I never understood you,
I really tried to
And I kept blaming myself for it.

And now I see you with her,
Your eyes light up when you talk about her.
You don't wanna be anywhere else when you're with her.
You finish each other's sentences
She's like that perfect song you never want to skip.

Maybe you never let me understand you.
And maybe it was all for the best.

I didn't push you away,
I actually wanted you to stay.
It was so easy for you to blame.

I cared,
But now I'm too scared.
Scared of love, commitment.

You can't hold a hand that already let go

Okay but do we ever really stop loving them ?
Stop thinking about they way they made us feel ?
Stop thinking about them before going to sleep ?
Stop stalking their socials ?
Stop thinking if they miss us ?
Stop thinking about how it would have been if we never broke up ?
Is there a line somewhere ? Anywhere ?

And maybe if I tell myself enough, maybe I'll do get over you

I still remember the day you looked me in my eyes and told me that you love me as if I was your everything , but it's very hard to remember the day or the moment you fell out of love with me.

You never taught me how to ride a bicycle,
You never taught me to not lie,
You never showed me the right path,
You never looked into my eyes with love,
You never went out to get me my favorite ice cream,
You were never there when I needed you the most
Even though you were always there your love never was.
And I will always be mad at you,
And you will always be you