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Vinnie Brown Jul 2018
I don’t really know when it happened
Or even how it happened
I suppose I just woke up one day
And didn’t really feel the same way
I was different
I knew it, I could feel it
I wanted to start over
Except sorry’s can’t change time
And it was hard for me to be mad at you
I don’t want to be
There’s a part of me
That loves you still
Always will
You know, I just want to be your friend again
It’s really hard that you look exactly like me
And, we’re taking turns in my mind
It happens all the time
Just give me some time
I’m sure I’ll change my mind
This is a really base story of the development and relationship with my depression and anxiety.
Vinnie Brown Jul 2018
She had invisible horns
Blackened splits and hellfire eyes
Devilish and drawing
Calling to my every sin
Dancing in slow motion doused in hope
Fangs as pretty as can be
The words inked across both wrists “Everybody” and “Prays”
Subtle whisperings, asking of sins
The heat of her breath searing my face
“What? Lost your voice? Or just don’t know what to say?”
No, I suppose I don’t, I guess I’ll just have to pray
Vinnie Brown Jul 2018
Did you know Honey never goes bad?
You can reheat it thousands of years later
It’ll taste just as good as it would fresh
If we survive and get out alive
I think that’s the kind of love I’d want
A forever type of thing
So, Honey would you like to be my love?
Vinnie Brown Jul 2018
Let’s run away to the beach
Ask the skies not to change a thing
I just want to catch some waves with you
Find our way back to the shallows
Before we get in way too deep
And the waves tell us all the things
We’re just too scared to say
  Jul 2018 Vinnie Brown
laura
never understood some phrases, like,

“If you can’t accept me at my worst
then you can’t have me at my best.”

or maybe

“I’m just out here trying to find myself
through other people.”

in the wild grass of summertime
madness I found me through me
and settling at my worst
is what takes the human out of me
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