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 Feb 2014 Valy
Earthchild
Standing in the warm water
Streaming down from my eyelashes to my crimson lips
Pooling apon them
I raise my hand to trace the curve of them
Kiss me
From my glass ribs to my summer hips
Sunshine warmth sinks in
Sending me shivers as I imagine you trailing your hand along
My arms cradle my broken body
My head hits the clouds
I can not stop thinking about you
I can not stop thinking about how I want you
How I need you
How I love you
But you dont want me

Sometimes
I wish shower water would wash away the thought of you
 Feb 2014 Valy
Earthchild
I am so ready to dance
Finally regain control of my mind
Demons scream in anger
I am fighting you

You will no longer control me
No longer corrupt my mind
With your sickening worthless words
You will degrade to ash
I am going to crush your addiction for my pain
Crush your addiction to see scarlett trail down my arm
I will burn you and your voices
Burn you with my hatred for your toxic voice
You will not crawl through my veins
You will not spread your poison

You will no longer rip me apart
One ******* piece at a time

Flowers will flourish in your remains
Sunshine will melt into my heart
Into my mind
I will dance like never before
I will not dance on fragile ice anymore
I will dance on solid ground

You can not stop me.
But I Have The Key
 Feb 2014 Valy
Earthchild
I am ready for those warm
Balmy summer nights
Jumping into the laughing summer water
When the stars look down apon me
Winking at me
The warm water swirling
Around my melting winter bones
Moonlight glistening off my winter ribs
Fresh water dripping off my eyelashes
Onto my warm raspberry lips

Oceanic blue water rushing around me
Its music dancing in and out of my ears
My only companion is the night
Heavy tired eyelids
Light dancing thoughts
Of the summer flowers
That will grow in my heart
As the thoughts of you course my mind

But for now its just me and those thoughts
Of the summery nights to come
I fall asleep with a smile on my lips
So lame
 Feb 2014 Valy
Earthchild
My love for you
Grows like wild flowers
How lovely
 Feb 2014 Valy
Earthchild
Standing still on top of the frozen curve of the cliff
Listening to the sharp crack of the ice below me
Ghosts of steam skating on the opaque ice
Sunshine melting onto my flush cold cheeks
The winters fridged breath sinking into my winter bones
Mountains dusted with fresh snow
My pulse beating as though its a drum
Swirling winds within my lungs as I breath
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Deep breaths
*Deep breaths
 Feb 2014 Valy
Earthchild
Café
 Feb 2014 Valy
Earthchild
Skating on the cold frozen ice
My friends breath swirling around us
We laughed and smiled
As the shivering mountains looked down on us

Cheeks rosy
Noses bright red from the cold
Smiles all round as we laughed
Thoughts of Christmas on our minds

Making our way through town
Couples holding hands
In love
Christmas lights decorating pillars
Smiles

Sitting in the cozy café drinking
London fog tea
Hot chocolate
Whipped cream swirled on top
Like the outside mountains

I think of how great this day has been
The feeling of joy
 Feb 2014 Valy
Earthchild
Beginning
 Feb 2014 Valy
Earthchild
8:00 pm
My parents tucked me in at night
my dad smiled at me, kissing me goodnight
my mom sat at the edge of my bed
reading me a bedtime story
departing as I drifted off into a dreaming faze
thats what they would always do

9:00 pm
My parents tucked me in at night
my dad hugged me
turned and left to bed
my mom sat at the edge of my bed
telling me to get better grades
because I was failing math

10:00 pm
My parents tucked me in at night
my dad went to bed before me
patting my shoulder as he passed
shutting that wooden door behind him
my mom cracking the door open "night"
I smiled as I worked through my homework

11:00 pm
My parents tucked me in at night
my mom sitting behind the bright computer screen
telling me to go to bed because she was to busy
my dad huddled under the covers snoring softly
behind that white wooden door
I sat alone in my cold room

12:00 am
I tucked myself into bed
tears streaming from my hallow eyes
sorrowing tremors shaking my fragile bones
knees drawn to my chest, attempt to hold myself together
a trail of dark scarlett snaking down my arm to my finger tips
my head a hazy storm, I lean back unconcious, asleep

     My parents never tucked me in
 Feb 2014 Valy
Earthchild
Breathe
 Feb 2014 Valy
Earthchild
I stood in the cold snow
Arms crossed
Over my broken winter ribs
Fingernails digging into my pale arms

The cold mountain air
Absorbs into my frail bones
Raspberry lips parted
Amazed by the beauty

Green eyes gazing at the sleeping mountains
Tree roots spread across the ground
As to keep the Earth from collapsing
From cold winter tremors

The hazy moons glow
Constellations of stars
Dance as if at a royal ball
Clouds swirling like cigarette smoke
I love the night and the mountains, or nature in general
 Feb 2014 Valy
Earthchild
I am one with the night
I have outwalked the last city light
upon the lonliest paved road

Hid from city faces
walking in shadows
dropped eyes, not knowing how to explain

I have stood at the edge of the furthest riverbank
crisp air escaping my parted scarlett lips
drowning in the song of the rushing water

Just to escape the inturrupted city
my only companion
the stars

I am one with the night
Go out at night, you will be amazed from the serenity
 Feb 2014 Valy
Earthchild
People always say
just forget and move on
how do you forget love?
can people not see that
love can not be forgotten?
All my memories of you
linger like a morning fog
in my summer mind

The way your hand trailed
along my bare fragile ribs
your smile as you
were about to kiss my
flushed rose lips
my head resting on your chest
the music of your tired lungs
your singing heart

Why do we act like strangers
after all the memories we have?
I cant burn memories like
I can burn pictures
I can not forget love
I can only forget why
why I made the effort to
love
in the first place
No, this is not about you
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