Cadence Patterson

Cadence Patterson Mar 2023

Blades clatter, thrown to the corners of the room.
The cries of pain echo through the mind.
The blood drips like tears.
The brain begs you to stop.
The heart yearns for the pain to end.

Cadence Patterson Mar 2023

My Story

I'm not real, my words are lies, the smile I give is fake. My life isn't real, nor is my love. Yet it feels so real. This is my story, I chose to write it this way. I chose to live this way! So why?! Why are you here?! Why do you exist!! WHY DO YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE THIS?! WHY DO I FEEL LIKE MY HEART IS BEING STOMPED ON IN THE MUD?! Your love is all I want.

Cadence Patterson Apr 2022

Forest

Trapped in that empty void and then I'm suddenly here.
A desolate forest, with each step I just go deeper.
No matter the tools I have, I always end up lost.
When am I able to leave? It's a question I ask myself every day

Cadence Patterson Dec 2021

**** it

**** love **** caring about someone
**** morels **** feelings
**** crying **** living

Cadence Patterson Jul 2021

3 Years

I'm depressed, "It'll only take three years," they said. Hahaha like I'm going to last that long, but then again the rush of feeling everything leave my body is enough for me to stay.

Cadence Patterson Jul 2021

Late Night

Every night feels the same. The struggle to stay asleep, thoughts running wild, thoughts of you, thoughts of me...
It's going to run amok sooner or later.

Cadence Patterson Jul 2021

Forbidden

I can't stand it! I need her! The way she comforts me, the way she sees me! Everything about her is so ******* forbidden! I just want her to love me without having to worry! She makes me feel like I can take over the world..... She makes the shadows go away...

I just want her