i can feel you,
i can feel you running through my veins
intoxicating every blood cell in it
feeding me with pitiful lies
and cringing cries
making me drown into your self loathing wonderlust
because i thought you were,
i thought you were, life, to me ,
you made me breath fresh air,
every time i inhaled,
but soon, you became the reason
why i count my breaths and
hoping for the last breath
to come along,

the pain eventfully resides within
and there's no way out
there's no refugee
no escape
you have to live with your own tragedies
your own pain
scraping all the hope you
spent years to gain.

as i breath,
inhaling your exhales,
i can feel your warm breath,
the way it carasses my skin,
so gently,
what a bliss,

Do you ******* tears on her lips?

Because I can feel you,
in their hair, in their gaze, crawling up their skin

your essence, your fragrance,
your divine presence, its all there