i wonder if you’d notice if i passed.

when good things come, they don’t last.
i don’t deserve good things,
the world has shown me that multiple times.

every day you remind me
how i can’t rely on you for anything

how much you hate me and wish
i never existed

how much  i’ve ruined your life
since you made me

you are not my father

my heart aches because inside i know i don’t love you the same because i am treated poorly

everything is a battle with you

you are supposed to love me and cares for me and talk to me and give me flowers and

i don’t know.

the bare minimum.

i am jealous of others because their partners show their love for them and talk to them and everything.


i feel like just a friend.

a waste of your time.

just someone to call your partner just because