
in a new direction.
CV Dec 2013
How far away can you drift
to realize you've gone too far?
Is it at the point where you find
you've completely lost your way?
When you try and reach someone
but there's no signal to be found?
Or is it when you start to notice the
flaws in the structure and you sink?
I'm lost, my dear.
Please help me
find the way back
to your heart
before we start
to sink.
CV Nov 2013
I always sit with my legs tucked under my ****.
My arms are as close to my body as they can be.
I can always feel my shoulders caving in on me.
The thoughts in my brain are expanding.
But my head is only so big, and can only hold so much.

I feel tight.
All the time.
Like everything
is inches away
from me.
It causes me
to push people
away until
I can't
see them
anymore.

Mythoughtscomeoutlikethis
anddontmakesense
butstil­lmanagetomakemefeel
upsetandsadandangry.

Maybe someday I'll feel normal again.

But I don't know what normal really is.
CV Nov 2013
I feel as if
I drift lately.
There's something
telling me
that "I'm meant
for something
better.
Better place,
better life,
even;
better me.

The better me
needs come from
the better life,
but I need to be in
a better place.

betterbetterbetterbetterbetter

But writing a poem
won't do me
any good.
CV Oct 2013
After we felt each others skin
and kissed each others neck one last time,
we then started to talk about our childhood as we drifted to sleep.
I remember talking about preschool,
stories we were read to as children,
and then suddenly we both became quiet
and drifted to sleep.

I awoke with a small startle for two reasons.
The first from having slept in a place other than my own bed.
The second is that I was in the bed alone.
But soon after, I heard something sizzling on the stove.
I sleepily turned myself over
and squinted my eyes to see him making breakfast.
On the armchair, I noticed a small note
that wasn’t there the night before.
It was sweet.
Nothing has ever felt so good as falling asleep with you in my arms.
(I swooned.)

Ten minutes later as I continued to “sleep”,
he came over and laid right by me.
For the next four hours,
we laid there having tickle and kissing fights,
snuggled, talked, all those things,
and it was wonderful.

You know… he said to me.
*I don’t usually spend my whole day in bed,
but this is completely okay with me.

— The End —