All the "I love you's and you're my world" were just lies.
"Forever and always" were just a joke to you
The "you're my one and only, my whole world" that was just a game
You just wanted to **** with me and the sad thing is, it worked

You used to be my sweet escape
You used to be my favorite place
Now all you are is my last mistake
You let me fall for you
With no attentions of catching me
You told me lies and I fell for them
Just like I fell for you
I guess that's my fault
My fault that I believed you was different
When in reality you was just like the rest
You are no longer my sweet escape
You are no longer my favorite place
All you are is my last mistake
That I should have never fallen for

She just  sits there
Staring out the window
Wondering if she will ever be good enough
Wondering what the point is anymore
Wondering if she disappeared if anyone would notice, if they would care
Or if they would just go on about their day like normal, like nothing ever happened      
She just sits there          
Staring out the window
Wondering.

They are back and I am terrified
Its like a black hole that you can't get away from      
They won't leave me alone
They make me think and feel terrible
They tell me I will never be good enough
Tell me I am not worth it
That I should just end it and no one would care
Maybe they are right, maybe not
That I do not know, but one thing I do know is
I want them to leave me and never come back
Cause I'm tired of feeling this way

He is the reason why I am still here
He is the reason why i want to wake up
He has saved me and don't even know it
He makes me smile, laugh,and want to live
He is the reason why I believe in love
He is the reason for all this and much more

She picks up her phone
She just wants to hear his voice
Wants him to know how much she loves him
Wants him to understand why she has to do it
He doesn't pick up,she picks up the razor
She cant take it anymore
She slices one cut for every hate she got
The more she cut, the deeper they got
She wishes he would call before it is too late
Before she knew it she cut too deep
She hit the vein, now it is too late
The last thing she heard was a ringtone....
His ringtone

In 3 weeks and 5 days everything is gonna change.
In 3 weeks and 5 days he will be gone.
It's gonna be hard not seeing him everyday
Checking up on him making sure he is okay.
My whole world is gonna change in just 3 weeks and 5 days and I don't won't it too