Why my tears become colorless for her.
Why my presence become invisible for her.
Why i become heartless for her.
Why my smile become tears for her.
Why my voice become noise for her.
Why her silence become death for me
Why her ignorance become death for me.

The time comes and move,but i am not.
Why i am waiting for responses.
I know there is no answer for my questions.
Now i moving more faster than time,to destroy my self.
without carrying for others.

Why I am caring for others,
but ,other not care for me.
Why Other become lovable for me,
but, I am not for others.
Why I am so upset for others,
but, others not for me.
Why I am crying for others,
but, others not for me.
Why  I am always want to see happiness of  others,
but, others not for me.
Why I am always demanding my happiness from there,
But ,not from me.
Why I am always blaming God,rather then my self..
It always makes tears in my eyes.when i see my happiness with others

Today I realize that , I am loser,
I never  become a good friend ,
I never  become a good son,
I never become a good lover,
I never become a good brother,
I never become a good person,
I never being good on Anybody's Expectations,
Now,people starts Pushing me towards  death,
People starts wishing for my death.
People starts wishing for my death.
Everyone  starts wishing for my death.

Why the Sunshine for every one ,not for me

Why the Rain Drops for everyone,not for me.

Why everyone has its destination,not  for me.

Why i am felling  Vagrant and everyone has its destiny..

Un galtiyo ki kya saza doon main  khud ko ,jo maine kabhi ki hi nhi.
Main he kasoor war hoon un galtiyo ka,jo kabhi hue he nhi.
Kyun  dohartaa hoon main wo galtiya .jo kabhi ki he nhi..
Main khud  he nhi janta hoon khud ko,,
Un galtiyo ko,kyun ** jate hain wo galtiya jo kabhi hue he nhi.