i hope this thing kills me

i don’t think i’m meant to be here for this long

i thought you coming home would make a difference yet i feel more alone than ever

i’ve always known that you never loved me

i just don’t know why it hurts so much now

is it wrong of me to be jealous?

you didn’t seem to care too much when you saw me last.
i guess it’s different since it’s your parents but
could you act sad? just a little?

i feel unimportant to you. i feel like im nothing to you.

for someone you claim to love so dearly,
you don’t seem to care about leaving me behind at all.