i’ve loved you
for all this time
we’ve spent months, years together
i’ve tried to remain ignorant
i know i’m not good enough, not smart nor hard working enough
but i’ve tried my best to be the best so that we could hopefully last forever
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but one night
as we talked about marriage
i was excited and went on about how we could get an apartment
about all the boring things like finances
but then you said
“my parents expect you to get a degree, to go to university”
a shattered reality
if its too difficult, if its just easier
just find someone that’s better
someone who isn’t me
a long hiatus but heartbreak fuels my creativity