Maybe you’re right
I’m just a player, playing the game
But why does it hurt, give me so much pain?
I never liked the thrill of it anyways

I know the things that I used to say,
But you never listened, any day
But you told me you loved me, in every way
You might think my heart’s like ice,
But it shatters within your vice

You captured my heart, but not my soul
I try to live my life like it’s my own
I know I’m selfish, I don’t do things right
I’ll try to be better this time; don’t wanna make this mistake again
I’ll live my life like it’s not the end

I know I always bring you down,
But so soon you won’t hear my sound
You won’t have to ever talk to me,
I hope that’s how you want it to be

You think I lied, a million times
But I never did, had no reason why
I loved you then and I loved you know,
I’d show you but I don’t know how

You lied to me a thousand times, a hundred different ******* lies
You made me laugh, you made me cry,
But half the time just wanna die
I wish I could say it was worth it with you,
But that honestly will never be true
You’d be better off if I was never born,
I’m sorry I was
But even though you cause me pain,
You gave me things I’d never change
When I wanted to die,
You gave me strength
In the face of death,
I laughed it away

Sorry for all the things I’ve done,
Playing a game I’ve never won
I don’t think I will, come on
Who’d fall in love with sick ol’ me,
Messed up beyond all belief?

Knife in hand, I had a plan,
But you’re not here anymore
But I can put it down and turn around, cause I don’t need you anymore
No one will ever be like you, I know that that much is true
I’ll always remember you

We were young
Still are
So why does it hurt so much already?
They always told me that growing up *****
So why didn’t they tell me about this?
I got pain shooting through my mind
I spend all my time wondering why
I don’t know, can’t ask
No one cares,
Not anymore
I got one ray of light,
After all these years it’s blinding to my eyes
It makes everything all right
Even when I’m not, I know everything else is fine
No one else matters now,
Not until I can show you how
How much I love you
Cause I know you love me
And I love you too
When everything I know is a lie, that’s still true

I wanna wake you from your dream
Find out why you’re thinking all those negative things
Cause you’re the perfect one for me
And you’re the only who I don’t have to ask
Do you love me?

“What kind of life you dream of? You’re allergic to love”
Yes I know but I must say in my own defense
It’s been undeniably dear to me, I don’t know why
When all the other parts of life seemed locked behind shutters
I was feeling down, like I always do about this time
There is no reason or rhyme, when all seems fine
It’s not
I’m not okay
I wish things could be that way, but I won’t lie
15 years in hell
I’m tired of saying everything’s well, with this proper grammar
Sometimes I just want to smash it all in with a hammer
My head not exempt
From this torture I receive,
It’s so bad that I’d rather bleed
But I don’t, and everything seems fine
It’s not alright
When I look in the mirror,
I wish I was somebody else
You know, and they know, of course I hate myself
It’s just easier not to care,
But it’s so hard when you do
Cause I care about you
And you care about me, too
Do you ever wonder why it’s so hard?
So hard to just take your word, when I’ve been told they’re all lies
All these good things you say, I have to think there’s no way
I must be insane
Someone who loves me, who doesn’t think I should die?
I just have to wonder why
And half time, I can’t come up with answers
So I’ll just leave it at this;
I get tired of it, all the things you say
Why can’t you just hug me all day, tell me it’ll all be okay?
Cause once in a while, I’d like to do it my way
My own path to take away all this pain
And I just want you to hold me in your arms
I just want you to hold…

All by myself,
I’m better on my own
That’s the kind of lie,
The kind that I used to own

I know I get mad,
I know I get sad,
I know that more than half the things I do are bad
But you’ll forgive me, right?
Cause that’s the reason that I try

I’m kind of bad at this, I’m not gonna lie
I’m not used to someone loving me
15 years in hell,
No love, no one to tell
You’re the one, the one I need
You’re the one for who I’d bleed
My life means nothing compared to yours

Sometimes I act like you’re the last thing I need
It must, cause that’s how it seems to me
Never think I’m mad at you,
When I am it’s never true
Perfection in your steps,
Kindness in every breath,
I’ll always forgive you
So won’t you just forgive me too?
I’ll always forgive you,
So won’t you forgive me too?

Higher than the highest mountains,
That’s how you make me feel when I’m with you
I never have to worry,
About being lonely again
Cause you know how I am, and it’s hard to make friends
But you’re so much more,
And so much better than all the others could ever be
Oh, I wish I could show you
Somehow make you see
How important you are,
And how much more you mean to me
Lower than the lowest low
How I feel when I’m apart from you
Waiting until I can be with you again
Cause without you, Things are never the same,
I always feel in pain,
You’re always on the front of my mind,
No matter the day, the season or the time
You’re always the peanut butter to my jelly
And the reason to my rhyme

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Everywhere you go,

And everywhere you are

I’d burn with you,

Cause you’re my shining star…

And I’m in love with everything you are



Even when you cry,

You know I’m never far

I was waiting for that chance

To take away your pain

You always thought I was something

Straight out a dream

I kept telling you that’s exactly what you’re like to me

You say I was perfect,

I’d have to disagree

Cause if I was perfect,

Then this could never be

You know I’m messed up,

And I think you love it too

I just laugh at all these mistakes,

That brought me here to you



You know how I was feeling,

Get down on myself

When I looked in the mirror,

Wished I was somebody else

But it was a ***** reflection,

Me and no one else

I used to think I knew it all,

But oh how hard I’d have to fall,



You said you wanted one thing

Just one thing to ask of me

You wanted to see me smile

When the good things were hard to see



Even when it’s hard to breath,

They’re all talking down to me,

And the tears roll free,

You’ll still be my shining star,

Cause I’m in love with who you are

When I look in the mirror, I wish I was somebody else
Just this disgusting reflection, me and no one else
Minutes run into hours, hours run into days
I'm still waiting for something, to take away this pain
Fa Fa-Fa Fa-Fa-Fa-Fa-Fa
Never be the same again
Fa Fa-Fa Fa-Fa-Fa-Fa-Fa
Never be the same again
They were always saying something, they swore they'd never say again
They were always saying something, they swore they'd never say again
Fa Fa-Fa Fa-Fa-Fa-Fa-Fa
Never be the same again
Fa Fa-Fa Fa-Fa-Fa-Fa-Fa
Never be the same again
Gonna through the hallways, and find my way to the door
I'll just end up like always, back where I was before
I still look in the mirror, wish I was somebody else
But it's still my reflection, me and no one else
They were always screaming something, they swore they'd never say again
They were always screaming something, they swore they'd never speak again
Fa Fa-Fa Fa-Fa-Fa-Fa-Fa
Never be the same again
Fa Fa-Fa Fa-Fa-Fa-Fa-Fa
Never be the same again
No matter where you go, you'll never find your way home
You'll never find your way home no matter where you go
They were always saying something, they swore they'd never say again
They were always saying something, they swore they'd never say again
Fa Fa-Fa Fa-Fa-Fa-Fa-Fa
Never be the same again
Fa Fa-Fa Fa-Fa-Fa-Fa-Fa
Never be the same again